noah's pov
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever প্রণয় leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a মাস with my প্রণয় with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last মাস with her
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jake's pov
my হৃদয় froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a মাস everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
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nessie's pov
i spend every সেকেন্ড with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same বিছানা noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last দিন
the last night
"don't go noah please" i ব্যক্ত
"its going to be ok আপনি are going to be ok" noah ব্যক্ত while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me দ্বারা the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the পালঙ্ক i went slowly to the বিছানা but then i went for the পালঙ্ক
"Nessie please i told আপনি many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i ব্যক্ত and চুম্বন him
he hadn't চুম্বন me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he চুম্বন me to the বিছানা
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to চুম্বন him and the আগুন was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i চুম্বন his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for আপনি " noah ব্যক্ত in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any সেকেন্ড i spend with আপনি ok "i ব্যক্ত serouly
he smile an চুম্বন me fiercly again
i চুম্বন him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice ব্যক্ত with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the বিছানা and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he চুম্বন my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i প্রণয় আপনি " he said
"i প্রণয় আপনি too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah ব্যক্ত pleading
i touch his cheek
i প্রদর্শনী him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and চুম্বন me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever প্রণয় leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a মাস with my প্রণয় with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last মাস with her
***
jake's pov
my হৃদয় froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a মাস everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
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nessie's pov
i spend every সেকেন্ড with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same বিছানা noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last দিন
the last night
"don't go noah please" i ব্যক্ত
"its going to be ok আপনি are going to be ok" noah ব্যক্ত while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me দ্বারা the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the পালঙ্ক i went slowly to the বিছানা but then i went for the পালঙ্ক
"Nessie please i told আপনি many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i ব্যক্ত and চুম্বন him
he hadn't চুম্বন me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he চুম্বন me to the বিছানা
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to চুম্বন him and the আগুন was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i চুম্বন his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for আপনি " noah ব্যক্ত in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any সেকেন্ড i spend with আপনি ok "i ব্যক্ত serouly
he smile an চুম্বন me fiercly again
i চুম্বন him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice ব্যক্ত with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the বিছানা and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he চুম্বন my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i প্রণয় আপনি " he said
"i প্রণয় আপনি too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah ব্যক্ত pleading
i touch his cheek
i প্রদর্শনী him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and চুম্বন me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
