Chapter 4
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what আপনি doing I really need আপনি can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I প্রণয় him but not like I প্রণয় Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts দ্বারা my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? আপনি coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the দেওয়াল so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 মিনিট later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper অথবা Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks দ্বারা what I saw. Edward on শীর্ষ of Tanya on his বিছানা with a smashed ছবি of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my বিছানা and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Bella please im worried আপনি wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about ডিনার tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! আপনি better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do আপনি mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what আপনি want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
আপনি don’t need to be sorry! I will see আপনি if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 সেকেন্ড later he replied
Where are আপনি going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all আপনি need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are আপনি being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I প্রণয় You! -E . দ্বারা this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: মতামত etc !
Lisa.
B|POV
I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what আপনি doing I really need আপনি can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I প্রণয় him but not like I প্রণয় Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts দ্বারা my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? আপনি coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the দেওয়াল so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 মিনিট later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper অথবা Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks দ্বারা what I saw. Edward on শীর্ষ of Tanya on his বিছানা with a smashed ছবি of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my বিছানা and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Bella please im worried আপনি wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about ডিনার tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! আপনি better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do আপনি mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what আপনি want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
আপনি don’t need to be sorry! I will see আপনি if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 সেকেন্ড later he replied
Where are আপনি going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I প্রণয় you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all আপনি need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are আপনি being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I প্রণয় You! -E . দ্বারা this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.
Okay people enjoy! (: মতামত etc !
Lisa.
আপনি KNOW YOUR OBSESSED WITH TWILIGHT WHEN:
1.You see a silver Volvo flying down the রাস্তা and yell, "Edward come back!"
2.You ask your boyfriend to rub ice on your lips before he kisses you.
3.You walk around thinking,'I know what আপনি
are' encase Edward is nearby.
4.You approach a নেকড়ে without taking precaution.
5.You put the name on your Myspace as, Mrs.Cullen.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
6.When আপনি are পাঠ করা this article!
lol! I hope আপনি all enjoyed! Please মতামত and rate. TEAM EDWARD!!!
1.You see a silver Volvo flying down the রাস্তা and yell, "Edward come back!"
2.You ask your boyfriend to rub ice on your lips before he kisses you.
3.You walk around thinking,'I know what আপনি
are' encase Edward is nearby.
4.You approach a নেকড়ে without taking precaution.
5.You put the name on your Myspace as, Mrs.Cullen.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
6.When আপনি are পাঠ করা this article!
lol! I hope আপনি all enjoyed! Please মতামত and rate. TEAM EDWARD!!!
আপনি promised me that
every time we touch
আপনি will never release your hold
your hold on to me
your hold on to reality
আপনি promised me that
no matter what happens
আপনি will comfort my aura
my aura of my stress
my aura of my mind
আপনি promised me that
my feelings for আপনি
would never change
never change from love
never change from us
আপনি promised me that
nothing would ever
be serious in life
that life was a game
but that I was the dice
আপনি promised me that
though we come from seperate worlds
no one could hold us back
hold us back from fate
hold us back from destiny
And as I look around the room
I realise
that all of us
in our own two intertwined minds
are Inseperable.
every time we touch
আপনি will never release your hold
your hold on to me
your hold on to reality
আপনি promised me that
no matter what happens
আপনি will comfort my aura
my aura of my stress
my aura of my mind
আপনি promised me that
my feelings for আপনি
would never change
never change from love
never change from us
আপনি promised me that
nothing would ever
be serious in life
that life was a game
but that I was the dice
আপনি promised me that
though we come from seperate worlds
no one could hold us back
hold us back from fate
hold us back from destiny
And as I look around the room
I realise
that all of us
in our own two intertwined minds
are Inseperable.