Gwen's pov!
i wake up to find my wrists still bleeding,i walk into the bathroom,and i heavily stitch them. got into shower,got ready for work,and went to coffee shop. আপনি know this is getting to be a daily routine. wake up,clean wounds,shower,breakfast,work,come home,cry,cut myself,sleep,repeat. nice,i like this. nobody bothers me,even him. then i cried,because i thought about him. thank god it was Saturday,or i would be late. i just kept sobbing,until my phone rang. it was Ionie? who's that? i picked it up and the person told me to back off! "who is this?"i asked. "ugh,Trent's beauty of course!"she shouted. beauty? that little son of a- "you BETTER stay away from Trent at our wedding!"she yelled. "sure,okay."i said. "the wedding is at the park. at 12:00 pm to 6:00 pm. আপনি better be there!"she screamed. "sure."i ব্যক্ত still faking polite. "bye."she hung up. i slammed the phone down on the phone holder,and screamed my head off. i was so pissed,why should i even go to his wedding anyway! but i need the money so bad...fine! i`ll go,but only to sing and then get payed! nothing else! I HATE TRENT!
Trent's pov!
i came প্রথমপাতা from band practice,to find Ionie yelling at someone on the phone. "babe?"i said. she got jumped and ব্যক্ত bye,and looked at me. "hey sweetie."she said. "hey?"i ব্যক্ত as i sat my গিটার down on the couch. "who were আপনি talking to?"i asked. she started to pull at the stings of my guitar. "oh nothing,just some person giving me a hard time."she said. "um..cool."i said. "do we have everything for the wedding?"she said. "yup,got everything ordered last night."i ব্যক্ত sitting দ্বারা her. "we have everything?"she said. "yes,it is all set."i said. "that's nice,tomorrow we get married."she ব্যক্ত excited. "cant wait."i said. she kissed me and i kissed her back. she tugged at my shirt. "hey babe,do আপনি think we could have some fun?"she said. "um..well...how bout on our honey moon?"i suggested. "sounds perfect."she said. i went down stairs and listened to a song called like we used to দ্বারা a rocket to the moon. it made me think of Gwen. it was our song,for when we were....together. i missed how she smiled everyday,but now she just frowns and looks mad. i liked the way we slept together..naked...we never did it..but we almost did,but i didn't have a condom,so we just made out. her body was beautiful,from head to toe. she was my world,but now i`m with Ionie. maybe i went a wrong turn,and shouldn't marry Ionie. but i kinda like her. i will make that decision at the wedding. my fiance ব্যক্ত she was going to sleep,so i decided to head up stairs to sleep with her.
Gwen's pov!
i was listening to like we used to,by a rocket to the moon. i started to sing along
does he watch your পছন্দ movies
does he hold আপনি when আপনি cry
then i started to cry again after i sang that. i missed being in Trent's arms,crying,him comforting me. it was so sweet of him to stay there holding me while i cried. i miss looking into his pretty পান্না green eyes,they were like stars twinkling in the night sky. i-i প্রণয় him...and i-i miss him...i found out what two songs i`m গান গাওয়া at the wedding. far away দ্বারা নিক্কেলবাকা and of course like we used to দ্বারা a rocket to the moon. i`d do anything to be with Trent again,i`m having to much stress without him,how can আপনি sing at the man আপনি loves at a wedding,that doesn't have আপনি in it? how? i started to cry again. i pulled my legs into my chest and hugged them. please come back Trent...i-i প্রণয় you..and *sniff* please don't marry that horrible person,please? i knew he couldn't here me..nobody never does. who ever listens to the scary goth girl? nobody! that's right! i`m the quiet and scary person! not the person who cry's over stupid things that's already happened! i`m Gwen! not some girl who cry's over some dumb boy! i`m gonna প্রদর্শনী them all! i`ll প্রদর্শনী them what fear tastes like! i grabbed the sharp ছুরি again,and stabbed my arm,hard. i cried out in agony,but it was so right! this is me! welcome to my world! (this is getting scary,cut seen)
পরবর্তি DAY! still Gwen's pov!
i woke up on the রান্নাঘর floor,surrounded দ্বারা blood. i got up and walked to my bathroom,leaving blood foot-prints behind. i got out and put my dark blue with dark purple outlines on. then i put on my boots,black eyeliner around my eyes,same lip stick (midnight blue),and skull ear-rings. i looked creepy,good! i like it that way. i grabbed my guitar,and drove to the park to find my band. "wow Gwen,you look scary for a wedding."Reaper said. "you like?"i said. "i like it."Marlin said. "so,what are we playing?"Pixie Corps asked. "well,blond girl gave me the lists of the songs for us to sing."i said. "and they are?"they said. "far away দ্বারা Nickelback,and like we used to দ্বারা a rocket to the moon."i ব্যক্ত sounding bored. they groaned. "okay,Nickelback song is okay,but a rocket to the moon? hell no."Reaper said. "shut it,we get paid a 105 dollars."i said. "holy shit!"they said. "are আপনি in অথবা are আপনি out?"i said. "in!"they shouted. i smirked "good."i ব্যক্ত as we walked on stage,and went to our spots. i went to behind a microphone with my guitar. i saw Trent looking at me,he looked like he had forgiveness,sad,and...love? i just looked away about to cry.
Trent's pov!
Ionie and i got up early,and got out clothes on,and went to the church. we made sure everything was here,and it was ready. all we need is Gwen's band. then Reaper,Marlin,Pixie Corps,and Gwen showed up. Gwen looked beautiful,even though she had goth clothes on. then in a সেকেন্ড i found myself looking at her ass. it was so perfect. then after a few মিনিট of staring at her but,Ionie waved her hand up and down in front of my face,i just shook it off,and i told her i was just দিন dreaming. yeah,just দিন dreaming about Gwen's ass. then after that Gwen and her band was on the stage. i looked at her,then she closed her eyes and looked away. i had no idea what she was gonna sing,but as soon as she started strumming her guitar,it was far away দ্বারা Nickelback. i liked this song,but no so much. Ionie asked me to dance with her,but i knew it would break Gwen's হৃদয় even more,so i ব্যক্ত why don't we just sit দ্বারা each other and listen to the music? and she ব্যক্ত yes,thank god. after the song,some people were already in tears,because how beautiful she sang. she and her band actually sounded like Nickelback,whatever it was i loved it. i might pay her even আরো for the wonderful singing. the পরবর্তি song was...like we used to? wow,she is starting to sing our song,i would have went up there and danced and sang with her,but...Ionie wouldn't like it.
Gwen's pov!
after i sang far away,i am gonna sing like we used to.
i can feel her breath as she's sleeping পরবর্তি to me
sharing pillows and cold feet
she can feel my heart
fall asleep to it's beat
under blankets and warm sheets
if only i could be in that বিছানা again
if only it were me instead of him

