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r-pattz said:
Being in a "real relationship" is absolutely terrifying, because আপনি don't want to lose that other person. But it's also amazing, and আপনি feel like আপনি have something that's yours, something that's so precious, but so breakable. আপনি want it to last forever, even though আপনি know it won't.
First kiss: Like flying. Butterflies, idiotic grins, the whole deal. Don't rush your first kiss, though. আপনি want it to be memorable.
First date: Jittery. Your হৃদয় is pounding, your chest feels like it's going to explode. You're nervous, and you're staring at the clock, waiting for him to প্রদর্শনী up at your door. In your head, thoughts of everything that could go wrong are rushing through your head. আপনি check your makeup a million times in the mirror. But there's this little smile on your face, because now you're growing up. Now you're going to go out somewhere with a boy, just the two of you. It's kinda like a whole new part of your life has begun.
*sigh* To প্রণয় and to be loved is the highest high in the world. (Except, of course, for heroin. =P) But it's amazing and unbelievable. It's giggling whenever he sends আপনি a flirty text message, it's holding his hand in the school hallways for everyone to see, it's laying in the ঘাস and connecting the stars in words of endearment, it's... it's that welling in your chest আপনি feel when he's around. There's this surge of emotion that fills আপনি up from your head to your toes.
That is what প্রণয় is like.
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