Once upon a lady's youth
a child often smiled
society came, torn down her doors
her youthful innocence defied
Call her gullible, call her naive
but first call her innocent
above all these things
আপনি know innocents not
because আপনি are societies whore
the evil of such atrocities
spill from your every pour
Couldn't আপনি have known the
pain your tongue would cause?
Pointing out imperfections and
all irrelevant flaws
Your flaws go deeper that of the skin
but your heartlessness amuses me
because one দিন you'll beg her "call me friend"
Then আপনি shall know
with your face raised to the sky
and scream to the father of the son
"but I had no knowledge of it why?"
আপনি will, for the first time see
What আপনি have done
what she was
who she is
and who she is to become
আপনি shall wish mercy দ্বারা her
to be shown to you
yet আপনি were one of the many
not wishfully of the few
Whether she will forgive
is really hard to say
but heed this and heed it well
I ভালুক testimony to that day
আপনি shall see honor bestowed
upon her head and be exalted
to the highest star
Admire how such a woman
could be exalted quite so far
When আপনি raise your voice
to the sky
plead to the father of the son
আপনি will realize only then
the stone আপনি cast aside
Has proved to be
the most important one
Written দ্বারা a close friend.
a child often smiled
society came, torn down her doors
her youthful innocence defied
Call her gullible, call her naive
but first call her innocent
above all these things
আপনি know innocents not
because আপনি are societies whore
the evil of such atrocities
spill from your every pour
Couldn't আপনি have known the
pain your tongue would cause?
Pointing out imperfections and
all irrelevant flaws
Your flaws go deeper that of the skin
but your heartlessness amuses me
because one দিন you'll beg her "call me friend"
Then আপনি shall know
with your face raised to the sky
and scream to the father of the son
"but I had no knowledge of it why?"
আপনি will, for the first time see
What আপনি have done
what she was
who she is
and who she is to become
আপনি shall wish mercy দ্বারা her
to be shown to you
yet আপনি were one of the many
not wishfully of the few
Whether she will forgive
is really hard to say
but heed this and heed it well
I ভালুক testimony to that day
আপনি shall see honor bestowed
upon her head and be exalted
to the highest star
Admire how such a woman
could be exalted quite so far
When আপনি raise your voice
to the sky
plead to the father of the son
আপনি will realize only then
the stone আপনি cast aside
Has proved to be
the most important one
Written দ্বারা a close friend.
Whenever I see a playground, it's August of 2003,
And I'm playing around, doing what I do best.
But that is not my story.
My story is struggling to make friends,
Being rejected, and often bullied.
I was the peculiar one, the nerd, the ugly duckling,
The stray dog that nobody wanted, and the klutz.
I begged and begged to be home-schooled.
But my attempts at begging were rebuffed.
One girl had taken it too far,
Pushing me beyond the limit, crossing the line.
"I've had enough," I finally said. "I'm sick of this!"
So, I pushed her into the closet door,
But I didn't hurt her. I would never do that. It's wrong.
Guess who got in trouble. Me. Facts were learned,
And all bullying stopped for the year.
Now, I'm not longer aloof অথবা insecure.
I have friends, and I've come out of my shell.
And I'm playing around, doing what I do best.
But that is not my story.
My story is struggling to make friends,
Being rejected, and often bullied.
I was the peculiar one, the nerd, the ugly duckling,
The stray dog that nobody wanted, and the klutz.
I begged and begged to be home-schooled.
But my attempts at begging were rebuffed.
One girl had taken it too far,
Pushing me beyond the limit, crossing the line.
"I've had enough," I finally said. "I'm sick of this!"
So, I pushed her into the closet door,
But I didn't hurt her. I would never do that. It's wrong.
Guess who got in trouble. Me. Facts were learned,
And all bullying stopped for the year.
Now, I'm not longer aloof অথবা insecure.
I have friends, and I've come out of my shell.
On our darkest of night
Blessed are we
When we hit Her morning light
Blessed are we
As wind whispers our names
Blessed are we
As we learn through our mistakes
Through time after time
We learn our love
Time after time
As She is sent from above
Blessed are we
As we live our lives
Blessed are we
Our tears are clear as the sky
Blessed are we
When we are done
Blessed are we
When we are bright as the Moon and the Sun
She watches us
To make sure we're safe
From the dangers unfolding
As the sun sets
আপনি hold a mask of betrayal,
as your summer air scented body feels as if it might fall, you've reminded yourself again and again that you're no আরো than another face to me.
আপনি hold ফুলেরসাজি in your clenched hands,
আপনি told me each petal is for every lie of mine আপনি forgave, and now our lovely mess of trust is beginning to fade.
Promised me you'd build yourself a grave, in the middle of Autumn where we first met and never thought you'd get to say good-bye.
