Do আপনি hate doing requests for me?

This has been a concern for quite some time now.
It seems আপনি hate doing requests for me.
I check my পরিলেখ page lots of times a day. Everytime I see the "new fanart/photo added" thingie, I click on it, expecting to see a request I made. Instead I see things for OTHER PEOPLE. For Sofie, Duncan-superfan, etc.
But nothing for me. Not even a smigit.
I can understand I make pretty big requests, but if it means আপনি can't do it, then freakin tell me.
I could draw them myself, but I use a laptop and I have no scanner!
I feel so sad when everyone has their good ol' request, and I have to sit on my butt waiting for mine.
So I'm just wondering...
DO আপনি HATE DOING REQUESTS FOR ME?