Darling...poetry

She Doesn't Know

দ্বারা Cody Herman


Through the window I stare পরবর্তি door

When is she coming out

She's the only one I adore

But then why do I doubt

Her hair is golden like the sun

Shining bright and strong for all to see

She looks at me and I'm undone

I didn't foresee that she was the one for me

Why do I hesitate

It wasn't too long ago

My হৃদয় beats at a faster rate

But she doesn't know

The power she has over me

I putty in her hands

She just couldn't leave me be

Her wish is my command

When will I find the courage

To tell her how I feel

Am I able to break this bridge

Will I stand অথবা I kneel

I can't do it

I'm afraid she'll say no

I need to get a grip

She still doesn't know

Remember,

আপনি said...

আপনি said
আপনি would
try to make
this up.

আপনি said
আপনি wanted
me দ্বারা your side.

আপনি said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.

আপনি said.

আপনি said
আপনি wanted
the fresh start
for us,
আপনি said
আপনি wanted us
back,
আপনি wanted
me back.

আপনি promised.

আপনি said
আপনি would
try,
আপনি said
that things
would be better
this time,
আপনি said
I would feel
better
from now.

Remember,
আপনি said.

No আরো tears,
আপনি said,
no more
empty words,
remember?

আপনি said.

আপনি said
আপনি wanted
a fresh start
for us.
আপনি said,
no আরো pain,
আপনি said,
no more.

And no আরো lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
আপনি gave,
no আরো pain,
that's what
আপনি said.

THe world is cruel,

when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.

we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make

and that one দিন someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate আপনি for who আপনি are,

because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader

because I have brown eyes
because আপনি have white skin

because I have two dads
because আপনি have one mom and no dad

because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish

And why will people do this?

Because the world is a cruel place.




None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge আপনি by.

Throughout misty forest
আপনি seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.

Bad luck follows আপনি
like a hook,
won't let আপনি go,
won't leave আপনি alone.

আপনি smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that আপনি hope for.

Devil is calling your name,
leaves আপনি not,
আপনি don't see the অ্যাঞ্জেল on
your shoulder,
trying to give আপনি a strength.

আপনি long for life
that আপনি don't know of,
আপনি seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.

why did আপনি cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved আপনি so much, I still do,
and if আপনি asked for me back,
I would probably come.

that's because I প্রণয় you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!

I loved আপনি and আপনি just threw it away,
but that's it im done with আপনি now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing আপনি ever had,
আপনি don't know what আপনি have got until আপনি loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.

sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything

wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you

and say sorry for hurting আপনি sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if আপনি are hear পাঠ করা this my friend im sorry so sorry

i understand my friend if আপনি will not forgive me i chose to be mad at আপনি when আপনি tried to apolagize
just know this বন্ধু are forever

i will keep আপনি in my head if i forget ill still have আপনি in my heart
and hopefully আপনি will keep me in yours now your gone আপনি wont see me but আপনি have raised me up higher than the mountains

youve raised me up to আরো then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend

I সরানো a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me

I সরানো behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back

I সরানো between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of জিন slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your প্রণয় is a drug
your প্রণয় is my high

As life flutters দ্বারা on Angel's wings

The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky

My হৃদয় leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow

I'm falling down... farther into the abyss

I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel

I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel

My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows

He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it

It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it

It broke me too

And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points

As life fluters দ্বারা on Angel's wings