ok just want আপনি to know that I just started লেখা poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know আপনি will never প্রণয় me the was I প্রণয় you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes বড়দিন bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
অথবা answering why প্রণয় is so হৃদয় breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope আপনি liked them!

for those of আপনি that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with প্রণয় and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a প্রণয় at প্রথমপাতা to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write প্রবন্ধ on all my সংগঠন so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe অথবা Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of প্রবন্ধ about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical আপনি want wrote just মতামত and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I প্রণয় him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what আপনি did,
আপনি took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the অ্যাঞ্জেল of death takes me?

Is there a heaven অথবা hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in খুঁজুন for peace অথবা will I return to this world to haunt অথবা live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over আপনি
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what আপনি see,
what আপনি feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who আপনি really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
অথবা not.
আপনি know who আপনি are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
আপনি yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who আপনি are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
অথবা not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our প্রণয়

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our প্রণয়

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug আপনি but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our প্রণয়

I think about আপনি at night
আপনি give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our প্রণয়

I long to hear your voice
To see আপনি face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our প্রণয়

pain sadness প্রণয় happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our প্রণয়

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our প্রণয়

আপনি and me
This is our প্রণয়

All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if আপনি are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
আপনি no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
আপনি no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what আপনি are going through.
আপনি begin to take your pain out on others.
আপনি forget those who আপনি once knew as sisters and brothers.

আপনি are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
আপনি don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now আপনি are too far in.
you'll never remember those আপনি প্রণয় again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My হৃদয় is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging দ্বারা a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring আপনি back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and গান গাওয়া with joy...birds of all রঙ fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every নেকড়ে howls and if আপনি listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy দিন
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the দিন is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the প্রণয় of my life
and so much আরো
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of আপনি
আপনি are my bree
আপনি are my happiness
আপনি are all I see
আপনি keep me alive
আপনি keep me going
আপনি are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
আপনি are my best friend i do not know
আপনি are my motavation
will I ever give আপনি up!No!
আপনি are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
আপনি are my life
the thing i প্রণয়
I wish আপনি were my wife
I প্রণয় আপনি so much bree
so dahling
will আপনি marry me

Where are আপনি at this moment
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me

I'm হারিয়ে গেছে now without আপনি
I don't know where আপনি are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring আপনি back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of আপনি will stay

If I could be close beside আপনি
If I could be where আপনি are
If I could reach out and touch আপনি
And bring আপনি back প্রথমপাতা

Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring আপনি back home?

To me...

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LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Slowly I shine like a
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if আপনি are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would সরানো faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.

I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.


I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.

This is for the people who have stress everyday.

stress & pain