Chapter 4
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what আপনি doing I really need আপনি can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I প্রণয় him but not like I প্রণয় Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts দ্বারা my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? আপনি coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the দেওয়াল so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 মিনিট later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper অথবা Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks দ্বারা what I saw. Edward on শীর্ষ of Tanya on his বিছানা with a smashed ছবি of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my বিছানা and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Bella please im worried আপনি wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about ডিনার tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! আপনি better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do আপনি mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what আপনি want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
আপনি don’t need to be sorry! I will see আপনি if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 সেকেন্ড later he replied
Where are আপনি going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all আপনি need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are আপনি being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I প্রণয় You! -E . দ্বারা this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: মতামত etc !
Lisa.
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what আপনি doing I really need আপনি can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I প্রণয় him but not like I প্রণয় Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts দ্বারা my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? আপনি coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the দেওয়াল so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 মিনিট later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper অথবা Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks দ্বারা what I saw. Edward on শীর্ষ of Tanya on his বিছানা with a smashed ছবি of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my বিছানা and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Bella please im worried আপনি wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about ডিনার tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! আপনি better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do আপনি mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what আপনি want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
আপনি don’t need to be sorry! I will see আপনি if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 সেকেন্ড later he replied
Where are আপনি going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all আপনি need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are আপনি being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I প্রণয় You! -E . দ্বারা this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: মতামত etc !
Lisa.
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Summary: Edward reminisces about his 'lost' first love.
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I was just wondering what the official name for people who crave vamps and werewolfs etc.
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega অনুরাগী shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do আপনি think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega অনুরাগী shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do আপনি think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
We were together, meant forever
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared দ্বারা a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He ব্যক্ত I could
But 1 condition he carried
He ব্যক্ত he'd do it
But only if we got married
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared দ্বারা a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He ব্যক্ত I could
But 1 condition he carried
He ব্যক্ত he'd do it
But only if we got married
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then আপনি took me
To your special hideaway
So আপনি could প্রদর্শনী me what you're like
In the light of day
My হৃদয় was racing
I was falling for you
My only প্রশ্ন was
Do আপনি feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then আপনি took me
To your special hideaway
So আপনি could প্রদর্শনী me what you're like
In the light of day
My হৃদয় was racing
I was falling for you
My only প্রশ্ন was
Do আপনি feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he ব্যক্ত he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he ব্যক্ত he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.