Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the পালঙ্ক with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat পরবর্তি to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, আপনি will. I told him.
How do আপনি know? He ব্যক্ত looking up at me. I can barely keep আপনি safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way আপনি always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. আপনি will be fine. আপনি know আপনি will be great. He ব্যক্ত to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry অথবা know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi আপনি will be the best mother. He said.
আপনি will be the best father. আপনি can do everything with them. I said. আপনি can go hunting and do নেকড়ে things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a মিনিট and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the দিন so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are শিশুরা they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the শিশুরা and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated প্রথমপাতা and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after ডিনার পরবর্তি to Nathen.
The পরবর্তি morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on শীর্ষ of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a শার্ট from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He ব্যক্ত with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank আপনি honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He ব্যক্ত giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the শিশুরা and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal আপনি would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I ব্যক্ত I would প্রণয় too.
Nathen will আপনি come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a শার্ট that would actually look good on me.
Here আপনি can wear this. Alice ব্যক্ত handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, আপনি will. I told him.
How do আপনি know? He ব্যক্ত looking up at me. I can barely keep আপনি safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way আপনি always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. আপনি will be fine. আপনি know আপনি will be great. He ব্যক্ত to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry অথবা know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi আপনি will be the best mother. He said.
আপনি will be the best father. আপনি can do everything with them. I said. আপনি can go hunting and do নেকড়ে things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a মিনিট and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the দিন so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are শিশুরা they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the শিশুরা and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated প্রথমপাতা and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after ডিনার পরবর্তি to Nathen.
The পরবর্তি morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on শীর্ষ of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a শার্ট from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He ব্যক্ত with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank আপনি honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He ব্যক্ত giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the শিশুরা and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal আপনি would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I ব্যক্ত I would প্রণয় too.
Nathen will আপনি come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a শার্ট that would actually look good on me.
Here আপনি can wear this. Alice ব্যক্ত handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
EDWARD'S মটর COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his মটর কোট came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture অথবা color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final নকশা on a combination of other styles of মটর coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his মটর কোট came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture অথবা color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final নকশা on a combination of other styles of মটর coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the আসন opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you
My পছন্দ scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before আপনি say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. আপনি might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner অথবা later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward ব্যক্ত he got over his taste for her blood? Do আপনি remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If আপনি really like Jacob, আপনি see things like me.