Heal
My
Wounds
I burn to make আপনি understand
One wrong word and it all may come crashing down
For the fates are devious দ্বারা heart
They envy আপনি your dreams, so they'll let আপনি drown
And there is no why, there is no how,
it's like the sky, just one free flow
But you're here right now, and this is your show,
so take a bow, cos the প্রদর্শনী is on right...
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No one else can heal your wounds
Once again taboo becomes your law
What আপনি want seems taken দ্বারা another tide turning away
from our ফুল field where we used to lay beneath the sky,
riding dreams to some other side
Do they burn, the wishes whispered,
like secrets, they yearn, just to be heard
I'm done with questions, I have no answers,
the choice is yours, cos the প্রদর্শনী is on right...
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds
The bigger the lies
The আরো they want to believe them
And like a vice
Hold on to what they believe in
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down cos I need আপনি to rise
No-one else can heal my wounds
poets of the fall
twilight theatre 2010
My
Wounds
I burn to make আপনি understand
One wrong word and it all may come crashing down
For the fates are devious দ্বারা heart
They envy আপনি your dreams, so they'll let আপনি drown
And there is no why, there is no how,
it's like the sky, just one free flow
But you're here right now, and this is your show,
so take a bow, cos the প্রদর্শনী is on right...
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No one else can heal your wounds
Once again taboo becomes your law
What আপনি want seems taken দ্বারা another tide turning away
from our ফুল field where we used to lay beneath the sky,
riding dreams to some other side
Do they burn, the wishes whispered,
like secrets, they yearn, just to be heard
I'm done with questions, I have no answers,
the choice is yours, cos the প্রদর্শনী is on right...
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds
The bigger the lies
The আরো they want to believe them
And like a vice
Hold on to what they believe in
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds
Here and now with all dreams realized
Would আপনি choose still আরো time to do
Don't fall down cos I need আপনি to rise
No-one else can heal my wounds
poets of the fall
twilight theatre 2010
সরানো through your day
This quiet মহাকাশ that আপনি fill
Here দ্বারা a dark moon
Filled up from the rain in my eyes
My fingers are cold on your skin
Dream me away
Before the night becomes day
You'll see it all come true
This water is deep
আপনি go to sleep
And silently
Dream me away
I have a picture
It rests in my hand
I opened my window tonight
I have a feeling
It will be okay
My senses will guide me through
I'll dream us away
Before the night becomes day
I'll see it all come true
This water is deep
We’ll go to sleep
And silently dream us away
And silently dream
And silently
us
away
away...
The moon above, full and bright, casts an eerie glow among the mist.
A gentle midnight breeze whistles through the winter trees
Waving ridgedly to the winter rhythm
The ground is hard from the freeze, the dirt cruches under your feet
In the distance a নেকড়ে howls, its haunting voice pierces your soul
The ghosts of the forest creep from the trees
Their cold embrace freezes আপনি to your core
Desperate to escape আপনি look into the shadows of the forest
A light in the distance softly shines, beckoning আপনি to যোগদান it.
আপনি run, ignoring the distorted screaming faces from the trees, desperate to reach the comforting light.
আপনি finally come to it, the light is bright, warm and welcoming
As আপনি get closer it engulfs you, sucking আপনি into its protective glow
Soon আপনি emerge into a different world but it is the same from where আপনি came
A mirror world...
Darkness to Light...
Once again, another one of my short yet dark poems...
I hope I don't cause any depression to anyone!
*NOTE* I am planning on লেখা a আরো spiritual poem
Control
My life is controlled and I'll never know what its like to be free
I will never get out of this hole of sorrow and I will become burdened with a lifeless soul
I dont believe anything will change as I stay captive like an animal in its cage
The rage of my misery will never see the দিন of freedom even though I long to fly above the trees to get away
But how can I if I am a prisoner?
I hope I don't cause any depression to anyone!
