When I woke up, it was already dark. I tried to get up but noticed that I was in hospital: the bed, the drip, the equipment around me - all medical stuff so I had to be a hospital. But then Carlisle came in and I recognized the glass wall. Am I still at their house?
"How are আপনি feeling?" and he started checking my blood pressure.
"I have a headache but everything else seems fine" I ব্যক্ত concentrating on my sensations "How long have I been unconscious?"
"For a long time - about 7 hours. I even scanned your brain but there was nothing unusual. Did আপনি ever had any head traumas?"
"No... I don't think so..." I just wanted to get out of here "So... Can I leave now?" I looked at him hopefully.
"You can leave any time আপনি want, but please listen to my উপদেশ and stay here this night just in case. Emmett brought here your car, but it might be a little dangerous to drive right now" Just great! I wasn't afraid of them any আরো but I didn't felt the need to stay for too long. I wished to come প্রথমপাতা so I stood up and... My spinning head decided to use his advice.
"I think I'll wait for a bit" and I headed towards living room.
"So, how are the Sleeping Beauty?" the big guy - Emmett joked but before I could answer Alice turned to me looking worried
"How's your head?"
"Nothing serious. Just a "too much information" faint" I smiled and she smiled too. I noticed Jasper sitting পরবর্তি to her, but different from Alice he wasn't so glad I was fine. Our gazes met and he frowned.
"Maybe this is related to your shield?" Alice asked in a thoughtful voice and I shrugged. "Or maybe it is connected to Nessie?" she kept wondering.
"Alice" Jasper wasn't very satisfied with her talking too much.
"How can আপনি stand him?" I asked her "He's so..." but Alice stopped me
"He's just overprotective - that's all" and she laughed.
"I would find some other words to describe him"
"Did আপনি forget that I'm sitting right here?" Jasper snarled but I only laughed loudly. I was too much pissed দ্বারা him to be scared. And when I wanted I could easily piss other people too.
"So আপনি hear us talking?" I asked in sarcastic tone "I thought আপনি were too busy on creating plans how to anihilate everything that's on your way" he looked at me like it would be hard to believe that someone can offend him.
"Ouch! This girl bites!" Emmett was almost rolling on the floor and laughing.
"Do আপনি need anything? Water? Coffee? Are আপনি hungry?" Esme suddenly came and she was nice as always.
"No, thank you, I need just some fresh air" and I went to porch. The night was cold but refreshing.
"Hmm.." I heard someone clearing her throat. "I didn't want to interrupt you..." I turned my head to see Bella.
"Yes?"
"Can I ask আপনি something?"
"Sure" I wished I won't regret this later.
"I just noticed that you're not very afraid of us"
"Should I be?"
"No, it just... Not many people treats with us so, so... Normally"
"I wonder why" I spoke ironically again "Maybe it's somehow related to the place you're living?" I showed the woods. "Or the fact that আপনি doesn't age? অথবা that some of আপনি like threatening?"
She only laughed quietly "Can I ask আপনি something else? Something really personal?"
"Try"
"When Jasper mentioned becoming one of us, আপনি considered it for a while, but at the end আপনি turned it down. Can I ask why? Don't get me wrong, there are some downsides of this life, but আপনি don't know them and from your perspective it should look like... "
"Like being beautiful, rich and immortal?" I sugggested
"Yes" she was waiting for my answer. But I wasn't sure whether I want to answer.
"It just, I don't know how to explain" I paused "But I believe in balance - আপনি have to give something in order to get. What should I sacrifice to become one of you?" she nodded and I knew that she didn't any other explanation, but I decided to tell her the true reason. "How can I accept such long and interesting existence when I'm sure I haven't deserved this one simple short human life?"
Her eyes widened but before she could ask me anything else I went back to living room. I had things in my life I didn't want to remember.
If আপনি have any thoughts, please leave a comment. And thanks for পাঠ করা it!
"How are আপনি feeling?" and he started checking my blood pressure.
"I have a headache but everything else seems fine" I ব্যক্ত concentrating on my sensations "How long have I been unconscious?"
"For a long time - about 7 hours. I even scanned your brain but there was nothing unusual. Did আপনি ever had any head traumas?"
"No... I don't think so..." I just wanted to get out of here "So... Can I leave now?" I looked at him hopefully.