does he watch your পছন্দ movies
does he hold আপনি when আপনি cry
does he let আপনি tell him all your পছন্দ parts
when আপনি seen it a million times
while আপনি dance to purple rain
does he do all these things like i used to

14 months and 7 দিন ago
oh,i know আপনি know how we felt about that night
just your skin against the window
oh,you took it slow
and we both know
it should have been me inside that car
it should have been me instead of him
in the dark

does he watch your পছন্দ movies
does he hold আপনি when আপনি cry
does he let আপনি tell him all your পছন্দ parts
when আপনি seen it a million times
while আপনি dance to purple rain
does he do all these things like i used to

i know love
(i`m a sucker for that feeling)
happens all the time,love
(i always end up feeling cheated)
you`re on my mind love
(oh,darling i know i`m not needed)
and that happens all the time,love

will he প্রণয় আপনি like i loved you
will he tell আপনি everyday
will he make আপনি feel like you`re invincible with every word he`ll say
can আপনি promise me if this one's this
don't throw it all away
can আপনি do all these things
will আপনি do all these things like we used to
oh,like we used to
i ended the song. then everyone cheered. i looked at Trent and he looked at me. i smiled a weak smile. then his friend saw me looking at him,and pulled him in for a kiss. i think i was about to cry,no! i`m strong now! then the ceremony started. Trent stood up,while she walked down the isle. that s-should be me walking down the isle,about to be married to the best man in the world. then she made it up there,and they held hands. then the priest ব্যক্ত the words,Ionie ব্যক্ত i do. i ran off before Trent could say i do.
Trent's pov!
after Gwen sang,the ceremony began. Ionie walked down the isle,and came to me. i looked at Gwen sitting on the ট্রাঙ্ক of her car,she looked like a beautiful অ্যাঞ্জেল from heaven. then the priest ব্যক্ত the words,and Ionie ব্যক্ত i do. before i ব্যক্ত i do Gwen ran off with a twinkle in her eye. tears? but she never cried,most of the time,but this was different. "baby,say i do."Ionie said. i didn't say anything,i just kept looking at Gwen run off. "Trent!"she ব্যক্ত pissed. i ran off to go find her. i heard some loud crying and saying words like why? why now? it was coming from behind a huge willow tree. i walked behind there,and found Gwen sitting upright,in a ball. she was sobbing. i sat beside her. "why'd আপনি run off like that?"i said. she looked up at me,tears in her eyes,and falling down. then she went back to crying,not saying anything. "please tell me."i said.
Gwen's pov!
i ran behind the willow বৃক্ষ me and Trent used to hang out by,and i started crying loud. then i heard footsteps coming near me. i bet it was Bridgette. but i was wrong. a soft,concern,male voice ব্যক্ত in a whisper,why'd আপনি run off like that? i looked up and saw Trent. i just went back to crying. then he ব্যক্ত please tell me. i would have said,well,you are getting married to some blond wannabe,without even telling me till now. and আপনি broke my হৃদয় when we broke up,you didn't even say goodbye,i would have shouted in his face so loud,he might have fell over. but instead i just shook my head. "i know আপনি better than that."he said. i looked at him will furious in my eyes. "really? because আপনি never even told me আপনি were ever getting married until now!"i half yelled. he looked hurt. "but.."he ব্যক্ত but i kept talking. "and আপনি were cheating on me! how could you?"i ব্যক্ত about to cry again. "i wasn't-" "you weren't cheating on me? ষাঁড় shit."i ব্যক্ত walking off to my car. he came started following me again. leave me alone. "Gwen?"he said. "what?"i ব্যক্ত my teeth clenched. i opened my car door,but he grabbed me দ্বারা the waist and turned me around. "Gwen,Gwen? listen to me."he ব্যক্ত trying to hide his anger. "Gwen..*sighs* Ionie is....not gonna be my wife."he said. "liar! then what's with all this stuff!"i ব্যক্ত pointing at his tux. "we were going to get married,but i found out she was cheating on me on dating websites,only wanted to be remembered as some famous guy's wife,she doesn't like you,even me,and....i still like you."he ব্যক্ত soothingly. i just held back my tears. he like me? whatever. i pushed him away from me,and got into my car and drove away. how could he lie so much? i cried so hard on my way home,i could barely see the road.
Trent's pov!
she looked like she hated me,never liked me,and never trusted me. she just pushed me,and got into her car and drove off. am i forgiven? i should have said,i প্রণয় আপনি Gwen..will আপনি marry me? but i didn't. i started to cry a little as i headed back to my car,but Ionie came over and smacked me. "what the fuck,Trent!"she screamed. "NO,WE ARE DONE! GO LIVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE,CAUSE IT AIN'T ME!"i yelled at the শীর্ষ of my lungs. she just ran off. good! i don't want to see her no more,after she MADE me hurt Gwen's feelings. i just drove প্রথমপাতা and cried loud,and then fell asleep,but woke up a few hours later,to go talk to Gwen.
Gwen's pov!
i ran into my house screaming and cursing. i don't have a life anymore! i can't live with so much stress! i ran into the রান্নাঘর and grabbed the blade. "goodbye life."i ব্যক্ত as i raised the blade to myself. i stabbed my arms,my legs,hands,and after that i had to say one আরো thing before i die. "i প্রণয় আপনি Trent."i ব্যক্ত as i stuck the blade into my stomach. i screamed out in horror and fell onto the floor.
Trent's pov!
i got out of my car,and started to walk into Gwen's house when i heard a peircing scream. i slammed the door open,only to find Gwen stabbed all over,with a ছুরি in her stomach! i ran over to her crying,trying to stop the bleeding as fast as i could. "Gwen *sniff* please don't die. PLEASE."i ব্যক্ত between crying. she pulled me down to her face,and she placed her bloody lips onto mine and kissed them tenderly. when she let go she dropped on the floor into a puddle of blood. i cried আরো and i grabbed the phone. "hurry! my friend hurt herself!"i screamed into the phone.

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