The night welcomes আপনি into arms আপনি call innocent, it wants আপনি to follow it down to the sea, the night in which আপনি used to hide from.
I want to scream 'I'm sorry'
I can't say anything,
nights before, I let your ফুলেরসাজি die.
The look of betrayal that lingers upon your face, underneath the প্রণয় that's obvious in your eyes,
'I'm okay' আপনি say,
and just like that, the night took you.
as your summer air scented body feels as if it might fall, you've reminded yourself again and again that you're no আরো than another face to me.
আপনি hold ফুলেরসাজি in your clenched hands,
আপনি told me each petal is for every lie of mine আপনি forgave, and now our lovely mess of trust is beginning to fade.
Promised me you'd build yourself a grave, in the middle of Autumn where we first met and never thought you'd get to say good-bye.
The night welcomes আপনি into arms আপনি call innocent, it wants আপনি to follow it down to the sea, the night in which আপনি used to hide from.
I want to scream 'I'm sorry'
I can't say anything,
nights before, I let your ফুলেরসাজি die.
The look of betrayal that lingers upon your face, underneath the প্রণয় that's obvious in your eyes,
'I'm okay' আপনি say,
and just like that, the night took you.
Alone i sit,
reminiscing about the past,
stuck in the present and
wondering what the future has in store for me!
i have been on this road before, many times,
all alone and none to care for,
but now things are different, things have changed;
walking the line between sanity and insanity,
carefully balancing this little existence of life,
fear, pain, happiness, frustration, anger, dreams, প্রণয় and worry,
all hidden beneath these sleepless eyes;
scrambling through this barbed wire (of life),
searching for a light in the darkness,
screaming and fighting, weighed down
দ্বারা life’s many complications and expectations;
as the night approaches, the storm has passed, for now,
i try to sleep, i try to rest, as i lay quietly,
while my dreams nurse me back to health,
to fight another day;
so into the long night’s dream, I trudge along,
with no one else in sight,
looking for stars in the dark,
as i hold on to fight another day;
reminiscing about the past,
stuck in the present and
wondering what the future has in store for me!
i have been on this road before, many times,
all alone and none to care for,
but now things are different, things have changed;
walking the line between sanity and insanity,
carefully balancing this little existence of life,
fear, pain, happiness, frustration, anger, dreams, প্রণয় and worry,
all hidden beneath these sleepless eyes;
scrambling through this barbed wire (of life),
searching for a light in the darkness,
screaming and fighting, weighed down
দ্বারা life’s many complications and expectations;
as the night approaches, the storm has passed, for now,
i try to sleep, i try to rest, as i lay quietly,
while my dreams nurse me back to health,
to fight another day;
so into the long night’s dream, I trudge along,
with no one else in sight,
looking for stars in the dark,
as i hold on to fight another day;
Can Words Describe
Can words describe the beautiful individual আপনি are
Can it really put altogether what আপনি really are,
for আপনি are special
It is easy to see that God spent extra time with you
My হৃদয় is enlighten just দ্বারা knowing that আপনি are in নিরাপদ hands,
that I need not worry, nor draw any concern
I pray that in time we'd be good friends, but if not so, then
not so
I pray for the opposite, for the thought of being friends
is something worth fighting for
And no words can't describe the type of person আপনি are, and
that's okay, cause it is better to প্রদর্শনী it anyway
By
Autumn Agnew
Can words describe the beautiful individual আপনি are
Can it really put altogether what আপনি really are,
for আপনি are special
It is easy to see that God spent extra time with you
My হৃদয় is enlighten just দ্বারা knowing that আপনি are in নিরাপদ hands,
that I need not worry, nor draw any concern
I pray that in time we'd be good friends, but if not so, then
not so
I pray for the opposite, for the thought of being friends
is something worth fighting for
And no words can't describe the type of person আপনি are, and
that's okay, cause it is better to প্রদর্শনী it anyway
By
Autumn Agnew
The moon rises as my soul falls
Into a sea of nothingness
Bleak and barren I stay there waiting for
For a প্রণয় that will never come
My life is now an infinite loop of sorrow and hurt
Now that you're gone
The crickets serenade a song of sad romance
The story of my life
As I walk along the road less taken
The road of depression
And হৃদয় shattering tragedies
That bring the little joy I have
To an untimely end
When I need it most প্রণয় cannot be found
And I am alone left to wander the realms of my mind
Without a hand to lead me out of the darkness
Onto the light and into a peace of mind
And a fully mended হৃদয়
Full of some hope
But I am but a wallflower
Blending in with the walls as I watch people go into
The blinding light of pure happiness
Into a sea of nothingness
Bleak and barren I stay there waiting for
For a প্রণয় that will never come
