Hi everyone, this is first fanfiction for Fanfiction.net, I’ve only ever written a hand full of fanfiction over in fanpop.com but I thought to myself , I might give it a shot.
I do not own অথবা possess any rights over Twilight, Meyer does.
Rated T
Summary: Once Edward left during New Moon, Bella never fully recovered, in her depression she committed suicide, leaving Jacob behind. Will Bella live on forever in the life of Jacob অথবা is it time to let her go. No Victoria.
~Chapter 1 ~
Many people can say that waking up in the morning is the most excruciating chore of the day, I however beg to differ. Sleeping for I is perhaps my most prized routine. A slice of heaven আপনি could almost suggest. I sleep in order to experience my precious dreams continuously. I dream of her, her sweetness and her absolute beauty with her eyes full of the life she still had remaining. I feel her in my arms whilst I rest, she speaks ever so sweet and I truly hear her tender voice despite all. It brings me to my knees.
I’m solemn man these days. The days and nights are a continuously cycle, merging together, I can say with pure honestly that I do not know what দিন it is অথবা simply what time of ঘন্টা it could possibly be. Because after the first two months of losing her, time rather didn't matter, what really mattered was that Bella was no longer here, not even for me.
Looking up at my অনুরাগী and thinking of the beautiful and warm dream I just experienced, I can’t help but wonder that perhaps “this is as good as it ever going to get”
‘knock knock’ My door greeted me.
Was it truly worth it, I’m still tossing up if am in a acceptable mood to speak with others.
‘Jacob’ The door pondered. The voice of my old man curiously and cautiously inquired from the other side.
Dad quickly catched on during the first few weeks, speaking was off limits, just the necessities, such as ডিনার অথবা the pack needs you, which lately hasn’t been a lot, in modern sense I’m thought of excess baggage, the হারিয়ে গেছে depressed kid that works effortlessly. Despite that I’m no longer fussed, I never want to leave my room, especially my bed, where she once slumbered beside me after a long session in my garage. Her smell is wearing off and so am I.
‘Can I come in son?’ Father followed on, with a really obvious streak of caution in his voice, as if any word that he pronounces may spin me into limbo.
Ahh, not really, but if he must, I like to be alone these days, it’s easier, talking about my problems was never my thing, only with her, she was my best-est friend.. Plus some more.
‘Sure, I suppose’ I grumbled with a morning croaked voice. It is in saying this I soon realized that I haven’t spoken in what seems a series of lonely lifetimes. Have I truly been silenced this entire saddened period? My throat cried in pain from lack of routine.
The door creaked open in response, it took a few সেকেন্ড for my father is gradually make an appearance in my gloomed and daft shaded room. Authors of novels that Bella would read would poetically describe my room as rather a tomb then a মহাকাশ of personal sanctuary, a cell in which only the light lurking is within the walls deeply stored in the strongest vaults. But that’s dead now; Bella is gone so it’s totally irrelevant.
“Ah, Jacob, the pack called in this morning, there's an immediate meeting. They need you.” Billy spoke with an uncertain voice, shy almost.
What could they possibly want! If it’s not something, it’s always something else, why can’t things stay safe? Despite that the pack, Sam especially, are so paranoid about the unrelated crises. Let’s face it; the wolf-form shifting is powerless and protective less. If we were supposed to be able to protect, serve and support our loved ones and tribe then why did I fail to see Bella jump from that cliff on my own flipping turf while patrolling?
Sighing in defeat (Was there ever victory in this sort of situation anyway?) I rose to my feet, feeling all the blood ring out of my head, spinning me in small cluster of dizzy nausea, however this feeling was only too familiar to me দ্বারা this stage. Scanning the room in its glorious filth, my eyes ventured for denim cut-off’s অথবা any of the sort. I was out of luck, it is in times like this that I revise myself that due to my father’s condition that the house-keeping duties were bestowed upon me, thus the washing which was ominitley behind. Settling for a mud stained খাকি pants I set off for the woods surrounding my shack.
*Shift* Out of Jacob’s perspective.
Leah of course the standing out low-ranker with the serious attitude Mal-function was making her thought well heard.
Sam: Settle it, I ব্যক্ত calm it, everybody. ~emilyemilyemily~ I ব্যক্ত can it Leah!
Paul: What’s the urgency? I mean I have a ridiculously pregnant wife chomping at the bit on my commitments Sam! Make it snappy yeah? ~RachelRachelRachel~
Sam: Patience, Where is Jacob firstly? ~emilyemilyemily~
Jared: Always the downer! Also waiting on Jake, I swear his hinny in slowing down as much as his loyalty.
Embry: Hey! Cool it off Jake put yourself in his পশম for once.
Jared: It’s a little different buddy, I have a imprint, Jake don’t.
