Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living দ্বারা the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my তিক্ত existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living দ্বারা the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my তিক্ত existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the প্রণয় of your life died,
what would আপনি do if they died a terrible death,
would আপনি get revenge,
would আপনি hate everyone,
would আপনি become a murderer in return,
would আপনি cry your life away,
অথবা would আপনি take your life away?
What would আপনি do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would আপনি do if they died terribly,
would আপনি laugh because no tears will come,
would আপনি cry until it is all over,
would আপনি do the same,
would আপনি run away,
অথবা would আপনি just throw it all away?
What would আপনি do,
if আপনি were hit দ্বারা a car,
what would আপনি do if আপনি were dying,
would আপনি feel sorry for yourself,
would আপনি cry until the end,
would আপনি remember everything আপনি have ever done,
would আপনি call your mom,
অথবা would আপনি hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would আপনি do,
when everything ends for আপনি অথবা a friend?
What would আপনি do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My হৃদয় is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen দ্বারা the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am হারিয়ে গেছে in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to গেলা me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My হৃদয় is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen দ্বারা the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am হারিয়ে গেছে in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to গেলা me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if হৃদয় is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with প্রণয় that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if হৃদয় is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with প্রণয় that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew আপনি for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
আপনি always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
আপনি always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
আপনি just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew আপনি would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
আপনি and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
আপনি ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never ব্যক্ত goodbye
I wish i could of ব্যক্ত goodbye
For আপনি are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss আপনি and আপনি will never be forgotten
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Only knew আপনি for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
আপনি always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
আপনি always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
আপনি just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew আপনি would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
আপনি and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
আপনি ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never ব্যক্ত goodbye
I wish i could of ব্যক্ত goodbye
For আপনি are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss আপনি and আপনি will never be forgotten