I thought it would be a good idea to try and write goodbye
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.

and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down

but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
অথবা protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...

OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a একপ্রকার ফুলের গাছ tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest একপ্রকার ফুলের গাছ I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the বৃক্ষ that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
দেওয়াল ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a একপ্রকার ফুলের গাছ and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do আপনি think I did?What would আপনি have done?

I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad ব্যক্ত one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. দিন and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....

I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go


Dedicated to my grandfather I miss আপনি ... even if I never met আপনি =,[


পরবর্তি journal entry coming up in few please
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Asperger's Syndrome is a mild form of autism with a bit of learning disability. It is the same as social anxiety. People with this kind have difficulty learning academics, socializing with other people, and forming friendships.

What does it feel like to have this? You'll be sensitive to loud sounds, lack of interest in to many things, difficulty understanding sarcasm and jokes, you'll feel lonely and alone, আপনি see the world differently to other people, and the most overwhelming is আপনি feel different in the world. It is also a lifelong condition and can't be cured. But help is a guide of their life. আপনি will realize that those people have আরো intelligence and will grow up successfully in their life. And also they have a great হৃদয় of understanding on people's problems. They will also be kind and patient from what we are.

See the outside, and know deep the inside. There's no nothing than a reason behind.

It's better to be UNIQUE!