I can´t take this anymore. Where ever I look, there they are. My hopes shattered to pieces. People walk around, looking অগ্রবর্তী for their activities. I won´t even think about trying something new. Everything I do just fails, so why should I try, try again to succeed? I just end up on the floor again, humiliating myself.
I tried to do something, something only I can do. But then someone comes along, with that talent. I become excited and take him as my image. But what began as fiery passions, ends up in heart-broken pictures, floating away with the wind. Nothing works out, everything is slipping through my fingers. Like sand, like dust. I often escape the দিন দ্বারা climbing into the night, looking up at the stars, taking me so far away. Dark woods surround me, and nature holds me gently. That is until the wind blows, shattered dreams brushing against my skin. A chill runs through me, freezing my insides once again. I climb into my warm বিছানা as dark sleep overwhelms me.
Life is a cycle. A cycle of pain.
I tried to do something, something only I can do. But then someone comes along, with that talent. I become excited and take him as my image. But what began as fiery passions, ends up in heart-broken pictures, floating away with the wind. Nothing works out, everything is slipping through my fingers. Like sand, like dust. I often escape the দিন দ্বারা climbing into the night, looking up at the stars, taking me so far away. Dark woods surround me, and nature holds me gently. That is until the wind blows, shattered dreams brushing against my skin. A chill runs through me, freezing my insides once again. I climb into my warm বিছানা as dark sleep overwhelms me.
Life is a cycle. A cycle of pain.
My Trust Has Now Died, দ্বারা Vampiyaa
Simple words cannot describe my anger towards you.
I wish for আপনি to cry; to know that I am crying too.
Nothing আপনি can say can ever allow me to forgive.
Now it is my turn to fight; it is my turn to live.
This friendship, these memories... mean nothing to me now.
I spend my time alone crying and wondering how
আপনি could have ever betrayed me in such a sad way.
To you, to the world, I have nothing at all to say.
আপনি have to know that I am finished with your lies.
প্রণয় to আপনি is less than nothing... because it always dies.
The universe now knows the reasons why I have cried,
But for everything that's happened, my trust has now died.
Simple words cannot describe my anger towards you.
I wish for আপনি to cry; to know that I am crying too.
Nothing আপনি can say can ever allow me to forgive.
Now it is my turn to fight; it is my turn to live.
This friendship, these memories... mean nothing to me now.
I spend my time alone crying and wondering how
আপনি could have ever betrayed me in such a sad way.
To you, to the world, I have nothing at all to say.
আপনি have to know that I am finished with your lies.
প্রণয় to আপনি is less than nothing... because it always dies.
The universe now knows the reasons why I have cried,
But for everything that's happened, my trust has now died.
I am at the edge, i look down and see an endless pit.
It calls to me, whispers sweet nothing into my ears,
But suddenly it is replaced দ্বারা your voice, telling me to turn around and walk away
To come to you, hold আপনি and care for you, to be the one who won the battle against the pit
I follow your voice, through meadows and forests, and find myself in a familiar place, Home.
Your voice is louder, stronger and if possible আরো beautiful, I know i am close,I walk, anticipation coursing through every bit of my body
I breath in deeply and smell your scent, a mixture of rain and lavender
I turn and see you, your eyes full of the প্রণয় that i missed
I run to আপনি and মোড়ানো my arms around you, knowing that i am where i am meant to be....
It calls to me, whispers sweet nothing into my ears,
But suddenly it is replaced দ্বারা your voice, telling me to turn around and walk away
To come to you, hold আপনি and care for you, to be the one who won the battle against the pit
I follow your voice, through meadows and forests, and find myself in a familiar place, Home.
Your voice is louder, stronger and if possible আরো beautiful, I know i am close,I walk, anticipation coursing through every bit of my body
I breath in deeply and smell your scent, a mixture of rain and lavender
I turn and see you, your eyes full of the প্রণয় that i missed
I run to আপনি and মোড়ানো my arms around you, knowing that i am where i am meant to be....
Do remember those times when we used talk nonstop?
Those times when আপনি told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd আপনি throw it all away?
আপনি were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what বন্ধু do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would আপনি still wanted to try talking to me?
অথবা see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my হৃদয় and memories..
Those times when আপনি told those guys to leave me alone and knock it off?
So tell me, why'd আপনি throw it all away?
আপনি were there for me like I was for you.
It's true.
Yea, we'd fight sometimes, but that's what বন্ধু do time to time.
So tell me, what happened to the old you?
The one I couldn't get enough, too?
And even sometimes called me Boo?
I thought that sinced I moved, You'd still care about me.
And and be there for me. Atleast try to be.
Guess I was wrong.
If I had that chance to atleast say goodbye before I moved, would আপনি still wanted to try talking to me?
অথবা see?
No matter what, I'll always have in my হৃদয় and memories..