"You can leave any time আপনি want, but please listen to my উপদেশ and stay here this night just in case. Emmett brought here your car, but it might be a little dangerous to drive right now" Just great! I wasn't afraid of them any আরো but I didn't felt the need to stay for too long. I wished to come প্রথমপাতা so I stood up and... My spinning head decided to use his advice.
"I think I'll wait for a bit" and I headed towards living room.
"So, how are the Sleeping Beauty?" the big guy - Emmett joked but before I could answer Alice turned to me looking worried
"How's your head?"
"Nothing serious. Just a "too much information" faint" I smiled and she smiled too. I noticed Jasper sitting পরবর্তি to her, but different from Alice he wasn't so glad I was fine. Our gazes met and he frowned.
"Maybe this is related to your shield?" Alice asked in a thoughtful voice and I shrugged. "Or maybe it is connected to Nessie?" she kept wondering.
"Alice" Jasper wasn't very satisfied with her talking too much.
"How can আপনি stand him?" I asked her "He's so..." but Alice stopped me
"He's just overprotective - that's all" and she laughed.
"I would find some other words to describe him"
"Did আপনি forget that I'm sitting right here?" Jasper snarled but I only laughed loudly. I was too much pissed দ্বারা him to be scared. And when I wanted I could easily piss other people too.
"So আপনি hear us talking?" I asked in sarcastic tone "I thought আপনি were too busy on creating plans how to anihilate everything that's on your way" he looked at me like it would be hard to believe that someone can offend him.
"Ouch! This girl bites!" Emmett was almost rolling on the floor and laughing.
"Do আপনি need anything? Water? Coffee? Are আপনি hungry?" Esme suddenly came and she was nice as always.
"No, thank you, I need just some fresh air" and I went to porch. The night was cold but refreshing.
"Hmm.." I heard someone clearing her throat. "I didn't want to interrupt you..." I turned my head to see Bella.
"Yes?"
"Can I ask আপনি something?"
"Sure" I wished I won't regret this later.
"I just noticed that you're not very afraid of us"
"Should I be?"
"No, it just... Not many people treats with us so, so... Normally"
"I wonder why" I spoke ironically again "Maybe it's somehow related to the place you're living?" I showed the woods. "Or the fact that আপনি doesn't age? অথবা that some of আপনি like threatening?"
She only laughed quietly "Can I ask আপনি something else? Something really personal?"
"Try"
"When Jasper mentioned becoming one of us, আপনি considered it for a while, but at the end আপনি turned it down. Can I ask why? Don't get me wrong, there are some downsides of this life, but আপনি don't know them and from your perspective it should look like... "
"Like being beautiful, rich and immortal?" I sugggested
"Yes" she was waiting for my answer. But I wasn't sure whether I want to answer.
"It just, I don't know how to explain" I paused "But I believe in balance - আপনি have to give something in order to get. What should I sacrifice to become one of you?" she nodded and I knew that she didn't any other explanation, but I decided to tell her the true reason. "How can I accept such long and interesting existence when I'm sure I haven't deserved this one simple short human life?"
Her eyes widened but before she could ask me anything else I went back to living room. I had things in my life I didn't want to remember.
If আপনি have any thoughts, please leave a comment. And thanks for পাঠ করা it!
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just ব্যক্ত that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine আপনি can dress me up. aneways it is a হ্যালোইন party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell আপনি that আপনি had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 ঘন্টা later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just ব্যক্ত that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine আপনি can dress me up. aneways it is a হ্যালোইন party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell আপনি that আপনি had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 ঘন্টা later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told আপনি I was a vampire and not the good kind, would আপনি believe me? Of course not. আপনি live in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. আপনি must not let your বন্ধু nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once আপনি turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell আপনি is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect আপনি to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার aren’t supposed to be real, but আপনি my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before আপনি turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask আপনি again to keep this book a secret, if আপনি don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
আপনি may now enter. If আপনি dare.
What if I told আপনি I was a vampire and not the good kind, would আপনি believe me? Of course not. আপনি live in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. আপনি must not let your বন্ধু nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once আপনি turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell আপনি is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect আপনি to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার aren’t supposed to be real, but আপনি my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before আপনি turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask আপনি again to keep this book a secret, if আপনি don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
আপনি may now enter. If আপনি dare.
