this is a story like twilight but different it is also about edward and bella but different the dates and places
bella's pov it is like in 1800
preface
today it was my 17 birthday so i would have to go to what আপনি can call a debutant dance and then i would have to go to many parties until i would find a "soutable husband" well that says my mother i sigh
i was already in my best dress ,my hair ( i like to leave it strait and natural ) but my mother make my hair look curly and elegant. i look myself in the mirror
my mom was so excited about the debutant dance... i was not... i felt like i was put for sale for many unkown men.
my mom was puting me some make up
"mother what is nobody likes me huh can i stay then to live with আপনি and father?" i ask hoping that would be the case
my mom laugh and touch my face
"o darling আপনি are soo beautiful. me and your father hadn't told আপনি but many men had ask your father for his permision already" my mom ব্যক্ত smiling so wide that it look like it hurt
i gasp many men what?? i didn't knew any of them
"but who mother i " i ব্যক্ত annoy
she interrupted me
"o it will be ok don't worry am sure you'll be marry in a বছর অথবা maybe less" she ব্যক্ত excitedly , চুম্বন my forehead turn around and walk out of my room
" আপনি have to go down it 1 ঘন্টা dear" she yelled
i was in surprize 1YEAR what iii
Chapter 1
I was in the party everybody was staring at me and saing
"o isabella আপনি look beautifull অথবা আপনি look so grown up young lady..."
i prefare Bella but my mother ব্যক্ত that only family could call me bella ,isabella she ব্যক্ত was the right name for me for i lady of high society not bella....
i was talking to one of my uncles (like the one আপনি only see once in 6 years and he hopes আপনি remember him)
someone touch my waist i flinch and look at a man probably 19 years old
"Hello my name is james king my father is a friend of your father am glad we finally meet"
he was still holding my waist when he took my hand and চুম্বন it i was looking at him uncomfortably what right he has to touch me like that??? but i caught i glimps of my mom he mought to me SMILE i sigh when he look up i smile
probably the fakest i ever made but james didn't seem to notice
i heard i low chucled i look in this direction and look at the most beautiful boy i had ever look at
his skin was pale like the moon ,he had untidy ,bronze color hair he look really boyish he look like he had 18 maybe but his face had a certain oldness that he could pass for having 25 his eyes were and increidable golden ,honey color
That amazing boy was looking directly too me
but james distracted me
"isabella would আপনি like to dance with me?"james ask i felt আরো than strange he was looking me up and down i felt like slaping him then i remember my mom well ok whatever makes her happy
i nodded "yes" i whispered
he quickly grab my waist tighter and pull me closer to him ... i put my hand lightly at his shoulder
i was the worst dancer when i was young but my mother put me through so many clases that i was ok. we swirl through 1 whole song it was torture he would pull me even closer to him and whisper to my ear "you look beautiful" i just ব্যক্ত "thanks" অথবা then he would চুম্বন my head...i would always flinch slightly অথবা make a horror face when he wasn't looking and when i did this a always would hear that chucled of the boy but i couldn't see him
when he pull my chin up and was inches away from his lips i saw i hand tap his shoulder
i musical voice ব্যক্ত
"Would আপনি like to dance this song with me?"
bella's pov it is like in 1800
preface
today it was my 17 birthday so i would have to go to what আপনি can call a debutant dance and then i would have to go to many parties until i would find a "soutable husband" well that says my mother i sigh
i was already in my best dress ,my hair ( i like to leave it strait and natural ) but my mother make my hair look curly and elegant. i look myself in the mirror
my mom was so excited about the debutant dance... i was not... i felt like i was put for sale for many unkown men.
my mom was puting me some make up
"mother what is nobody likes me huh can i stay then to live with আপনি and father?" i ask hoping that would be the case
my mom laugh and touch my face
"o darling আপনি are soo beautiful. me and your father hadn't told আপনি but many men had ask your father for his permision already" my mom ব্যক্ত smiling so wide that it look like it hurt
i gasp many men what?? i didn't knew any of them
"but who mother i " i ব্যক্ত annoy
she interrupted me
"o it will be ok don't worry am sure you'll be marry in a বছর অথবা maybe less" she ব্যক্ত excitedly , চুম্বন my forehead turn around and walk out of my room
" আপনি have to go down it 1 ঘন্টা dear" she yelled
i was in surprize 1YEAR what iii
Chapter 1
I was in the party everybody was staring at me and saing
"o isabella আপনি look beautifull অথবা আপনি look so grown up young lady..."
