Chapter 8: not a sweet life
I woke up with Damien's arms tightened around my naked chest.ewww eww eww eww, I swear I’ll kill him! i slid myself out of his grasp and flew to my closet I quietly wore something to escape from him while I was putting on my jeans I was thinking of some place where Damien cant find me, I really couldn’t think of any where so I grabbed my bag and headed to the door hope fully Damien was still sleeping I opened the door and quietly closed it behind me I rushed to my car when jasper interrupted me
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
Not a good timing please go away!
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Then Damien opened the door and smiled when he found me there. God couldn’t u make him sleep more? and I could have made my sweet escape! Why is everything so hard in my life! I growled under my breath when Damien start walking towards me and jasper jumped at the sound of my growl, silly vamp!
-hi jasper!
Damien ব্যক্ত casually
-hey
Jasper ব্যক্ত coldly, none of the Cullen's liked Damien
-Bella is something wrong?
Jasper asked maybe seeing the pain in my eyes
-no no everything’s just perfect!
I ব্যক্ত and my voice cracked at the last word making tears fall down my eyes but I turned around quickly not letting jasper see it.im going to be stuck with Damien forever the thought of this just made go me crazy.
-Bella……
I just continued walking and passed Damien and closed the door behind me I ran to the toilet and sat on the ground and started crying.
Jaspers pov:
I was sitting out side enjoying the cloudy দিন and thinking what I'm going to get Alice for are anniversary the problem was that Alice would foresee whatever I was going to get her and I didn’t like that I wanted this to be special for her…..then I sensed fear,worry,sadness…probably Bella.
Then she opened the door and closed it lightly behind her, her emotions where so messed up! What has happened to her her eyes where full of pain so I got up and rushed দ্বারা her side to figure out what was wrong with her, after all she was one of my best friends.
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
I ব্যক্ত concerned she looked at me like she would kill me for interrupting her, she just shook her head
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Just then Damien opened the door and smiled when his eyes found Bella he was feeling very proud of himself and a strange প্রণয় for Bella, bellas emotions changed from scared to hate for Damien her hate for him grew stronger as he started walking towards us then she growled under her breath making me jump a little, silly me!
-hi jasper!
Damien ব্যক্ত in a friendly tone
Hey
I ব্যক্ত coldly me and my family never liked him, I think his a threat to Bella so does edward and Alice
-Bella is something wrong?
I asked knowing something was definitely wrong
-no no everything’s just perfect!
She ব্যক্ত as her voice cracked at the last word and tears filled her eyes she turned around hiding them from me her feelings where miserable, I swear it could have made a vampire cry!
-Bella……
I wanted to say something but I was so confused what was happening, had I made her cry?
Bella didn’t respond she continued walking she entered the house and closed the door behind her now I could hear her sub and then I heard another door smashed closed and the crying got louder Damien was still looking at me he was so calm and happy? What he was happy? For making Bella cry?
-goodbye
Damien ব্যক্ত under his breath and chuckled I swear something is wrong with him
I turned around and went inside obviously everyone were watching everything that happened from the window so there was no need for me to explain anything
-on u should explain, what just happened there?
Edward ব্যক্ত ready for me to say Damien did something to her and rip his head off
-I don’t know…………………………………………
I explained to them everything that happened every emotion, but it jut didn’t made sense what was happening?
-maybe I should go and check on her
Edward ব্যক্ত eager to see bella
-no I’ll go
Alice ব্যক্ত stubborn
-but….
-edward don’t argue with me!
Both edward and Alice looked at esme hoping she would choose them
-I think Alice should go
Esme ব্যক্ত and mouthed sorry to edward Alice clapped her hands and danced to the door.
Bellas pov:
I was sitting on the ground crying I didn’t want to be stuck with Damien forever! I hate him! I hate him! I hate him! Every time I thought about Damien making me do something made me cry harder the thought of having sex with him last night was enough for me to kill myself then I heard light knocks on b the door
-GO AWAY!
I screamed at the door and trough my head in my hands
-Bella honey u have a visitor
I climbed on my feet and washed my face in the sink and dried it with my purple towel
Who the hell is this?
