-Bella, আপনি seem really worried. I told you… Charlie’s going to calm down!
He didn’t know the other thing that I was worried about. Charlie Had been very angry these past days and I knew it was for ignoring Jacob. He didn’t know what happened the last time I was hanging out with Jacob and I was very grateful that Edward couldn’t read my mind. But he still could read Jacob’s! But, the best part was that Edward was very angry toward Jacob that he wouldn’t waste his time and brain to read Jacob’s mind. And that was comforting!
I remembered last week while me and Jacob, we were both walking in La push and while I sat beside a cliff and closed my eyes, He kissed me on the lips. The moment his lips touched mine, I was disgusted with myself. I ran away and then came back home, while Charlie questioned me for coming back too soon. Of course when I got to my room, Edward was there but he didn’t seem to have a clue and that made me happy.
Edward dropped me at the door and after a passionate kiss, He said:
- I’ll come back when Charlie’s sleep.
I nodded my head and then went in the house. With voice of the door, Charlie was standing right beside me.
-Bella! Where were you? Billy’s right about Cullens! They’re getting on my nerves!
I made a face and said:
-Dad, what’s wrong with you?! Billy’s not good with Edward and his family! Can আপনি please respect me if আপনি don’t respect them?
He seemed exhausted for a মিনিট but then he started again.
- Bella, I know আপনি were with Edward as usual but what about your other friends… like Jacob? He’s a good kid!
I laughed at him with anger and started washing the dishes which were piled on the table.
-Don’t bring up Jacob dad! I don’t want to discuss this now!
I heard his growl under his breath while he turned his back and went straight to TV where a game was running. Edward was right though, Charlie came down after what I had said. After washing the dishes and doing some laundry, I ব্যক্ত goodnight to Charlie and then I went straight to my room. He wasn’t there when I opened my room’s door. I wish I could put something in Charlie’s soda so he would fall asleep sooner but he was a police officer after all! I started পাঠ করা a book which I had to finish till পরবর্তি week for a class conference. I don’t know how much it took when I finally heard Charlie snoring. But Edward didn’t প্রদর্শনী up after another thirty মিনিট of waiting and পাঠ করা the boring book. I was almost asleep when I felt his cold breath on my lips.
He didn’t know the other thing that I was worried about. Charlie Had been very angry these past days and I knew it was for ignoring Jacob. He didn’t know what happened the last time I was hanging out with Jacob and I was very grateful that Edward couldn’t read my mind. But he still could read Jacob’s! But, the best part was that Edward was very angry toward Jacob that he wouldn’t waste his time and brain to read Jacob’s mind. And that was comforting!
I remembered last week while me and Jacob, we were both walking in La push and while I sat beside a cliff and closed my eyes, He kissed me on the lips. The moment his lips touched mine, I was disgusted with myself. I ran away and then came back home, while Charlie questioned me for coming back too soon. Of course when I got to my room, Edward was there but he didn’t seem to have a clue and that made me happy.
Edward dropped me at the door and after a passionate kiss, He said:
- I’ll come back when Charlie’s sleep.
I nodded my head and then went in the house. With voice of the door, Charlie was standing right beside me.
-Bella! Where were you? Billy’s right about Cullens! They’re getting on my nerves!
I made a face and said:
-Dad, what’s wrong with you?! Billy’s not good with Edward and his family! Can আপনি please respect me if আপনি don’t respect them?
He seemed exhausted for a মিনিট but then he started again.
- Bella, I know আপনি were with Edward as usual but what about your other friends… like Jacob? He’s a good kid!
I laughed at him with anger and started washing the dishes which were piled on the table.
-Don’t bring up Jacob dad! I don’t want to discuss this now!
I heard his growl under his breath while he turned his back and went straight to TV where a game was running. Edward was right though, Charlie came down after what I had said. After washing the dishes and doing some laundry, I ব্যক্ত goodnight to Charlie and then I went straight to my room. He wasn’t there when I opened my room’s door. I wish I could put something in Charlie’s soda so he would fall asleep sooner but he was a police officer after all! I started পাঠ করা a book which I had to finish till পরবর্তি week for a class conference. I don’t know how much it took when I finally heard Charlie snoring. But Edward didn’t প্রদর্শনী up after another thirty মিনিট of waiting and পাঠ করা the boring book. I was almost asleep when I felt his cold breath on my lips.
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell