I know that I ব্যক্ত I wasn't going to write until Friday...but well I failed. I couldn't wait...I think I have a problem ;)
End of Chapter 4
"Edward?" I asked as I took a step closer to him.
He wouldn't look me in the eye. I knew this was not a good sign, he was thinking deeply again. He was contemplating things and he wouldn't tell anyone his thoughts until he made the decision.
I stopped what I was doing and looked into the future. It was unsure still, one সেকেন্ড I saw Edward breaking up with Bella. We would stay in town and he would do his best to avoid her, never allowing his true feelings to be known again.
The সেকেন্ড vision flashed for only a second. I saw him leaving...all of us leaving. He would say his peace to her and we would all leave town. I tried to look at that thought closer when it changed again.
The last vision was Bella. Bella still and cold like I had seen her before Edward and her went to the meadow for the first time.
Edward was seeing the things I saw and grabbed my arm breaking me of the vision. I turned to him and couldn't say a word. The pain and confusion in his eyes was enough that I knew that one of those things would happen soon.
Chapter 6
Edward and I stood there staring at eachother his hand still on my arm, niether of us wanting to say anything. The things we had just seen scared and saddened me.
"What's going on?" Jasper asked quietly.
"No. NO!! আপনি are wrong! আপনি were wrong before and আপনি are now!!" Edward yelled right into my face.
I stood there unable to say a word, I looked again and saw him walking into the house telling all of us that we had to leave and that he wouldn't be coming with us.
I felt myself falling, I know that they both moved to help me but I still felt myself fall onto the ground. I couldn't move, the shock of everything suddenly becoming so real.
"WHAT DID আপনি DO!?" Jasper yelled into Edwards face.
"Alice? Alice please what did আপনি see?" Edward asked quietly as he bent down and tried to get me to look at him.
I opened my eyes and looked right into Edwards eyes. He was so undecided still, but I knew. I knew what he would choose, অথবা what he had chosen at that point.
I needed to get away from him, from everyone. I needed to be alone and he needed to get back to Bella. Her arm must be better দ্বারা now, and she would want to be getting প্রথমপাতা before Charlie started to worry.
"You need to go home. Bella has to get home." I ব্যক্ত seperating each word into it's own sentence.
I didn't wait for a response, I turned and ran into the hills. I really didn't care that Jasper was following me, I just ran faster needing to think this whole thing out.
I ran up into the baseball clearing. I stopped right in the middle and fell to my knees, my body shaking from everything that happened.
I turned and looked at the clearing where Laurent, Victoria and James had walked in a few months ago. All of our lives have changed so much since Isabella রাজহাঁস entered our lives, I didn't want it all to change again.
I put my head into my hands and started taking dep breaths and looked again to the future hoping that something had changed.
I saw Edward telling Bella that we were leaving, the exact site of the conversation kept changing. One সেকেন্ড it was in the parking lot at school, the পরবর্তি it was at her house, and one time they were in the woods.
I saw all of us leaving suddenly, packing as fast as we could and taking most everything with us. I saw the house closed up and everything left behind covered in white sheets.
I opened my eyes and saw Jasper walking slowly towards me. The concern in his eyes was obvious, the প্রণয় প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে in the smile that lit up his face.
"Love?" He asked.
"Oh Jasper! How did this all happen?!" I ব্যক্ত reaching out to him.
He ran over and dropped to his knees infront of me, he held me close to him and I sobbed, well I would have if that were possible.
The world as I had known it for the last 6 months was turning upside down and there wasn't anything I could do to change it.
"I'm sorry Alice, this is all my fault." He ব্যক্ত as he pulled back to look me in the eyes.
"No Jazz. This is not your fault, it's a million things that all happened at once. Please don't blame yourself, I couldn't handle that right now." I ব্যক্ত shaking my head.
He smiled at me and pulled me back into a hug, turning me slightly so that he held me in his arms against himself.
"What have আপনি seen love?" He asked.
I know that he wasn't pushing, he was just curious about what I could have seen that would cause me to have such a reaction.
"Oh, it's horrible!! Everything we know is going to change. No matter how many times I look I still see him breaking up with Bella. It's going to hurt her so much!!! I don't know what she will do, I want this to change. I don't want to see this anymore!!" I screamed the end.
We sat there, holding eachother for a while. No matter how many times I looked it didn't change much. The site, the time would change but not the outcome. I kept trying to see how Bella would be, but there was nothing because she didn't know...yet.
"We should get going." I ব্যক্ত softly.
All I wanted to do at that point was not exist. I didn't want Edward to hurt the person that he loved, the person that he finally found that completed him. He was going to distroy himself, and he didn't care at this point.
I didn't know how I could pick up the pieces for him. I knew that I would without a doubt, but how? I didn't understand anything.
I looked at Jasper as I stood up and offered him my hand. We walked all the way back to the river just beyond the house. He let go and jumped over the river, the sight of him making me smile.
I followed after a second, my usual balerina style হারিয়ে গেছে in my sadness. I fell to the ground and looked around to see Carlisle, Esme and Emmett looking out the back at Jasper and I.
I hung my head, the depression once again sinking further in. I felt Jasper's arm মোড়ানো around me as we began the walk to the house and the family that would no doubt have lots of questions.