I opened the door and faced Damien
-be nice bells!
He ব্যক্ত and brushed my face I wanted to do something but my body wasn’t taking orders from me I walked to the door and opened it, Alice was standing with her spiky black her pointing in every direction I felt a little better to see Alice here at least Damien couldn’t do anything to me while she's here
-hi Bella!
She smiled and hugged me
-hey
I ব্যক্ত really happy and let her in I scanned the house and Damien was gone! Ya yay yay!
-Bella are u okay?
-I'm fine
I ব্যক্ত trying to smile like a flight attendant
-u sure?
-yeah
-Bella u know u can talk to me about everything, okay?
-sure
-so I’ll go
-NO NO!
Alice looked at me confused I was probably অভিনয় like a psyche
-ok! I’ll stay and I can do a makeover on u look kind of messed up!
-deal!
I was so happy Alice was here and Damien could back off! But Alice will leave, she cant stay here forever! That made me sad.
Chapter 9: 2 months later(1 মাস till the eclipse)
My life….its better say Damien's style of living doesn’t suite ,me in any ways only god, knows how many times I tried to escape from him but he always caught me and made me walk back to him hug him চুম্বন him অথবা worse and now the whole schools gossiping about us, eyes following everywhere we go and again Damien is using this moments to torture me! Even the Cullen's are suspicious about us I mean they know that I don’t like him, AND GUSS WHAT I FOUND OUT! Jasper can feel and control feelings! I don’t know why I didn’t notice this before but from the way he acts and sometimes when I'm angry and a wave like calms me down IT WAS HIM so know I'm trying to make myself busy and do something useful besides being Damien's puppet and figure out if the Cullen clan have other powers! I know its not that fun but its better that anything else, this last মাস felt like a 1000 years for me my days were slow, no shopping, no fun just being a PUPPET!
-my sweet Bella come আসন with me!
Damien ব্যক্ত and pointed to the আসন beside him I didn’t সরানো and looked away so he made me to walk to him and আসন on his lap even worse!
-could I pleaaaaaase আসন পরবর্তি to আপনি I'm not comfortable like this!
I half shouted
-whatever u say my only love
He half smiled and kissed my cheek. Yeah right WHATEVER U SAY MY প্রণয় I just wanted to মুষ্ট্যাঘাত him in the face
-why are we sitting here againe?
I asked annoyed
-don’t u like to enjoy the sun rather sitting in the cold cafeteria
-no I don’t! and if u let me ill go back and আসন with the Cullen's!
-oh Bella don’t be that harsh! U know I want the best for u!
-yeah right!
I muttered under my breath I glanced at the cafeterias window and saw the Cullen's talking and Alice and jasper starring at me I tried to smile but the amount of anger in me didn’t let me I was still frowning when Damien got up and dragged me with him
-what are u doing!
I shouted and started hitting his shoulders to put me down my my hands tightened around him instead! Hmpp! this is just great!
-I thought it will be good to ditch school a little
-no one asked for your opinion I wanted to stay!
-Bella when will u learn to shut up and obey me and প্রণয় me! is that something hard to ask?
-no it isn’t! why should it be Damien its so easy just hating every মিনিট of my time with u so easy!
I ব্যক্ত angry and jokingly I was going crazy sometimes even in class tears brushed my cheek against my will it was kind of embarrassing but I tried to hide it from everyone except the Cullen's because there eyes and senses were better that humans they could even taste the salt in the air! That one of the reasons there suspicious of us cause I cry without control………
Bella..
I looked at Damien he was sitting on his knees a beautiful black box with the most beautiful ring in it.oh no god no I don’t want to marry him!
-Bella will u please marry me?
-no
I ব্যক্ত coldly Damien got angry maybe this was hard for him to hear the truth I mean he didn’t most of the time he just made me do anything he wanted, making me his imaginary Bella he was in প্রণয় and daydreamed marrying someday….
Suddenly Damien got up and slapped me in the face I flew to the বৃক্ষ and hit it probably living a dent on it
-what the hell is your problem?
He asked his face all red
I called all the elements and charged them at him Damien flew a couple miles away so I took advantage of his absence and ran away.
I woke up with Damien's arms tightened around my naked chest.ewww eww eww eww, I swear I’ll kill him! i slid myself out of his grasp and flew to my closet I quietly wore something to escape from him while I was putting on my jeans I was thinking of some place where Damien cant find me, I really couldn’t think of any where so I grabbed my bag and headed to the door hope fully Damien was still sleeping I opened the door and quietly closed it behind me I rushed to my car when jasper interrupted me
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
Not a good timing please go away!
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Then Damien opened the door and smiled when he found me there. God couldn’t u make him sleep more? and I could have made my sweet escape! Why is everything so hard in my life! I growled under my breath when Damien start walking towards me and jasper jumped at the sound of my growl, silly vamp!
-hi jasper!
Damien ব্যক্ত casually
-hey
Jasper ব্যক্ত coldly, none of the Cullen's liked Damien
-Bella is something wrong?
Jasper asked maybe seeing the pain in my eyes
-no no everything’s just perfect!
I ব্যক্ত and my voice cracked at the last word making tears fall down my eyes but I turned around quickly not letting jasper see it.im going to be stuck with Damien forever the thought of this just made go me crazy.
-Bella……
I just continued walking and passed Damien and closed the door behind me I ran to the toilet and sat on the ground and started crying.
Jaspers pov:
I was sitting out side enjoying the cloudy দিন and thinking what I'm going to get Alice for are anniversary the problem was that Alice would foresee whatever I was going to get her and I didn’t like that I wanted this to be special for her…..then I sensed fear,worry,sadness…probably Bella.
Then she opened the door and closed it lightly behind her, her emotions where so messed up! What has happened to her her eyes where full of pain so I got up and rushed দ্বারা her side to figure out what was wrong with her, after all she was one of my best friends.
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
I ব্যক্ত concerned she looked at me like she would kill me for interrupting her, she just shook her head
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Just then Damien opened the door and smiled when his eyes found Bella he was feeling very proud of himself and a strange প্রণয় for Bella, bellas emotions changed from scared to hate for Damien her hate for him grew stronger as he started walking towards us then she growled under her breath making me jump a little, silly me!
-hi jasper!
Damien ব্যক্ত in a friendly tone
Hey
I ব্যক্ত coldly me and my family never liked him, I think his a threat to Bella so does edward and Alice
-Bella is something wrong?
I asked knowing something was definitely wrong
-no no everything’s just perfect!
She ব্যক্ত as her voice cracked at the last word and tears filled her eyes she turned around hiding them from me her feelings where miserable, I swear it could have made a vampire cry!
-Bella……
I wanted to say something but I was so confused what was happening, had I made her cry?
Bella didn’t respond she continued walking she entered the house and closed the door behind her now I could hear her sub and then I heard another door smashed closed and the crying got louder Damien was still looking at me he was so calm and happy? What he was happy? For making Bella cry?
-goodbye
Damien ব্যক্ত under his breath and chuckled I swear something is wrong with him
I turned around and went inside obviously everyone were watching everything that happened from the window so there was no need for me to explain anything
-on u should explain, what just happened there?
Edward ব্যক্ত ready for me to say Damien did something to her and rip his head off
-I don’t know…………………………………………
I explained to them everything that happened every emotion, but it jut didn’t made sense what was happening?
-maybe I should go and check on her
Edward ব্যক্ত eager to see bella
-no I’ll go
Alice ব্যক্ত stubborn
-but….
-edward don’t argue with me!
Both edward and Alice looked at esme hoping she would choose them
-I think Alice should go
Esme ব্যক্ত and mouthed sorry to edward Alice clapped her hands and danced to the door.
Bellas pov:
I was sitting on the ground crying I didn’t want to be stuck with Damien forever! I hate him! I hate him! I hate him! Every time I thought about Damien making me do something made me cry harder the thought of having sex with him last night was enough for me to kill myself then I heard light knocks on b the door
-GO AWAY!
I screamed at the door and trough my head in my hands
-Bella honey u have a visitor
I climbed on my feet and washed my face in the sink and dried it with my purple towel
Who the hell is this?