*NOTE* I am planning on লেখা a আরো spiritual poem
Control
My life is controlled and I'll never know what its like to be free
I will never get out of this hole of sorrow and I will become burdened with a lifeless soul
I dont believe anything will change as I stay captive like an animal in its cage
The rage of my misery will never see the দিন of freedom even though I long to fly above the trees to get away
But how can I if I am a prisoner?
I wasn't sure if I wanted to post this poem because it is quite personal but I figured why not...
Brother
Are আপনি my brother অথবা are আপনি a vicious stranger?
How could আপনি stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
আপনি wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face আপনি portray nothing but lies and hate...
দিন after দিন আপনি throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and আপনি will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While আপনি will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
Brother
Are আপনি my brother অথবা are আপনি a vicious stranger?
How could আপনি stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
আপনি wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face আপনি portray nothing but lies and hate...
দিন after দিন আপনি throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and আপনি will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While আপনি will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
(I'm just gonna put this here...)
The প্রজাপতি on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her হৃদয় break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If আপনি promise to stay,
Don't leave me অথবা push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that আপনি do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If আপনি say "I প্রণয় you" like আপনি mean it.
The প্রজাপতি on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her হৃদয় break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If আপনি promise to stay,
Don't leave me অথবা push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that আপনি do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If আপনি say "I প্রণয় you" like আপনি mean it.
Once upon a time,
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my হৃদয় gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my হৃদয় gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
Where broad-winged eagles fly.
The fences that encircle him
Are Mountains, stream and sky.
There's beauty in his regal heart
And in his gentle face,
And in the swiftness that combines
Such power, poise, and grace.
There's beauty in his noble stance
For it will always be
A part of all that untamed land
SO OPEN, WILD AND FREE
Credit to Herrmans Royal Lippizans Mayaka City,Florida
This was painted on the দেওয়াল of their শস্যাগার
i really applied to the Lippizans they had there
What do আপনি do
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that আপনি sink?
অথবা when the metaphors
আপনি thought applied is bent
অথবা worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until আপনি just cry
What do আপনি do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so আপনি stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that আপনি sink?
অথবা when the metaphors
আপনি thought applied is bent
অথবা worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until আপনি just cry
What do আপনি do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so আপনি stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
While my বন্ধু are out on the town
I stay প্রথমপাতা alone
All দ্বারা myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, অথবা watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
I stay প্রথমপাতা alone
All দ্বারা myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, অথবা watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
নমস্কার there!
How are you?
How have আপনি been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish আপনি were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
নমস্কার there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would প্রণয় to spend time
With আপনি again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
অথবা your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling অথবা emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to আপনি four years back
But আপনি never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
দ্বারা saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see আপনি again
Someday.
How are you?
How have আপনি been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish আপনি were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
নমস্কার there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would প্রণয় to spend time
With আপনি again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
অথবা your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling অথবা emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to আপনি four years back
But আপনি never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
দ্বারা saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see আপনি again
Someday.
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial প্রণয় is gone
Set aflame দ্বারা hate and lies
Love, gone, হারিয়ে গেছে forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing আপনি were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing আপনি were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial প্রণয় is gone
Set aflame দ্বারা hate and lies
Love, gone, হারিয়ে গেছে forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing আপনি were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing আপনি were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No আরো madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a প্রজাপতি emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
ফুলেরডালি opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This দিন shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my দিন is
As we lay down to rest
This দিন is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of আপনি and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No আরো madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a প্রজাপতি emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
ফুলেরডালি opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This দিন shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my দিন is
As we lay down to rest
This দিন is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of আপনি and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark মেঘ rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed বিষাক্ত মাকড়সা sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the খাবার they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a ভিক্টোরিয়াস fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After পাঠ করা about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the খাবার they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a ভিক্টোরিয়াস fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After পাঠ করা about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that আপনি can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that আপনি can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped আপনি to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame আপনি got আপনি don't want to share
My eyes looked at আপনি last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For আপনি I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and পরবর্তি day..... পরবর্তি দিন I woke up as the King of Hell..