Chapter 5

E|POV

Running to class I took my আসন in English and thought about what had just happened. Then Tanya came and sat পরবর্তি to me and grasped my hand and began running it up and down her thigh. God I wasn’t in the mood! I may have just হারিয়ে গেছে my best friend and she’s horny? Oh God just cause I wasn’t in the mood doesn’t mean HE wasn’t. Before thinking twice as soon as English was over she dragged me out to her car and began driving to my house. Before I could say anything she pulled me up to my room and flung me onto my বিছানা before she jumped on শীর্ষ of me she noticed the ছবি of Bella and I. (T) Finally got sick of that bitch?(T) she ব্যক্ত happily. I snapped back (E) No! So are we doing this অথবা not? (E) And with that she jumped on শীর্ষ of me and we began making out. I flung her on the বিছানা so I was on শীর্ষ and began devouring her. As I was getting into it I heard a small chap on the door and before I could stop I heard a pained gasp. As I climbed off of Tanya I realized I saw a flash of brown hair and knew straight away it was Bella, looking around I seen what she must have saw not only me on শীর্ষ of but the smashed ছবি of Bella and myself. Crap! I muttered under my breath. And began running to catch up with her (E) Bella, please wait im sorry!(E) I shouted at her but it was too late she was gone. I collapsed on the stairs and thought about everything, every memory I had Bella was in it and now I had হারিয়ে গেছে her. I finally got back up and went back to my room where Tanya was sitting with a টক look on her face. Before she could say anything I snapped (E) Tanya! Get the hell out I really don’t want to see you. (E) She looked at me shocked. (T) আপনি know what Edward we are over, you’re obviously in প্রণয় with her. I don’t know why she is such a stupid bitch!(T) I was fuming anger, not with the fact that she had just broke up with me but at what she was calling Bella. (E) Get the hell out now (E) I roared. As soon as she had left I went over to look out my window to see if I could see Bella but her curtains were shut. Damn it! What had I done? I whipped my phone out my trousers pocket and text her.
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
Bella was normally so quick to reply to texts but she wasn’t replying to mine. However, I was not going to give up!
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I প্রণয় you. Ex
I cringed at the last three words I knew I had no right to say that to her especially after what I was putting her through. No Reply. I decided to go around and bang on her door until she answered after about 10 মিনিট she still wasn’t opening it up. I began to worry. She wouldn’t do anything stupid! Would she…? I had to shake that out of my head I couldn’t stand anything happening to her.
Bella please im worried আপনি wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
I needed her to reply! Was beginning to get pissed now.
Bella Swan! আপনি better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex

She never replied so I went back to my house and when I got in my mum was waiting for me.
(M) Edward what’s wrong? আপনি look terrible. (M) I really didn’t want to have this conversation right now. (E) Nothing Mum! Just leave me alone please! (E) before she could reply I ran up to my room and lay on my বিছানা where I fell asleep. About an ঘন্টা later I woke up to my phone beeping. I picked it up and saw there was one new message from Bella. Thank God I thought to myself.
আপনি don’t need to be sorry! I will see আপনি if and when I come back! Goodbye. B What? Where was she going? She couldn’t leave me I needed her! I replied as quick as my fingers would allow.
Where are আপনি going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I প্রণয় you. Ex It was true I did need her. She replied almost as soon as I had sent it.
Its none of your business where I am going all আপনি need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me! –B
I read all the message and the words stood out. ‘don’t lie. আপনি don’t প্রণয় me!’ with everything that was going on I was completely sure about the fact I loved her and she would know one way অথবা another. One day.
Why are আপনি being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I প্রণয় You! -E . দ্বারা this point I was in tears. It may be hard to admit but she is the most important thing in my life. I waited for a reply and when I got it I wished I hadn’t.
Goodbye Edward.
At that moment my life came crashing down. She was serious. She was leaving. What had I done?
I sat at my ডেস্ক and felt like the burning man was taking over me.





Sorry its so long guys I got carried away. Hope আপনি enjoyed! Thanks for reading!
Lisa.