a beautiful death
chapter 1
it was the middle of the night i know a good place to start the story right? midnight seams beautiful and romantic and all the things আপনি wont life to be. well thats were your wrong this is were the worst thing and the best thing in my life happened.
this is were i fell in প্রণয়
he seamed like my everything my one and only and this is were my story begins
"make sure আপনি call me when your get there tell charlie i ব্যক্ত hey" my mum tried to make me stay with her we have been traverling for years now and grandad charlie hasnt seen me so they think its নিরাপদ to let me see him. pluss i needed something to do on my holidays well mum and dad try and fined and set up our new place in folks.
i loved folks i mean i truly loved it. thats were i get it from my dad my mum is a whole new story. she hated it i mean really hated it.
"be নিরাপদ nessie make sure"-
"i know i know make sure i call আপনি if anything bad happenes and if i dont you`ll get alice on me" i smiled at that thought alice my পছন্দ aunty "i get it dad আপনি need to stop worring nothing is going to go wrong" i tried to prosrade him but his face ব্যক্ত আরো then he ment " ok ok i will call আপনি i promise"
"thats my girl" and he pulled me into one of him bone crushing hugs.
"ill miss you"
"safe journey`s my love" they blew me a চুম্বন and i was on my way for something i had a feeling i would never forget.
the plane ride seamed endless i mean i just stared out of the window thinking of the last time i was here.
*
"so i get to stay with you?" i asked my mum and dad who were staring longengly into each others eyes.
"you get to stay with us forever"
"forever" my dad mimiked.
*
that was the last time i saw him and this time i was going to make sure i saw him again. i mean i loved my mum i loved my dad i প্রণয় alice emmett rose carlislie esme and jasper but the thing is i wonted a human life and the only way i could have that is if i spent আরো time with charlie as i can. i wonder how long i will be able to stay.
"CHARLIE!" i shouted as he came flying out of the door to see me . i laughed as he srung me in his arms and srung me around
"ness i have a surpise for you" he called back into the house
"come on come and meet her"
thanx for পাঠ করা please মতামত and i am sorry bout the spellings :)
chapter 1
it was the middle of the night i know a good place to start the story right? midnight seams beautiful and romantic and all the things আপনি wont life to be. well thats were your wrong this is were the worst thing and the best thing in my life happened.
this is were i fell in প্রণয়
he seamed like my everything my one and only and this is were my story begins
"make sure আপনি call me when your get there tell charlie i ব্যক্ত hey" my mum tried to make me stay with her we have been traverling for years now and grandad charlie hasnt seen me so they think its নিরাপদ to let me see him. pluss i needed something to do on my holidays well mum and dad try and fined and set up our new place in folks.
i loved folks i mean i truly loved it. thats were i get it from my dad my mum is a whole new story. she hated it i mean really hated it.
"be নিরাপদ nessie make sure"-
"i know i know make sure i call আপনি if anything bad happenes and if i dont you`ll get alice on me" i smiled at that thought alice my পছন্দ aunty "i get it dad আপনি need to stop worring nothing is going to go wrong" i tried to prosrade him but his face ব্যক্ত আরো then he ment " ok ok i will call আপনি i promise"
"thats my girl" and he pulled me into one of him bone crushing hugs.
"ill miss you"
"safe journey`s my love" they blew me a চুম্বন and i was on my way for something i had a feeling i would never forget.
the plane ride seamed endless i mean i just stared out of the window thinking of the last time i was here.
*
"so i get to stay with you?" i asked my mum and dad who were staring longengly into each others eyes.
"you get to stay with us forever"
"forever" my dad mimiked.
*
that was the last time i saw him and this time i was going to make sure i saw him again. i mean i loved my mum i loved my dad i প্রণয় alice emmett rose carlislie esme and jasper but the thing is i wonted a human life and the only way i could have that is if i spent আরো time with charlie as i can. i wonder how long i will be able to stay.
"CHARLIE!" i shouted as he came flying out of the door to see me . i laughed as he srung me in his arms and srung me around
"ness i have a surpise for you" he called back into the house
"come on come and meet her"
thanx for পাঠ করা please মতামত and i am sorry bout the spellings :)
নমস্কার twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release তারিখ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction তারিখ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is ব্যক্ত that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when আপনি say one of the মতামত -and you've probably ব্যক্ত one of the মতামত আরো then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
So these are, দ্বারা far, my পছন্দ উদ্ধৃতি from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD