I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
আপনি are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
আপনি are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
আপনি turn.
আপনি look right at me.
God do আপনি see me?
No আপনি dont.
আপনি look right threw me.
আপনি turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have হারিয়ে গেছে you.
I whatch আপনি walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
আপনি look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much আরো painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A হারিয়ে গেছে প্রণয় I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.

Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear আপনি voise.
Feel your touch.
প্রণয় and be loved দ্বারা you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
প্রণয় is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I প্রণয় you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.

When your minds are
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
আপনি try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so আপনি could feel better,
so আপনি could be free.

Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.

Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?

Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
আপনি need to be prepared.

Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.

Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...

The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.

eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My হৃদয় strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I খুঁজুন for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry অথবা
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did আপনি know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the প্রণয়
That warms your হৃদয় inside
and makes আপনি pride!!!!

Look through the window
and tell me what আপনি see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.

Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.

Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?

Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!

It's আপনি trapped within,
your mind gives আপনি nothing
but আরো anxiety.
Peace is the place
আপনি seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.

Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one আরো time,
অথবা you're the one
who should find peace
within?

When everything is black
in your heart,
আপনি beg the darkness
to leave আপনি be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.

ok just want আপনি to know that I just started লেখা poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know আপনি will never প্রণয় me the was I প্রণয় you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes বড়দিন bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
অথবা answering why প্রণয় is so হৃদয় breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope আপনি liked them!

for those of আপনি that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with প্রণয় and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a প্রণয় at প্রথমপাতা to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write প্রবন্ধ on all my সংগঠন so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe অথবা Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of প্রবন্ধ about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical আপনি want wrote just মতামত and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I প্রণয় him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what আপনি did,
আপনি took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the অ্যাঞ্জেল of death takes me?

Is there a heaven অথবা hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in খুঁজুন for peace অথবা will I return to this world to haunt অথবা live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over আপনি
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what আপনি see,
what আপনি feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who আপনি really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
অথবা not.
আপনি know who আপনি are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
আপনি yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who আপনি are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
অথবা not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our প্রণয়

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our প্রণয়

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug আপনি but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our প্রণয়

I think about আপনি at night
আপনি give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our প্রণয়

I long to hear your voice
To see আপনি face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our প্রণয়

pain sadness প্রণয় happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our প্রণয়

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our প্রণয়

আপনি and me
This is our প্রণয়