@luminousshams It's a roller coaster for sure. I have like a week of bullshit and then a week of good things. It's almost a pattern. I just hope that things will get আরো neutral; even if nothing good happens, I kind of just want a mundane, boring month. @Mauserfan Thanks! Will do.
I can relate to that last part. Sometimes, there's no one আরো suited to help আপনি other than your very own self. It is important to work on aspects of আপনি !!!!
@ Riku Thank আপনি as well! @2nty Hopefully আপনি feel better too. @Lefteris Tbh I feel the same, because at the end of the day, sometimes আপনি only have আপনি to rely on. @lumnous thanks, but I hope that I will always have at least someone to be supportive.
Hang on there girl there will be someone who will support আপনি and in the end it'll be worth the wait . And if আপনি still think nobody supports আপনি then আপনি should know we are here for আপনি and always will be *_*
I learned a loooot about use of forecasting methods in IT project management, especially time-series based methods. I can tell আপনি which one would be better for your project depending on known factors, available hystorical data and other elements. And also I learned a shit-ton about Jira tool.
One দিন my 8ndependence is going to be the death of me. Ceasing to rely on anyone becomes a really hard habit to break, and so 8m just waiting for the moment I fail an$ hit the wall, and essentially screw the fuck up. I learned that I’m not stable-
Also I learned something about myself. Somewhat to a fault, I push away my own shit to help my friends. I’ve noticed that expressing it অথবা talking about it will just add to the pile. I’m not worth their trouble and I’d must rather be the one supporting than suffering knowing what I say probably won’t help অথবা will make matters worse for everyone! Yay. >]
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Sometimes আপনি remind me too much of when I was younger XD
But hey, at least with the fact আপনি do remind me a lot of my younger self, I can promise আপনি that things do end up getting better the longer আপনি work at it. It might not seem that way, but things will get better.
Also ps, if আপনি really are like me when I was younger, I can not necessarily say the same about being overly independent and refusing to rely on people. Its still a work in progress for me but I havent been getting too far with it XD
I learned a lot of things though. Stuff about friendship, stuff about mental health, stuff about myself and my relationships, stuff about my dynamic with birds, stuff about my friends, stuff academically, stuff about college.
Theres a lot I could say. I suppose one I find lately is that even shitty situations aren't half bad when আপনি know theres something good in the future to return to.
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I'm proud of the progress আপনি have made in overall. That last part certainly got me in the feels !!!!
What did I learn this year? that স্টারবাক্স্ seasonal specialty drinks are getting expensive. I live in Canada so in স্টারবাক্স্ here their medium specialty drinks like a peppermint mocha অথবা egg nog latte anything that isn't on their permanent menu is $5.25 plus tax which comes up to $5.51, it's ridiculous.
I learned that my aunt still doesn't understand the concept of KNOCKING on my door before entering. And she's had her moments of just going in my room for whatever reason, without my গাধা being in there first. And, yet, she wonders why I wanna সরানো tf out so bad. I can't even lock my own door, and that's only because it doesn't work.
Thank God I never leave ফ্যানপপ open অথবা her nosy গাধা would see all the shit I post. LOL
I'm not even kidding, ফ্যানপপ is literally the only place where I have privacy. Technically, I'm still public, but at least my aunt isn't on here. I don't post anything really "bad", but there are just certain things about me that even she shouldn't know about.
A few things. Stuff about various Subjects in বিশ্ববিদ্যালয় অথবা when interacting with people, some যেভাবে খুশী facts here and there, how to take better care of myself, exercising আরো effectively, improving my training in Martial Arts and also in playing the Guitar, etc.
As for a আরো general concept, I could say that Life is what আপনি make of it. Better focus on its positive aspects rather than its negative ones and try to improve it to the best of your ability. In the end, each one of us is going to meet the same end so no point in worrying over the most trivial of things and wasting your time like that. Cherish what আপনি have been given. There are many things to look অগ্রবর্তী to. That's the gist of it, pretty much. I wouldn't say that this is something I learned in this বছর but আরো like something that I have come to feel and accept even আরো than before.
''Hakuna Matata'' !!!!
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This reminded me that I should play my গিটার আরো often. O.O Gonna make a plan for that
Cause I'm kinda person who is optimistic and see positive aspects in almost everything /everyone and it's good to read someone with such positive energy :)
^ Such a way of seeing things might be considered simple but it is hard to come by. As someone who can relate, I'm glad to see someone else feeling the same way !!!!
