Is this weird? Please answer !

First off it's completely cool if আপনি have a crush on an older person. That's so normal. And if আপনি are a girl who likes a girl আপনি might be a lesbian. Which is confusing I know. But a lot of people are and that is ok. A প্রশ্ন to ask yourself is have আপনি had a crush on another girl? Because if আপনি just llike this one teacher আপনি might not be gay at all, a lot of people have a crush on someone of the same gender without being gay. Another প্রশ্ন to ask yourself is have আপনি ever liked a boy? আপনি might be bisexual to.wich means আপনি like both genders.
I hope this helped আপনি :)