Embry: And that’s in the smallest difference, nothing you’ve felt for Rachel, Jake didn't feel for Bella, আপনি have your imprint, Jake হারিয়ে গেছে his love, আপনি never know Jake may never imprint, it may have been the closest he would’ve had to an eternal partner. In his eyes, he did imprint on her.
Quil: Alright boys, I can hear him approaching.
Jacob’s POV
And so enough their thoughts came louder and louder from mumbles to whispers, due to my lack of communication and loyalty has dimmed my connection to the pack, thus the telepathy between us is harder for me. My অতিপ্রাকৃতিক eyes exposed me to ever-green of the post rained forest, it was alive, glowing, the grass’s mildew dampened my paws, it was beautiful at this time of year. I remember taking Bella on our hikes in this forest.
I prowled quicker, Sam’s black নেকড়ে now visual behind a distant fern. In the small pace of a few three steps I was sucked into what felt like a force field of dimension. The thoughts of the other pack flooded my mind, clamping my eyes in surprise. The distance of connection has been reached on full strength.
Seth: Man, am I tired; being awaken in what could’ve been the only time for sleep in three days is not a mood bonus. Better be worth it is all I can say.
Colin: আপনি know, আপনি keeping it from us any longer Sam is not at all doing any better to our curiosity. Just saying, আপনি know.
Quil: Jacob! It’s about bloody time! I’m shocked Billy even bothered, good to see আপনি nevertheless.
Sam: Jacob! Hurry it up; we’ve been waiting on your furry butt for 15 minutes, when I say it’s urgent it generally means hurry it up! Come on!
In saying that, I proceed to the right of Embry and Quil, my wing brothers and my closest buddies. Well they were.. Times are different now.
Paul: NOW! Spit it now Sam! What’s the news that dragged us all here?
Leah: Yeah, better be good Sam,
Sam: Oh shut up! Now, if ya’ll be quiet.--- Right, now, to put it simple and cute; ভ্যাম্পায়ার are on the rise again in Forks.
Seth: What? আপনি serious?!
Leah: This is a joke? Good one Sam.
Sam: I wish I was Leah. I sincerely wish I was, because everyone knows that means, I apologise.
Jared: This is bullshit! Sam, this isn’t fair, we have families now! We have change our ways from the last time. I have a two বছর old and 5 week old!
Embry: আপনি don’t think it’s the red-head Bella told us about, আপনি think she thinks রাজহাঁস is still alive and finally coming for her?
I flinched at the sound of her name. I over-came repeating her name in my head. When hearing it from another stung at the wound on the heart, burning the rim. The possibility of this bellowed my head in defeat and disgust. This couldn’t happen, right?
Embry: I'm sorry bro.
I replied in silence.
Sam: Who knows, but my guts tells me that they have sensed us as well. I smelled their scent on the brinks of the border, as if they pick up নেকড়ে and hesitated. That’s why I doubt it was Victoria.
Colin: আপনি don’t it’s the Cullen's do you? আপনি know there are millions of vampires, maybe it’s not a real threat, like আপনি ব্যক্ত that it only went to the border and vanished, maybe, well আপনি know, there’s no threat.
“You don’t think it’s the Cullen's do you?” It rang in my ears over and over. I হারিয়ে গেছে my focus in my eyes, zoned out, tranquiled in racing beat of my heart, heating up in the cheeks of my face. Edward. Fault. Were the only words that came to thought. Bella, হারিয়ে গেছে all faith in herself, হারিয়ে গেছে her hope and reason when he abandoned her. For four years I’ve blamed him, resented him.
Sam: Perhaps, that opens the same door, If were the Cullen's’ they would have obeyed the treaty border, explains why.
I do not own অথবা possess any rights over Twilight, Meyer does.
Rated T
Summary: Once Edward left during New Moon, Bella never fully recovered, in her depression she committed suicide, leaving Jacob behind. Will Bella live on forever in the life of Jacob অথবা is it time to let her go. No Victoria.
~Chapter 1 ~
Many people can say that waking up in the morning is the most excruciating chore of the day, I however beg to differ. Sleeping for I is perhaps my most prized routine. A slice of heaven আপনি could almost suggest. I sleep in order to experience my precious dreams continuously. I dream of her, her sweetness and her absolute beauty with her eyes full of the life she still had remaining. I feel her in my arms whilst I rest, she speaks ever so sweet and I truly hear her tender voice despite all. It brings me to my knees.
I’m solemn man these days. The days and nights are a continuously cycle, merging together, I can say with pure honestly that I do not know what দিন it is অথবা simply what time of ঘন্টা it could possibly be. Because after the first two months of losing her, time rather didn't matter, what really mattered was that Bella was no longer here, not even for me.
Looking up at my অনুরাগী and thinking of the beautiful and warm dream I just experienced, I can’t help but wonder that perhaps “this is as good as it ever going to get”
‘knock knock’ My door greeted me.