My life is now an infinite loop of sorrow and hurt
Now that you're gone
The crickets serenade a song of sad romance
The story of my life
As I walk along the road less taken
The road of depression
And হৃদয় shattering tragedies
That bring the little joy I have
To an untimely end
When I need it most প্রণয় cannot be found
And I am alone left to wander the realms of my mind
Without a hand to lead me out of the darkness
Onto the light and into a peace of mind
And a fully mended হৃদয়
Full of some hope
But I am but a wallflower
Blending in with the walls as I watch people go into
The blinding light of pure happiness
How do আপনি feel mad
Sad
Happy glad
I know what your thinking that this poem is whack
But my mind is empty like a black hole
All my ideas are gone like someone গাউন
Them away for them never to return
This হারিয়ে গেছে of inspiration makes me want to shout
Something is wrong like a sad kid without a pout
Why can't I write something creative
Somebody help me somebody find them
Find my ideas they're precious to me like a rare jem
Please writers block come another দিন
Maybe I need to clear my head and get some air
Find people I can share
My horrible তিক্ত writers block
Sad
Happy glad
I know what your thinking that this poem is whack
But my mind is empty like a black hole
All my ideas are gone like someone গাউন
Them away for them never to return
This হারিয়ে গেছে of inspiration makes me want to shout
Something is wrong like a sad kid without a pout
Why can't I write something creative
Somebody help me somebody find them
Find my ideas they're precious to me like a rare jem
Please writers block come another দিন
Maybe I need to clear my head and get some air
Find people I can share
My horrible তিক্ত writers block
The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when প্রণয় is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that স্বর্ণ has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
প্রণয় cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that প্রণয় can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare প্রণয় to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
প্রণয় is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
It's beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when প্রণয় is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that স্বর্ণ has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
প্রণয় cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that প্রণয় can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare প্রণয় to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
প্রণয় is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
It's beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
When আপনি left for your flight
I was here left alone
in the dark unwelcoming home
missing
how আপনি would talk, walk, and do silly things.
I stride down the hall.
playing with my
rubber ball. what else is there
to do? but then i remembered
আপনি ব্যক্ত “See আপনি soon”
my stomach turned to butterflies
I flew across my chair
awaiting your very arrival
there was nothing i couldn’t bear.
without a care
I called leaving ten million messages at the most.
waiting waiting
till আপনি would come home
I was here left alone
in the dark unwelcoming home
missing
how আপনি would talk, walk, and do silly things.
I stride down the hall.
playing with my
rubber ball. what else is there
to do? but then i remembered
আপনি ব্যক্ত “See আপনি soon”
my stomach turned to butterflies
I flew across my chair
awaiting your very arrival
there was nothing i couldn’t bear.
without a care
I called leaving ten million messages at the most.
waiting waiting
till আপনি would come home
As if I've been
Rewarded for the
Deeds I've never done;
I took this sorrow
To shine
When nights are too dark,
When moon is not there;
Oh, to shine
In my cryin' eyes,
To shine
On my sleepy face
This
Transparent tear;
And while the whole world
Is sleeping,
This lonely tear
Will stay
At the corner
Of my weakness,
Away at sea
Where my sun goes down.
~ I know, it's a little short, however I found some time to write this poem.
I actually needed it, I প্রণয় to share emotions and thoughts on paper. ~
কবিতা and words are eternal!
Fancy?
Me?
I don’t think so.
I got hole-filled
baggy, paint-stained pants
I got manners
I really do
But I don’t do fancy,
I’m tellin’ you
I play video games
watchin’ TV
Fancy, me?
No আপনি see.
I eat pork chops
on the couch.
When I’m excited
I stand and shout
I yawn and stretch
at 6 o clock
Fancy? Me?
আপনি will be shocked
I eat klondikes
with my hands
I whip my hair
every blonde strand
Fancy? Me?
Uh, uh! No way!
I play and sweat
on sunny days
Fancy? Me?
No আপনি see
I’m just me.
দ্বারা peacebaby7
Me?
I don’t think so.
I got hole-filled
baggy, paint-stained pants
I got manners
I really do
But I don’t do fancy,
I’m tellin’ you
I play video games
watchin’ TV
Fancy, me?
No আপনি see.
I eat pork chops
on the couch.
When I’m excited
I stand and shout
I yawn and stretch
at 6 o clock
Fancy? Me?
আপনি will be shocked
I eat klondikes
with my hands
I whip my hair
every blonde strand
Fancy? Me?
Uh, uh! No way!
I play and sweat
on sunny days
Fancy? Me?
No আপনি see
I’m just me.
দ্বারা peacebaby7
Unraveling, Twisting, Seeping
Diving
Swimming through the crimsom blood
In Mortem
Stealing,Running, Hiding
Ending painful, Ending Stiff
In Mortem
Hiding, Silence, Not a breath
Stalking it's prey, Death
In Mortem
Found, yet completely lost
Loved, Losing what was found
In Mortem
Breathing, Fainting, Dying
ব্লুবেরি blood waiting to turn cherry
In Mortem
Slipping quietly
Fading, Faster, into the light
In Mortem
I'd offer আপনি my hand,
But you'd pull me down!
Here, take it anyway,
You're worth it
In Mortem
Killing me,
Please don't leave me
আপনি and I, we must go
Goodbye world
In Mortem
Diving
Swimming through the crimsom blood
In Mortem
Stealing,Running, Hiding
Ending painful, Ending Stiff
In Mortem
Hiding, Silence, Not a breath
Stalking it's prey, Death
In Mortem
Found, yet completely lost
Loved, Losing what was found
In Mortem
Breathing, Fainting, Dying
ব্লুবেরি blood waiting to turn cherry
In Mortem
Slipping quietly
Fading, Faster, into the light
In Mortem
I'd offer আপনি my hand,
But you'd pull me down!
Here, take it anyway,
You're worth it
In Mortem
Killing me,
Please don't leave me
আপনি and I, we must go
Goodbye world
In Mortem
Fake?
Real?
What are you?
Are আপনি a friend that stays forever?
Will আপনি help me with life's problems?
Will আপনি tease me?
Are আপনি going to point out my flaws?
I don't know আপনি anymore.
I thought আপনি were real
Truly, really real
No.
I was wrong
So
So wrong.
I crash into my বিছানা of comfort
Crying myself into solitude
Yet I bite back at your horrid barking
For it can never destroy me
Ignorant fool
আপনি ignore me
Yet আপনি pretend everything is okay
Why?
Because আপনি are just as two faced as Harvey Dent
Why did I trust you?
আপনি hurt me, so now the harm that আপনি gave me
Will come back to haunt you, times three
Remember this:
"Do unto others, as আপনি do unto them."
Real?
What are you?
Are আপনি a friend that stays forever?
Will আপনি help me with life's problems?
Will আপনি tease me?
Are আপনি going to point out my flaws?
I don't know আপনি anymore.
I thought আপনি were real
Truly, really real
No.
I was wrong
So
So wrong.
I crash into my বিছানা of comfort
Crying myself into solitude
Yet I bite back at your horrid barking
For it can never destroy me
Ignorant fool
আপনি ignore me
Yet আপনি pretend everything is okay
Why?
Because আপনি are just as two faced as Harvey Dent
Why did I trust you?
আপনি hurt me, so now the harm that আপনি gave me
Will come back to haunt you, times three
Remember this:
"Do unto others, as আপনি do unto them."
you've never made me feel so low
never broken me down so much
never made me feel so dead
yet still long for your touch
you've bullied me and beaten me
watched me as I've trembled
but still held the reins so tight
leaving আপনি would seem unbearable
now you're the one who's leaving
and I feel like I'm falling apart
people think I'm crazy
because you're breaing my heart
looking at my future
I don't know what to do
my হৃদয় won't ever heal
unless I'm back with you
maybe one দিন I'll get over you
maybe I'll সরানো on
but I'm never gonna know
the emotional damage আপনি have done
never broken me down so much
never made me feel so dead
yet still long for your touch
you've bullied me and beaten me
watched me as I've trembled
but still held the reins so tight
leaving আপনি would seem unbearable
now you're the one who's leaving
and I feel like I'm falling apart
people think I'm crazy
because you're breaing my heart
looking at my future
I don't know what to do
my হৃদয় won't ever heal
unless I'm back with you
maybe one দিন I'll get over you
maybe I'll সরানো on
but I'm never gonna know
the emotional damage আপনি have done
আপনি told me আপনি প্রণয় me
But আপনি want out
আপনি ব্যক্ত we have no future
So why hang around
আপনি ask what I want
Yet contradict what I say
You're using "whats best for me"
To get your own way
আপনি say that আপনি still want me
Then can't make up your mind
Yet I still hang on to us
Though we are on borrowed time
আপনি make me feel secure
Then pull the rug from under me
I don't know where I stand
Are আপনি listening to me?
You've reduced me to nothing
Made me feel everything
You're leaving me hanging
দ্বারা not saying a thing
But আপনি want out
আপনি ব্যক্ত we have no future
So why hang around
আপনি ask what I want
Yet contradict what I say
You're using "whats best for me"
To get your own way
আপনি say that আপনি still want me
Then can't make up your mind
Yet I still hang on to us
Though we are on borrowed time
আপনি make me feel secure
Then pull the rug from under me
I don't know where I stand
Are আপনি listening to me?
You've reduced me to nothing
Made me feel everything
You're leaving me hanging
দ্বারা not saying a thing
