have a lot of time on my hands. so i hope to do a chapter once a দিন :P
this is too Moolah , for আপনি kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, আপনি know all the words, আপনি have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My হৃদয় beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a বার্বি doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal একপ্রকার গায়ক পক্ষী come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told দ্বারা "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i ব্যক্ত while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a সেকেন্ড i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that আপনি et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
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"ok, what song do আপনি want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we হারিয়ে গেছে it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time আপনি were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO আপনি THINK YOUR GOING!?"
this is too Moolah , for আপনি kind words!
Bella's POV.
"Bella, look at me, আপনি know all the words, আপনি have got it perfected, all be fine, they just kids" Phil said.
After Phil baseball career went down the drown he soon took the offer to be my manger and to a good surprise he was a good one.
Just kids, they were Seniors. I was one not so long ago. And i diddnt really enjoy it.
My হৃদয় beating rapidly.
I still dont why im still doing this, i still hadnt caught edward's attention.
Damm i dont even dance with the songs, why am i even in this buisness. If people even saw me dance I'd became an instand "1 hit wonder"
I had been a বার্বি doll back in the girls locker rooms, which had been made "out of bounds around " for me, . i was down dressed in a slick black dress, with a silver patch work, and a see-through patch near my boob , i arguement for a new dress, and i lost.
And thank goodness i won the arguement on shoes. My costume desgigner Debbie was expecting to surviving in "pumps" ha ha , ha i dont think so.
I may of hated the dress, but i would disagree that made me look prettier then my hardest efforts.
Taking one last pant, and then at last deciding that this is going to be my last show. if i can convince Phil. (propberly another aguement i will lose)
Opening the doors the the gym, too afriad to look at the crowd just yet.
It was huge, way bigger then i even expected. way larger then forks.
An Instant pain crushed throught my heart, burning, another blow, the hole in my chest.
Principal একপ্রকার গায়ক পক্ষী come to my side, clunched my arm to sturdy me.
Putting on a happy face trying to fool of me being apparently fine. But as i once told দ্বারা "him" that i was open book. BUt also i was also hard to read. Which one was i today?
"Hi bella, how are you?"
"Im good thanks,so where will be " i ব্যক্ত while now looking fully around the room. The cheers and whistles now coming noticeable. I have to now.
i turned to face them and waved. They stunned me, there were soo many.
ohh great. oh a সেকেন্ড i felt like running out of here, screaming and yailing.
"oh yeah right, in the middle here. "
oh great , in the middle. where almost anyone can see me. Even thought that was the whole point of me eing here, but but.
The edges of my chest still sizzling.
Ok. Jarred, Josh and Maddy were waiting to come out, they are my band members.
Jarred on Drums, Josh on key baord/piano, and Maddy guitar.
i flicked my finger to the back of the room, where they awaited my signal, they emerged, making the corwd gorw louder.
I was glad because the crowd was now louder then the sound of my fast beating heart.
i still dont beleive it when people say that আপনি et used to it. Nope, i will never got over this.
-------------------------------------------------
"ok, what song do আপনি want" i spoke into the microphone. The spot light now on me. Only to increase my freaking out.
"HAPPY ENDING!!!!!!" haha i never get tired of that song. It was my new song,well i could really say that it was my song, i had to pay Avril to make it for me, because my lack of rhytem and music. Sometimes i think how did i even get on the first stage if i was that hopeless.
And i think Avril beleived the same.
Straighten in adn twisted to the maddy and Jarred, nodding , for understanding.
"ok, here we go"
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we হারিয়ে গেছে it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time আপনি were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."
This was for"him " in everyway.
As soon as i d finshed, the corwd appalanced. thank goodness.
"ALICE,JASPER AND EDWARD CULLEN!, GET BACK HERE, WHERE DO আপনি THINK YOUR GOING!?"
The reason why i haven't been able to write to much is because i have school, after school activites, projects, afternoon homework, and weekend work!! I know, it's crazy!!! but i have two major projecrts due, one in december, and one in January!!! So I know that আপনি are thinking 'Well, other writers can write their stories and have আরো work than me' The problem is that i can't focus on আরো than one thing and i get weekly projects so that messes up everything!
As soon as i have time to write i will!! I penkey swear!!!! Thanks আপনি for bearing with me!! আপনি guys rock!!
Luv u,
Bella_Cullen902
As soon as i have time to write i will!! I penkey swear!!!! Thanks আপনি for bearing with me!! আপনি guys rock!!
Luv u,
Bella_Cullen902
Twilight Romances
Alice and Jasper they fit together like pices of a puzzle
Emmett and Rosealie the perfect couple
Carlisle and Esme the lifelong dream
Edward and Bella the Romeo and Juliet of life
Renessme and Jacob The match as it came to be
Twilight romances oh my oh me.
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Why me
I ask myself all the time why me
why did he pick me
he is an অ্যাঞ্জেল
and i'm so averge
why me
how did I become this lucky
I can tell he loves me
and i don't know why
I wish he would tell me
অথবা else I may cry
I'm so happy he can't die
My Edward My Edward
Why me why am I so lucky
Alice and Jasper they fit together like pices of a puzzle
Emmett and Rosealie the perfect couple
Carlisle and Esme the lifelong dream
Edward and Bella the Romeo and Juliet of life
Renessme and Jacob The match as it came to be
Twilight romances oh my oh me.
__________________________________________________
Why me
I ask myself all the time why me
why did he pick me
he is an অ্যাঞ্জেল
and i'm so averge
why me
how did I become this lucky
I can tell he loves me
and i don't know why
I wish he would tell me
অথবা else I may cry
I'm so happy he can't die
My Edward My Edward
Why me why am I so lucky
Why is Rosalie so unpopular in the Twilight fandom?
She seems anything but a Mary Sue, and believe me when I say that. She's vain, shallow, and kind of hostile towards Bella at first. She's not perfect. She's no ডিজনি princess who sings to chipmunks and has little animal বন্ধু who cater to her every whim. She has a temper that puts a lion with a bad case of PMS to shame on that count.
Remember that the way she acted to Bella was only because she felt threatened. She thought Bella was going to reveal their secret. That just shows that she cares about the safety of her family, right?
Can আপনি imagine being shown up দ্বারা someone clearly inferior to you? That might sting.
Rosalie really isn't that bad. Just that after পাঠ করা a few hundred pages of limited insight about Rosalie, when all of a sudden she goes all soft, the damage done might not be reversible.
So please hear me when I say that Rosalie isn't such a horrible character. She really isn't.
She seems anything but a Mary Sue, and believe me when I say that. She's vain, shallow, and kind of hostile towards Bella at first. She's not perfect. She's no ডিজনি princess who sings to chipmunks and has little animal বন্ধু who cater to her every whim. She has a temper that puts a lion with a bad case of PMS to shame on that count.
Remember that the way she acted to Bella was only because she felt threatened. She thought Bella was going to reveal their secret. That just shows that she cares about the safety of her family, right?
Can আপনি imagine being shown up দ্বারা someone clearly inferior to you? That might sting.
Rosalie really isn't that bad. Just that after পাঠ করা a few hundred pages of limited insight about Rosalie, when all of a sudden she goes all soft, the damage done might not be reversible.
So please hear me when I say that Rosalie isn't such a horrible character. She really isn't.