Was it truly worth it, I’m still tossing up if am in a acceptable mood to speak with others.
‘Jacob’ The door pondered. The voice of my old man curiously and cautiously inquired from the other side.
Dad quickly catched on during the first few weeks, speaking was off limits, just the necessities, such as ডিনার অথবা the pack needs you, which lately hasn’t been a lot, in modern sense I’m thought of excess baggage, the হারিয়ে গেছে depressed kid that works effortlessly. Despite that I’m no longer fussed, I never want to leave my room, especially my bed, where she once slumbered beside me after a long session in my garage. Her smell is wearing off and so am I.
‘Can I come in son?’ Father followed on, with a really obvious streak of caution in his voice, as if any word that he pronounces may spin me into limbo.
Ahh, not really, but if he must, I like to be alone these days, it’s easier, talking about my problems was never my thing, only with her, she was my best-est friend.. Plus some more.
‘Sure, I suppose’ I grumbled with a morning croaked voice. It is in saying this I soon realized that I haven’t spoken in what seems a series of lonely lifetimes. Have I truly been silenced this entire saddened period? My throat cried in pain from lack of routine.
The door creaked open in response, it took a few সেকেন্ড for my father is gradually make an appearance in my gloomed and daft shaded room. Authors of novels that Bella would read would poetically describe my room as rather a tomb then a মহাকাশ of personal sanctuary, a cell in which only the light lurking is within the walls deeply stored in the strongest vaults. But that’s dead now; Bella is gone so it’s totally irrelevant.
“Ah, Jacob, the pack called in this morning, there's an immediate meeting. They need you.” Billy spoke with an uncertain voice, shy almost.
What could they possibly want! If it’s not something, it’s always something else, why can’t things stay safe? Despite that the pack, Sam especially, are so paranoid about the unrelated crises. Let’s face it; the wolf-form shifting is powerless and protective less. If we were supposed to be able to protect, serve and support our loved ones and tribe then why did I fail to see Bella jump from that cliff on my own flipping turf while patrolling?
Sighing in defeat (Was there ever victory in this sort of situation anyway?) I rose to my feet, feeling all the blood ring out of my head, spinning me in small cluster of dizzy nausea, however this feeling was only too familiar to me দ্বারা this stage. Scanning the room in its glorious filth, my eyes ventured for denim cut-off’s অথবা any of the sort. I was out of luck, it is in times like this that I revise myself that due to my father’s condition that the house-keeping duties were bestowed upon me, thus the washing which was ominitley behind. Settling for a mud stained খাকি pants I set off for the woods surrounding my shack.
*Shift* Out of Jacob’s perspective.
Leah of course the standing out low-ranker with the serious attitude Mal-function was making her thought well heard.
Sam: Settle it, I ব্যক্ত calm it, everybody. ~emilyemilyemily~ I ব্যক্ত can it Leah!
Paul: What’s the urgency? I mean I have a ridiculously pregnant wife chomping at the bit on my commitments Sam! Make it snappy yeah? ~RachelRachelRachel~
Sam: Patience, Where is Jacob firstly? ~emilyemilyemily~
Jared: Always the downer! Also waiting on Jake, I swear his hinny in slowing down as much as his loyalty.
Embry: Hey! Cool it off Jake put yourself in his পশম for once.
Jared: It’s a little different buddy, I have a imprint, Jake don’t.
Embry: And that’s in the smallest difference, nothing you’ve felt for Rachel, Jake didn't feel for Bella, আপনি have your imprint, Jake হারিয়ে গেছে his love, আপনি never know Jake may never imprint, it may have been the closest he would’ve had to an eternal partner. In his eyes, he did imprint on her.
Quil: Alright boys, I can hear him approaching.
Jacob’s POV
And so enough their thoughts came louder and louder from mumbles to whispers, due to my lack of communication and loyalty has dimmed my connection to the pack, thus the telepathy between us is harder for me. My অতিপ্রাকৃতিক eyes exposed me to ever-green of the post rained forest, it was alive, glowing, the grass’s mildew dampened my paws, it was beautiful at this time of year. I remember taking Bella on our hikes in this forest.
I prowled quicker, Sam’s black নেকড়ে now visual behind a distant fern. In the small pace of a few three steps I was sucked into what felt like a force field of dimension. The thoughts of the other pack flooded my mind, clamping my eyes in surprise. The distance of connection has been reached on full strength.
Seth: Man, am I tired; being awaken in what could’ve been the only time for sleep in three days is not a mood bonus. Better be worth it is all I can say.
Colin: আপনি know, আপনি keeping it from us any longer Sam is not at all doing any better to our curiosity. Just saying, আপনি know.