End of Chapter 4
"Edward?" I asked as I took a step closer to him.
He wouldn't look me in the eye. I knew this was not a good sign, he was thinking deeply again. He was contemplating things and he wouldn't tell anyone his thoughts until he made the decision.
I stopped what I was doing and looked into the future. It was unsure still, one সেকেন্ড I saw Edward breaking up with Bella. We would stay in town and he would do his best to avoid her, never allowing his true feelings to be known again.
The সেকেন্ড vision flashed for only a second. I saw him leaving...all of us leaving. He would say his peace to her and we would all leave town. I tried to look at that thought closer when it changed again.
The last vision was Bella. Bella still and cold like I had seen her before Edward and her went to the meadow for the first time.
Edward was seeing the things I saw and grabbed my arm breaking me of the vision. I turned to him and couldn't say a word. The pain and confusion in his eyes was enough that I knew that one of those things would happen soon.
Chapter 6
Edward and I stood there staring at eachother his hand still on my arm, niether of us wanting to say anything. The things we had just seen scared and saddened me.
"What's going on?" Jasper asked quietly.
"No. NO!! আপনি are wrong! আপনি were wrong before and আপনি are now!!" Edward yelled right into my face.
I stood there unable to say a word, I looked again and saw him walking into the house telling all of us that we had to leave and that he wouldn't be coming with us.
I felt myself falling, I know that they both moved to help me but I still felt myself fall onto the ground. I couldn't move, the shock of everything suddenly becoming so real.
"WHAT DID আপনি DO!?" Jasper yelled into Edwards face.
"Alice? Alice please what did আপনি see?" Edward asked quietly as he bent down and tried to get me to look at him.
I opened my eyes and looked right into Edwards eyes. He was so undecided still, but I knew. I knew what he would choose, অথবা what he had chosen at that point.
I needed to get away from him, from everyone. I needed to be alone and he needed to get back to Bella. Her arm must be better দ্বারা now, and she would want to be getting প্রথমপাতা before Charlie started to worry.
"You need to go home. Bella has to get home." I ব্যক্ত seperating each word into it's own sentence.
I didn't wait for a response, I turned and ran into the hills. I really didn't care that Jasper was following me, I just ran faster needing to think this whole thing out.
I ran up into the baseball clearing. I stopped right in the middle and fell to my knees, my body shaking from everything that happened.
I turned and looked at the clearing where Laurent, Victoria and James had walked in a few months ago. All of our lives have changed so much since Isabella রাজহাঁস entered our lives, I didn't want it all to change again.
I put my head into my hands and started taking dep breaths and looked again to the future hoping that something had changed.
I saw Edward telling Bella that we were leaving, the exact site of the conversation kept changing. One সেকেন্ড it was in the parking lot at school, the পরবর্তি it was at her house, and one time they were in the woods.
I saw all of us leaving suddenly, packing as fast as we could and taking most everything with us. I saw the house closed up and everything left behind covered in white sheets.
I opened my eyes and saw Jasper walking slowly towards me. The concern in his eyes was obvious, the প্রণয় প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে in the smile that lit up his face.
"Love?" He asked.
"Oh Jasper! How did this all happen?!" I ব্যক্ত reaching out to him.
He ran over and dropped to his knees infront of me, he held me close to him and I sobbed, well I would have if that were possible.
The world as I had known it for the last 6 months was turning upside down and there wasn't anything I could do to change it.
"I'm sorry Alice, this is all my fault." He ব্যক্ত as he pulled back to look me in the eyes.
"No Jazz. This is not your fault, it's a million things that all happened at once. Please don't blame yourself, I couldn't handle that right now." I ব্যক্ত shaking my head.
He smiled at me and pulled me back into a hug, turning me slightly so that he held me in his arms against himself.
"What have আপনি seen love?" He asked.
I know that he wasn't pushing, he was just curious about what I could have seen that would cause me to have such a reaction.
"Oh, it's horrible!! Everything we know is going to change. No matter how many times I look I still see him breaking up with Bella. It's going to hurt her so much!!! I don't know what she will do, I want this to change. I don't want to see this anymore!!" I screamed the end.
We sat there, holding eachother for a while. No matter how many times I looked it didn't change much. The site, the time would change but not the outcome. I kept trying to see how Bella would be, but there was nothing because she didn't know...yet.
"We should get going." I ব্যক্ত softly.
All I wanted to do at that point was not exist. I didn't want Edward to hurt the person that he loved, the person that he finally found that completed him. He was going to distroy himself, and he didn't care at this point.
I didn't know how I could pick up the pieces for him. I knew that I would without a doubt, but how? I didn't understand anything.
I looked at Jasper as I stood up and offered him my hand. We walked all the way back to the river just beyond the house. He let go and jumped over the river, the sight of him making me smile.
I followed after a second, my usual balerina style হারিয়ে গেছে in my sadness. I fell to the ground and looked around to see Carlisle, Esme and Emmett looking out the back at Jasper and I.
I hung my head, the depression once again sinking further in. I felt Jasper's arm মোড়ানো around me as we began the walk to the house and the family that would no doubt have lots of questions.
