Cuddled up in my বিছানা I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him something that could evidently ruin our friendship? I can’t ভালুক not to have him in my life, no matter how small অথবা large a part he plays in it I shall keep the secret from him. Jacob knows something is wrong but what does he expect he knows I am in প্রণয় with Edward but won’t let me go. All I am to him is a মুষ্ট্যাঘাত bag! I and everyone else in Forks knows how he sleeps around and also wonder why I take him back, but how can I not as hard as it is to admit I প্রণয় him, but I am not in প্রণয় with him. My বন্ধু wonder how I can say that but the truth is when he is truly himself he is one of the nicest people আপনি will ever meet. It is just a shame that side of him isn’t shown আরো frequently. Climbing out of বিছানা the first thing I am face with is a ছবি of Edward and I at junior prom, I remember that দিন so clearly Flashback E – Bella, আপনি know your my best friend? And আপনি know how much I প্রণয় you? So will আপনি please, please, please go to prom with me – I know আপনি hate to dance but আপনি don’t need to I promise but please come.
How could I say no to him? I প্রণয় him.
B – Okay Edward I will go with আপনি but আপনি owe me big time. As soon as they words escaped my lips he pulled me into one of his large ভালুক hugs that I প্রণয় so much.
End of Flashback
I stood up and began to get dressed in a white t-shirt and black blazer, today I honestly couldn’t care less what I looked like. As I was about to walk out I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to admit I looked good. After grabbing an আপেল for breakfast a small smile spread across my face at how I looked today. I thought how Edward would never be able to take his eyes off me, then that image was quickly removed from my head at the realization that Edward would never truly like me in that way. Then my good mood ended. Grabbing my keys from the dish in the hall I headed out to my Little Ford Ka which I had to admit I loved dearly, as I was about to reverse a mop of brown hair standing behind my car caught my attention. It was Edward a small smile spread across my face as he chapped on the passenger window.(E) Bella, Good Morning Babe, Do আপনি mind giving me a lift to school? (B) Ofcourse! What are best বন্ধু for. (E)Your right your my best friend in the whole wide world and I hope আপনি always will be!
That was it the tears started to appear in my eyes at that, me always being his best friend nothing more? It broke my হৃদয় I quickly wiped the tear way before he noticed and began what was going to be a long journey to school.
Okay people (: So I know its short and I think its crap but please leave মতামত to help me that is if আপনি want me to continue and I promise I shall try to make it as good as possible ! Thanks!
Lisa.
Ps – I would like to thank CarlislesLover for naming my fanfic !
