R.I.P

Ive been sad with out my friend ryan here e. I found a poem that helped me. It made me glad hes gone. Only cause I know hes safe. And for once your Ryan again. Your not in trouble with the law, your not doing drugs, your just sitting around playing madden and listening to the পরবর্তি crazy song দ্বারা the fall of troy! HaHa I miss him. But it would be bad to wish him back so he could suffer again. Please keep watching over me. I প্রণয় আপনি ryan!

He suffered for years

My eyes are filled with tears

But unable to cry

I stood দ্বারা and watched him die

I hated myself for not trying to lend a hand

But I didn’t know what to do

He suffered from an addiction each day

I didn’t say anything and I pretended like everything was okay

I knew for so long That there was something wrong

As he grew আরো distant from me

Then that দিন when I saw the pictures of him getting high

It was a sight that I couldn’t bare to see

So I made myself believe that he couldn’t

And he wouldn’t Hurt me that way I was living a lie

Months passed by

And finally he came clean

And promised আপনি would quit

Though he kept it

And it hurts me to say

The addiction is what killed him

I all I could do is pray

That God won’t take my dad away

But He did

God relieved him from his suffering

I want him here with me

But when I saw him there

He was so free from the pain

I couldn’t wish him back, so he could suffer again

আপনি had an addiction

And it kills me to say

The addiction is why you’re not alive today