I opened the door and faced Damien
-be nice bells!
He ব্যক্ত and brushed my face I wanted to do something but my body wasn’t taking orders from me I walked to the door and opened it, Alice was standing with her spiky black her pointing in every direction I felt a little better to see Alice here at least Damien couldn’t do anything to me while she's here
-hi Bella!
She smiled and hugged me
-hey
I ব্যক্ত really happy and let her in I scanned the house and Damien was gone! Ya yay yay!
-Bella are u okay?
-I'm fine
I ব্যক্ত trying to smile like a flight attendant
-u sure?
-yeah
-Bella u know u can talk to me about everything, okay?
-sure
-so I’ll go
-NO NO!
Alice looked at me confused I was probably অভিনয় like a psyche
-ok! I’ll stay and I can do a makeover on u look kind of messed up!
-deal!
I was so happy Alice was here and Damien could back off! But Alice will leave, she cant stay here forever! That made me sad.
Chapter 9: 2 months later(1 মাস till the eclipse)
My life….its better say Damien's style of living doesn’t suite ,me in any ways only god, knows how many times I tried to escape from him but he always caught me and made me walk back to him hug him চুম্বন him অথবা worse and now the whole schools gossiping about us, eyes following everywhere we go and again Damien is using this moments to torture me! Even the Cullen's are suspicious about us I mean they know that I don’t like him, AND GUSS WHAT I FOUND OUT! Jasper can feel and control feelings! I don’t know why I didn’t notice this before but from the way he acts and sometimes when I'm angry and a wave like calms me down IT WAS HIM so know I'm trying to make myself busy and do something useful besides being Damien's puppet and figure out if the Cullen clan have other powers! I know its not that fun but its better that anything else, this last মাস felt like a 1000 years for me my days were slow, no shopping, no fun just being a PUPPET!
-my sweet Bella come আসন with me!
Damien ব্যক্ত and pointed to the আসন beside him I didn’t সরানো and looked away so he made me to walk to him and আসন on his lap even worse!
-could I pleaaaaaase আসন পরবর্তি to আপনি I'm not comfortable like this!
I half shouted
-whatever u say my only love
He half smiled and kissed my cheek. Yeah right WHATEVER U SAY MY প্রণয় I just wanted to মুষ্ট্যাঘাত him in the face
-why are we sitting here againe?
I asked annoyed
-don’t u like to enjoy the sun rather sitting in the cold cafeteria
-no I don’t! and if u let me ill go back and আসন with the Cullen's!
-oh Bella don’t be that harsh! U know I want the best for u!
-yeah right!
I muttered under my breath I glanced at the cafeterias window and saw the Cullen's talking and Alice and jasper starring at me I tried to smile but the amount of anger in me didn’t let me I was still frowning when Damien got up and dragged me with him
-what are u doing!
I shouted and started hitting his shoulders to put me down my my hands tightened around him instead! Hmpp! this is just great!
-I thought it will be good to ditch school a little
-no one asked for your opinion I wanted to stay!
-Bella when will u learn to shut up and obey me and প্রণয় me! is that something hard to ask?
-no it isn’t! why should it be Damien its so easy just hating every মিনিট of my time with u so easy!
I ব্যক্ত angry and jokingly I was going crazy sometimes even in class tears brushed my cheek against my will it was kind of embarrassing but I tried to hide it from everyone except the Cullen's because there eyes and senses were better that humans they could even taste the salt in the air! That one of the reasons there suspicious of us cause I cry without control………
Bella..
I looked at Damien he was sitting on his knees a beautiful black box with the most beautiful ring in it.oh no god no I don’t want to marry him!
-Bella will u please marry me?
-no
I ব্যক্ত coldly Damien got angry maybe this was hard for him to hear the truth I mean he didn’t most of the time he just made me do anything he wanted, making me his imaginary Bella he was in প্রণয় and daydreamed marrying someday….
Suddenly Damien got up and slapped me in the face I flew to the বৃক্ষ and hit it probably living a dent on it
-what the hell is your problem?
He asked his face all red
I called all the elements and charged them at him Damien flew a couple miles away so I took advantage of his absence and ran away.
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