i prefare Bella but my mother ব্যক্ত that only family could call me bella ,isabella she ব্যক্ত was the right name for me for i lady of high society not bella....
i was talking to one of my uncles (like the one আপনি only see once in 6 years and he hopes আপনি remember him)
someone touch my waist i flinch and look at a man probably 19 years old
"Hello my name is james king my father is a friend of your father am glad we finally meet"
he was still holding my waist when he took my hand and চুম্বন it i was looking at him uncomfortably what right he has to touch me like that??? but i caught i glimps of my mom he mought to me SMILE i sigh when he look up i smile
probably the fakest i ever made but james didn't seem to notice
i heard i low chucled i look in this direction and look at the most beautiful boy i had ever look at
his skin was pale like the moon ,he had untidy ,bronze color hair he look really boyish he look like he had 18 maybe but his face had a certain oldness that he could pass for having 25 his eyes were and increidable golden ,honey color
That amazing boy was looking directly too me
but james distracted me
"isabella would আপনি like to dance with me?"james ask i felt আরো than strange he was looking me up and down i felt like slaping him then i remember my mom well ok whatever makes her happy
i nodded "yes" i whispered
he quickly grab my waist tighter and pull me closer to him ... i put my hand lightly at his shoulder
i was the worst dancer when i was young but my mother put me through so many clases that i was ok. we swirl through 1 whole song it was torture he would pull me even closer to him and whisper to my ear "you look beautiful" i just ব্যক্ত "thanks" অথবা then he would চুম্বন my head...i would always flinch slightly অথবা make a horror face when he wasn't looking and when i did this a always would hear that chucled of the boy but i couldn't see him
when he pull my chin up and was inches away from his lips i saw i hand tap his shoulder
i musical voice ব্যক্ত
"Would আপনি like to dance this song with me?"
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and মেষশাবক
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and মেষশাবক
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What আপনি are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
In this world the হৃদয় beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
In this world the হৃদয় beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
Love, প্রণয় will take you
Love, প্রণয় will take আপনি there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his ছুরি and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing পরবর্তি of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his বন্ধু was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his বন্ধু was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his ছুরি and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing পরবর্তি of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his বন্ধু was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his বন্ধু was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what আপনি want to hear
One is born so one can die
আপনি must wait a real long time
That's আরো than আপনি can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the দিন আপনি cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to প্রদর্শনী me that আপনি were there
ফুলেরডালি raised up like a snake
আপনি will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the দিন আপনি cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what আপনি want to hear
That’s not what আপনি want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what আপনি want to hear
One is born so one can die
আপনি must wait a real long time
That's আরো than আপনি can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the দিন আপনি cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to প্রদর্শনী me that আপনি were there
ফুলেরডালি raised up like a snake
আপনি will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the দিন আপনি cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what আপনি want to hear
That’s not what আপনি want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything আপনি want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything আপনি want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be আপনি who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much প্রণয় would make আপনি whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my হৃদয় is বিভক্ত করা like Rio
And I assure আপনি my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
আপনি are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be আপনি who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much প্রণয় would make আপনি whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my হৃদয় is বিভক্ত করা like Rio
And I assure আপনি my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
আপনি are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with আপনি man
Don’t আপনি see it’s wrong, can’t আপনি get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
আপনি know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what আপনি do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with আপনি man
Don’t আপনি see it’s wrong, can’t আপনি get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
আপনি know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what আপনি do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your রাস্তা light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
গাউন me a dog-eared map
And called for আপনি everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your রাস্তা light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
গাউন me a dog-eared map
And called for আপনি everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me দ্বারা my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell আপনি to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my কোট on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
Hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me দ্বারা my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell আপনি to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my কোট on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
Hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on
Without me আপনি got it all
So hold on