Shadowfan here!
In case আপনি all didn't know, today is my birthday. (Well, when i wrote this, it was still Aug 13th, now it's the 14th) 25 years পূর্বে today, I made my way into this fascinating, yet dark and mysterious world we call: Earth. Over the years, I have learned a lot about the world around me. I've learn that there is not only evil here, but also good--even when it seems so হারিয়ে গেছে and buried. Now, although today was a pretty good birthday, I'd like to take a moment out of this দিন to talk about someone I know. Someone that left me too soon.
I don't talk about him much, but now I think it's time to. 25 years ago, my mother gave birth to twin boys--Me and Jeremy. He was born pretty healthy, while I was the one with a lot of health problems. We were born 3 months early, but somehow, Jeremy turned out OK for the most part. However, it seemed like one of us were just destined to leave rather quickly. 2 months after birth, my twin brother sadly passed away. Granted, he had problems, too, but not as bad as mine were. I basically got the crappy end of the stick....
And so, I grow up without a twin--and I often wonder what it would have been like, আপনি know? Now, also granted, I have 3 other siblings (two bro's and a sis) and I'm grateful for them. But it still gets to me at times, especially since I was raised দ্বারা my grandmother, practically being in an "only child environment" my whole life, which stunk most of the time.
Sometimes, I do actually wonder what it would have been like to have a twin--would we have been exactly alike? Extremely opposite? Guess I'll never know. For the past few years, I went through that depression phase I talked about in my other article, and at that time (and sometimes even now) I wonder why I couldn't have joined Jeremy. Why couldn't I die with him? Why was it that I had to stay here while he left before he could even understand what world he was born into? *sighs* I ask প্রশ্ন I may never know the উত্তর to, but it's OK. As for my depression, I am trying my very best to সরানো forward. I have a few days like I use to, but I manage. But one thing I know is that I do actually miss him. I mean, I can't really cry over him, because I never even knew him. But I wish I could have at least knew what it would have been like to have him around. Well, anyway, I have ব্যক্ত all I wanted to say, so....
Jeremy, if you're out there anywhere, just know I'm thinking about ya. I may not have known you, but I hope to see আপনি in Heaven. Love, your older twin, Joshua.
In case আপনি all didn't know, today is my birthday. (Well, when i wrote this, it was still Aug 13th, now it's the 14th) 25 years পূর্বে today, I made my way into this fascinating, yet dark and mysterious world we call: Earth. Over the years, I have learned a lot about the world around me. I've learn that there is not only evil here, but also good--even when it seems so হারিয়ে গেছে and buried. Now, although today was a pretty good birthday, I'd like to take a moment out of this দিন to talk about someone I know. Someone that left me too soon.
I don't talk about him much, but now I think it's time to. 25 years ago, my mother gave birth to twin boys--Me and Jeremy. He was born pretty healthy, while I was the one with a lot of health problems. We were born 3 months early, but somehow, Jeremy turned out OK for the most part. However, it seemed like one of us were just destined to leave rather quickly. 2 months after birth, my twin brother sadly passed away. Granted, he had problems, too, but not as bad as mine were. I basically got the crappy end of the stick....
And so, I grow up without a twin--and I often wonder what it would have been like, আপনি know? Now, also granted, I have 3 other siblings (two bro's and a sis) and I'm grateful for them. But it still gets to me at times, especially since I was raised দ্বারা my grandmother, practically being in an "only child environment" my whole life, which stunk most of the time.
Sometimes, I do actually wonder what it would have been like to have a twin--would we have been exactly alike? Extremely opposite? Guess I'll never know. For the past few years, I went through that depression phase I talked about in my other article, and at that time (and sometimes even now) I wonder why I couldn't have joined Jeremy. Why couldn't I die with him? Why was it that I had to stay here while he left before he could even understand what world he was born into? *sighs* I ask প্রশ্ন I may never know the উত্তর to, but it's OK. As for my depression, I am trying my very best to সরানো forward. I have a few days like I use to, but I manage. But one thing I know is that I do actually miss him. I mean, I can't really cry over him, because I never even knew him. But I wish I could have at least knew what it would have been like to have him around. Well, anyway, I have ব্যক্ত all I wanted to say, so....
Jeremy, if you're out there anywhere, just know I'm thinking about ya. I may not have known you, but I hope to see আপনি in Heaven. Love, your older twin, Joshua.
1. Ruin there পছন্দ dress with lipstick
2.Slap them in the face with something alive
3. Make a bath for them with salt.
4. When they are at a fancy dinner, make fart noises
5. Run around them saying "Your butt is smelly!"
6. Say infront of everyone that your enemy watches Dora.
7. Fill a water ballon with সুপ and prank him.
8. চুম্বন her boyfriend right In front of her
9. Push her into a 20 ft pool. (Espicially if she can't swim)
10. Steal her wallet and spend all her money and use her credit card. (Or through it in the trash.)
All made up দ্বারা me. ^ ^
2.Slap them in the face with something alive
3. Make a bath for them with salt.
4. When they are at a fancy dinner, make fart noises
5. Run around them saying "Your butt is smelly!"
6. Say infront of everyone that your enemy watches Dora.
7. Fill a water ballon with সুপ and prank him.
8. চুম্বন her boyfriend right In front of her
9. Push her into a 20 ft pool. (Espicially if she can't swim)
10. Steal her wallet and spend all her money and use her credit card. (Or through it in the trash.)
All made up দ্বারা me. ^ ^
No AC/DC, people. I'm sorry.
1. "Highway Star", দ্বারা Deep Purple
2. "Fear Of The Dark", দ্বারা Iron Maiden
3. "Money For Nothing", দ্বারা Dire Straits
4. "Sharp Dressed Man", দ্বারা ZZ Top
5. "Come On Feel The Noise", দ্বারা Quiet Riot
6. "Love In An Elevator", দ্বারা Aerosmith
7. "Still Of The Night", দ্বারা Whitesnake
8. "Nobody's Wife", দ্বারা Anouk
9. "Stairway To Heaven", দ্বারা Led Zeppelin
10. "Smokin'", দ্বারা Boston
11. "Cherry Bomb", দ্বারা The Runaways
12. "Mother, দ্বারা Danzig
13. "Voodoo", দ্বারা Black Sabbath
14. "Hot Blooded", দ্বারা Foreigner
15. "Barracuda", দ্বারা Heart
16. "Turn Up The Radio", দ্বারা Autograph
17. "I প্রণয় আপনি Period", দ্বারা Dan Baird
18. "Rock & Roll 69", দ্বারা Betty Blowtorch
19. "I Can't Drive 55", দ্বারা Sammy Hagar
20. "Carry On Wayward Son", দ্বারা Kansas
There's someone knockin' on my door
There in the shadows, looks like a hand
Come to the rescue now
Once there was a man who decided he knew everything
Life's been so good to me
I went to see what I could find
আপনি never lived in the streets though আপনি wish আপনি had
I'm so sorry, please forgive me
Living in the sixth dimension
Over time I've come to feel
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If আপনি need help অথবা another example for a better understanding, let me know.
Yes you are.
