Any advice,please? I need help!

I'm in a similar situation to this.
আপনি need some time to be on your own without any disturbances to come to terms with everything. আপনি need to understand that your family were worried about আপনি being upset about the dog, so thats why they didnt tell you, although personally i think they should never have lied to you. আপনি need to, when the time is right, talk to the most trusted member of your family about your feelings and everything, and calmly ask why they lied to you. there's probably a good reason, and get things out in the open and cleared up.

A lot of bad things have happened to me too recently so i know what আপনি mean about the pretending everythings ok at school, because that seems like the easiest way. maybe if আপনি have a really trusted best friend আপনি could tell her how yu feel, অথবা even your favourite teacher if they are nice. I've felt the same as youve described since my special cat died too- a couple of months ago, which was partially my fault and i feel terrible about it and cry all the time because of the other pressures too. I am planning in the পরবর্তি few months to get a new rescue kitten to make me feel better and to keep my other cat company. maybe আপনি could, in a few months after everythings settled down go out to choose your own rescue puppy, and youd feel better because আপনি were giving an animal a home. আপনি should talk this through with your family and tell them how much it would mean to you.
আপনি should also keep a locked diary of your current feelings অথবা a গুপ্তশব্দ protected word document- you'd be surprised how much easier it feels just to have it all on paper instead of clogging up your mind.
আপনি should also get some hobbie to take your minbd off things- maybe look in the back of tabloids for hobbies অথবা youth clubs, অথবা your school bulletin / noticeboard for after school clubs. অথবা even arrange a দিন out অথবা a sleepover with your বন্ধু and tell them some things about how আপনি feel then with out the pressure of school.

If আপনি do all অথবা some of these things, hopefully আপনি will start to feel better. Hopefully আপনি will feel a bit better soon x

Lottey<3 XX