The color of lips as you're out there cold
Blue
The name আপনি got from a gypsy wise and old
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
The way we spent time together as friends
Blue
The way we stick to তিক্ত ends
Blue
The color for just me and you
Blue
The way the impact hit us
Blue
The way others never shown justice
Blue
The reason why they saved me from the wreckage but not you
Blue
The color for only me and you
Blue
The way your lips looked like on that sad day
Blue
The way আপনি left me on a Monday
Blue
The color for me and you
Blue
I hate that they saved me and not you
Blue
They ব্যক্ত there was nothing they could do
Blue
The mood for just me not you
Blue
How I feel right now without you
Blue
I wish there was something I could do
Blue
I wish I was there with you
Blue
Forever the color for just me and you
Blue
The আরো I wipe them away
The আরো they flow
I hide them
So আপনি don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When আপনি left আপনি took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
The আরো they flow
I hide them
So আপনি don't know
I'm drowning,
Frowning,
My life feels over
I could use something lucky,
perhaps a clover
Voice shaking,
Words cracked
All because you'll never come back
When আপনি left আপনি took something,
My happiness, my pride
Now the tears I'm left to hide
Your gone,
Never returning
Heartbroken yelps from the depths of my soul,
Patting,
Consoling,
It's okay, I'm told
It's not the end of the world for most, My my world is crumbling to a tragic toast
A river big and flowing,
Leaving my face slightly glowing
These tears won't end no matter what,
All because of our endless love
I listen to the rain
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, অথবা Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark অথবা creepy
অথবা boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my লেখা and end দ্বারা closing
That I feel no anger অথবা loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close দ্বারা resting
In my বিছানা nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
Outside of my window
Gently tapping
Calmly rapping
On my window pane
I listen to the rain
As it feels like a luliby
Quietly hitting against the window
As the time goes by
The wind blowing against the trees
As it warns the birds and the bees
To find a new place to stay
As nature's storm is into play
The rain song
The rain song
So calm and gentle
As I keep writing
My mind longs to rest
But Poe, Plath, অথবা Frost could never put it best
About this beautiful rain song
This is not dark অথবা creepy
অথবা boring to make a baby sleepy
This is relaxation beyond serenity
As the rain is calming my noisy city
I stop my লেখা and end দ্বারা closing
That I feel no anger অথবা loathing
This rain song is happy and beautiful
Making me tired and relaxed in rest
There is slight thunder and lightning
But nothing can stop this feeling that I'm getting
I close দ্বারা resting
In my বিছানা nesting
The comfort and relaxation
of the wonderous rain song.
I lie awake
Sleepless and dead
The blood pounds in my head
Pressure builds
My eyes begin to bleed
A crown of shame
Is placed upon me
For the world to see
Mocked and tortured
No প্রণয় to be found
In the City of Evil
Remorse pulls me down
Deeper into the ground
Cleansing air fills my lungs
Delicate hands caress me
A feeling so alien but alive
Warmth fills my veins
My হৃদয় begins to heal
My body starts to feel
I am no longer numb
My afterlife has come
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Idiots....
You're প্রণয় is just like falling
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with আপনি is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
আপনি cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If আপনি really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at আপনি laughing at me
Covered in blood I push আপনি down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As আপনি break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
আপনি homicidal maniac
আপনি have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now আপনি see
That the ending আপনি has set me free
So now I can fly
As আপনি touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
আপনি were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
Like falling from a tall building screaming
Falling
Free falling down
Too late to be saved now
Staying with আপনি is like crashing
Crashing down and breaking
আপনি cannot fix my broken pieces
Too late to be saved now
If আপনি really cared
I would've been balanced
I would stand tall
But no
I had to fall
I crawl back up to get you
I crawl back up to see you
I crawl back up for revenge
I look at আপনি laughing at me
Covered in blood I push আপনি down!
Down!
Down!
Free falling
Down!
As আপনি break into a million pieces
I feel free and good inside
As I know now
I am not a suicide
আপনি homicidal maniac
আপনি have finally fallen down
Without any wings to save you
I was dead but now আপনি see
That the ending আপনি has set me free
So now I can fly
As আপনি touched the ground and died
So now the beginning of me
Was the ending of you
আপনি were evil and heartless
I was just cold hearted
But at least cold hearted people have hearts
My Death
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit দ্বারা parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and আপনি don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see আপনি soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I প্রণয় you
Silver sparkles in my eyes
An image comes to mind;
A gun
My hands from around the gun
I look at it and see all the features of it;
Muzzle, hammer, trigger and barrel
My mind races of the past
Fights with parents, hit দ্বারা parents
my life screwed
But i have to do this
For me
No one wants me
No one does......
I pulled the gun to my head and squeezes it
and see a place where
I'm comforable and safe
The Letter
To my sweet beautiful love
I write to you
I can't deal with this
and আপনি don't need to worry
Its not you
But i think of you,
Your scent, smile, the way your eyes sparkle,
that laugh I can't get enough of
But I'll see আপনি soon my love
Yours truly
Your Love
I প্রণয় you
The warmth of your embrace
My wild man
Oh how I প্রণয় you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
চুম্বন my nose as আপনি মোড়ানো me in your muscular arms
I প্রণয় my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this দিন doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a বৃক্ষ branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
My wild man
Oh how I প্রণয় you
The strong scent
Of honey suckles and floral trees
চুম্বন my nose as আপনি মোড়ানো me in your muscular arms
I প্রণয় my new jungle home
I feel free and loved
As I enjoy my honey suckle summer romance
Alas, is this yet just a dream?
Too romantic and perfect?
No, it is real
Let me live in this paradise
Paradise doesn't last too long
Because lions prowl for a fight
But my husband knows what to do
He protects me
My Howl
My wonderful love
As we enjoy our honey suckle summer
In the shade
Wrapping arms around each other
Embracing in a nap during this wonderful season
I hope this দিন doesn't end so soon
Because this is a beautiful joyous day
Just Howl and me
In a wonderful embrace
Napping on a বৃক্ষ branch
Enjoying our honey suckle summer
As I slip onto unconsciousness
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn অথবা move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope আপনি try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When আপনি sleep আপনি can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn অথবা move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope আপনি try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When আপনি sleep আপনি can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
What would আপনি do if everything in my life was a lie
Would আপনি Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would আপনি Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would আপনি not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
আপনি wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
আপনি Started The lies
With the three simple words
I প্রণয় u
was ur biggest lie
and আপনি ব্যক্ত it with a smilebon your lieing Face
Would আপনি Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would আপনি Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would আপনি not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
আপনি wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
আপনি Started The lies
With the three simple words
I প্রণয় u
was ur biggest lie
and আপনি ব্যক্ত it with a smilebon your lieing Face