Quil: Jacob! It’s about bloody time! I’m shocked Billy even bothered, good to see আপনি nevertheless.
Sam: Jacob! Hurry it up; we’ve been waiting on your furry butt for 15 minutes, when I say it’s urgent it generally means hurry it up! Come on!
In saying that, I proceed to the right of Embry and Quil, my wing brothers and my closest buddies. Well they were.. Times are different now.
Paul: NOW! Spit it now Sam! What’s the news that dragged us all here?
Leah: Yeah, better be good Sam,
Sam: Oh shut up! Now, if ya’ll be quiet.--- Right, now, to put it simple and cute; ভ্যাম্পায়ার are on the rise again in Forks.
Seth: What? আপনি serious?!
Leah: This is a joke? Good one Sam.
Sam: I wish I was Leah. I sincerely wish I was, because everyone knows that means, I apologise.
Jared: This is bullshit! Sam, this isn’t fair, we have families now! We have change our ways from the last time. I have a two বছর old and 5 week old!
Embry: আপনি don’t think it’s the red-head Bella told us about, আপনি think she thinks রাজহাঁস is still alive and finally coming for her?
I flinched at the sound of her name. I over-came repeating her name in my head. When hearing it from another stung at the wound on the heart, burning the rim. The possibility of this bellowed my head in defeat and disgust. This couldn’t happen, right?
Embry: I'm sorry bro.
I replied in silence.
Sam: Who knows, but my guts tells me that they have sensed us as well. I smelled their scent on the brinks of the border, as if they pick up নেকড়ে and hesitated. That’s why I doubt it was Victoria.
Colin: আপনি don’t it’s the Cullen's do you? আপনি know there are millions of vampires, maybe it’s not a real threat, like আপনি ব্যক্ত that it only went to the border and vanished, maybe, well আপনি know, there’s no threat.
“You don’t think it’s the Cullen's do you?” It rang in my ears over and over. I হারিয়ে গেছে my focus in my eyes, zoned out, tranquiled in racing beat of my heart, heating up in the cheeks of my face. Edward. Fault. Were the only words that came to thought. Bella, হারিয়ে গেছে all faith in herself, হারিয়ে গেছে her hope and reason when he abandoned her. For four years I’ve blamed him, resented him.
Sam: Perhaps, that opens the same door, If were the Cullen's’ they would have obeyed the treaty border, explains why.
I read the first book & i could'nt decide which team i was then i read the সেকেন্ড book & i choose.......... Edward! Because Jacob promised Bella he wouldn't hurt her & he does! I think Jacob is a JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LUV EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDWARD IS HOTTER THAN JACOB!!!!!
JACOB IS UGLY LIKE THE REST OF THE QUILUTES!!!
I LUV EDWARD!!
EDWARD IS HOT LIKE THE GUY I LIKE!!!!!!
I=BELLA
HE=EDWARD
ON MY TWILIGHT CALENDER JACOB IS JANUARY &SAM IS AUGUST WHICH SUCKS!!!!!!!
EDWARD IS MARCH!!!!!!!!!!
I LUV EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDWARD IS HOTTER THAN JACOB!!!!!
JACOB IS UGLY LIKE THE REST OF THE QUILUTES!!!
I LUV EDWARD!!
EDWARD IS HOT LIKE THE GUY I LIKE!!!!!!
I=BELLA
HE=EDWARD
ON MY TWILIGHT CALENDER JACOB IS JANUARY &SAM IS AUGUST WHICH SUCKS!!!!!!!
EDWARD IS MARCH!!!!!!!!!!
The story follows one দিন in the life of a very disturbed Edward Cullen as he goes about his দিন job. What is his দিন job? You'll fine out!
It's rated M for creepiness, language, and disturbing imagery.
Hope আপনি give it a chance, AND let me know what আপনি think! Thanks! :-)
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Well I created a fanfiction contest spot two months পূর্বে to acknowledge all of our fantastic writers here but unfortunatly that didn't turn out well... Now I'm going to restart that. Our first contest is done, and I was wondering about the সেকেন্ড one; Last time only one person participated so this time we need more! If আপনি are a fanfiction writers, inspired to be writer, likes Twilight, অথবা anything! Participate in this! It is just a fun thing to do! I know kind of যেভাবে খুশী but now we can bring all competition into one spot. Read Contest #1 on the club for আরো details on rules and prizes and everything. I'm not going to need judges right now though so please don't ask about it... অথবা আপনি can ask and just be on the waiting তালিকা I'm about to create!
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"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just ব্যক্ত that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine আপনি can dress me up. aneways it is a হ্যালোইন party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell আপনি that আপনি had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 ঘন্টা later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just ব্যক্ত that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine আপনি can dress me up. aneways it is a হ্যালোইন party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell আপনি that আপনি had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 ঘন্টা later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...