Kristen/Edward

in the mood to be যেভাবে খুশী again. *sighs*

I wrote a প্রবন্ধ Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.

I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy

I'm a ডিজনি অনুরাগী okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." আপনি know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.


one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the সারমেয় do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.

yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he ব্যক্ত a line from the Book.

"so, do i Dazzle you?"


I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.

should i be scared? O_______o

Okay so I'm not one of those অনুরাগী who wants the film to be exactly like the book-no offence to anyone- because I know thats just not going to happen.
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:



Don't আপনি think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all চলচ্চিত্র aren't like the বই they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her জ্যাকেট at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?

So Like now EVERYONE in my school is পাঠ করা twilight when I read it like before they even started to film the movie. So what what's my point? Well, my point is that before before Breaking Dawn came out, when some was পাঠ করা the বই it was like আপনি would talk to them and আপনি would talk like you've been বন্ধু forever when you've just meet the person. Now I see someone পাঠ করা twilight and I eathier get tried of seeing them অথবা get sick. Ok maybe not get sick but still আপনি can't talk to the person like আপনি used to talk to them, all enthusiastic and excited! And for me most of the time the real exciting stuff is in the movie and the people who read the বই nowa days don't know alot stuff about the movie. I believe that the people on the fansites are the REAL CRAZY fans, because if আপনি ask anybody else what Spunk Randsom means, they wouldn't know. Anyway i just feel like it's so not exciting anymore....

im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell