Ian, grabbed my hand aging, "where are we going?" I asked him. He just smiled "first were going to get some খাবার in you. সেকেন্ড I'll take আপনি back to my place and আপনি can stay there."
"What about my stuff it's in my car, which is back there?"
I turned around, and then he grabbed me "do আপনি mean that thing over there." I nodded, "Hey aren't আপনি 16, আপনি don't have your full license yet, so why are আপনি driving." I looked at him, then walked to my car, what was that? I thought, wasn't my car back there.
Ian looked at me, "come on what's taking so long?" I turned away and then I got in my car, I tried to start it but it wouldn't start. I was trapped, trapped and now I had no way to get out, I hit my head against the staring wheel and was back in the room with Mark.
"Lynn I need আপনি to be careful, I can't- I can't- just please be careful Lynn, I can't tell আপনি what to do, Just be careful of..."
I was back in the car, Ian was staring at me. "Find your path" I hard Mark whisper, Ian came over to me.
"Come on will take my car." He pulled me out the car. I couldn't remembered anything Mark said, what was Ian doing to me. He squeezed my hand and, I forgot everything, all I remember is nothing. Ian took me to the Sit and Dine,"order anything আপনি want,I'm paying." He took my hand, I jerked away. He looked at me, when the lady came to take our orders, Ian order a Sprite I order a white out mtn dew.
"Don't আপনি want something to eat?" Ian asked me, I shook my head, "I'm a vegetarian." I ব্যক্ত not wanting to talk to him. He took my hand aging, "why don't আপনি trust me?" Ian asked all of a sudden, I repeated the প্রশ্ন in my head, then ignored him.
He stood up, and took me with him he threw some money on the table, then left. I tried to pull out of his grip but he held me tight. He pushed me against the car, "answer me, why don't আপনি trust me?" I looked away from him, "Lynn!" I heard in my head, "keep doing what your doing, fight him off keep him out of আপনি head and I-"
Mark cut off right there, so Ian was doing something, but what was I suppose to do? Find my path what the hell dose that mean, Ian was still looking at me. Then he backed off, opened the car door, and then went around to his side. I looked behind me to see if I had a good Chance of running back to my car.
"Don't" Ian said, I started not to listen, but I knew that I didn't stand a chance. I got in the car, reached in my pocket dodged my cell phone just in case i had to call the police, took out my I-pod, and turned on Kings of Leon- USE SOMEBODY. Ian laughed at me, then stroked my face.
"Your so cute" He said, then stared at me for a long time before he stared to drive. I crossed my hands in front of my chess, and turned up my music, then the song switched to Paramore- Decode from twilight.
My friend is really going to miss her I-pod, all her rock songs and her hip hop songs, after that song was over, supermassive black hole দ্বারা Muse. Ian took the ear phones out my ear, "Why'd আপনি do that?" He smiled that cocky smiles, at me.
"Why do আপনি keep ignoring me?" I smiled one of my most Sassiest smile "'Cause I don't trust you."
He laughed and I pouted, "ah the famous pout, that pout can turn anyone on." I don't know what he's talking about turn on, but my pout gets me anything I want. I remember when I was five and I wanted, that পরাকাষ্ঠা bike with purple strings hanging down it.
Ian put his hand on my leg, then rubbed it up and down. "I'll make it all better." He whispered in my ear, I inferred that he meant my heartack form my family, but then he bit my hand and bit it. I bleed and he licked it up, it felt awesome. He mound, and stared filling up my backside.
"St-" I was cut off, he kissed me, I pushed against his chess. He didn't even fill me, he tugged on my shirt, then pushed me out the car and shoved me towards the house, "the doors open", he ব্যক্ত threw clenched teeth. I opened the door, I don't know why, but I did?
He came in behind me, shut the door, and stared স্নেহ চুম্বন me aging. Stop I want to say, but the words couldn't out, He pulled my শার্ট over my head, and then tugged my jeans off. "there in the way" He told me while give me a chance to breath.
"stop" I got the words out, he didn't stop he unhooked my bra, he was already undressed, he kept my underwear on, and jammed his thumb into it. I mound, he smiled, "You don't want me to stop." I couldn't look away from his eyes.
I screamed, and he slapped me, "Shut the hell up" he ordered.
My friend did this chapter, She Love's to write and will be finishing this story for me. sorry that this is a little PG. 13 but আপনি know, those ppls. thanks for reading
"What about my stuff it's in my car, which is back there?"
I turned around, and then he grabbed me "do আপনি mean that thing over there." I nodded, "Hey aren't আপনি 16, আপনি don't have your full license yet, so why are আপনি driving." I looked at him, then walked to my car, what was that? I thought, wasn't my car back there.
Ian looked at me, "come on what's taking so long?" I turned away and then I got in my car, I tried to start it but it wouldn't start. I was trapped, trapped and now I had no way to get out, I hit my head against the staring wheel and was back in the room with Mark.
"Lynn I need আপনি to be careful, I can't- I can't- just please be careful Lynn, I can't tell আপনি what to do, Just be careful of..."
I was back in the car, Ian was staring at me. "Find your path" I hard Mark whisper, Ian came over to me.
"Come on will take my car." He pulled me out the car. I couldn't remembered anything Mark said, what was Ian doing to me. He squeezed my hand and, I forgot everything, all I remember is nothing. Ian took me to the Sit and Dine,"order anything আপনি want,I'm paying." He took my hand, I jerked away. He looked at me, when the lady came to take our orders, Ian order a Sprite I order a white out mtn dew.
"Don't আপনি want something to eat?" Ian asked me, I shook my head, "I'm a vegetarian." I ব্যক্ত not wanting to talk to him. He took my hand aging, "why don't আপনি trust me?" Ian asked all of a sudden, I repeated the প্রশ্ন in my head, then ignored him.
He stood up, and took me with him he threw some money on the table, then left. I tried to pull out of his grip but he held me tight. He pushed me against the car, "answer me, why don't আপনি trust me?" I looked away from him, "Lynn!" I heard in my head, "keep doing what your doing, fight him off keep him out of আপনি head and I-"
Mark cut off right there, so Ian was doing something, but what was I suppose to do? Find my path what the hell dose that mean, Ian was still looking at me. Then he backed off, opened the car door, and then went around to his side. I looked behind me to see if I had a good Chance of running back to my car.
"Don't" Ian said, I started not to listen, but I knew that I didn't stand a chance. I got in the car, reached in my pocket dodged my cell phone just in case i had to call the police, took out my I-pod, and turned on Kings of Leon- USE SOMEBODY. Ian laughed at me, then stroked my face.
"Your so cute" He said, then stared at me for a long time before he stared to drive. I crossed my hands in front of my chess, and turned up my music, then the song switched to Paramore- Decode from twilight.
My friend is really going to miss her I-pod, all her rock songs and her hip hop songs, after that song was over, supermassive black hole দ্বারা Muse. Ian took the ear phones out my ear, "Why'd আপনি do that?" He smiled that cocky smiles, at me.
"Why do আপনি keep ignoring me?" I smiled one of my most Sassiest smile "'Cause I don't trust you."
He laughed and I pouted, "ah the famous pout, that pout can turn anyone on." I don't know what he's talking about turn on, but my pout gets me anything I want. I remember when I was five and I wanted, that পরাকাষ্ঠা bike with purple strings hanging down it.
Ian put his hand on my leg, then rubbed it up and down. "I'll make it all better." He whispered in my ear, I inferred that he meant my heartack form my family, but then he bit my hand and bit it. I bleed and he licked it up, it felt awesome. He mound, and stared filling up my backside.
"St-" I was cut off, he kissed me, I pushed against his chess. He didn't even fill me, he tugged on my shirt, then pushed me out the car and shoved me towards the house, "the doors open", he ব্যক্ত threw clenched teeth. I opened the door, I don't know why, but I did?
He came in behind me, shut the door, and stared স্নেহ চুম্বন me aging. Stop I want to say, but the words couldn't out, He pulled my শার্ট over my head, and then tugged my jeans off. "there in the way" He told me while give me a chance to breath.
"stop" I got the words out, he didn't stop he unhooked my bra, he was already undressed, he kept my underwear on, and jammed his thumb into it. I mound, he smiled, "You don't want me to stop." I couldn't look away from his eyes.
I screamed, and he slapped me, "Shut the hell up" he ordered.
My friend did this chapter, She Love's to write and will be finishing this story for me. sorry that this is a little PG. 13 but আপনি know, those ppls. thanks for reading
I was born, yet I felt as though I lived before.
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate খাবার and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of নায়ক and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the পরবর্তি day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate খাবার and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of নায়ক and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the পরবর্তি day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
umm নমস্কার guys sorry i have not পোষ্ট হয়েছে anything in so long I got major লেখা block and had to wait untill all of my expertise came back to me.
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my হৃদয় there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an গাধা
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my হৃদয় once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If আপনি can see past all of the scars
আপনি will see my suppresed heart!
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my হৃদয় there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an গাধা
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my হৃদয় once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If আপনি can see past all of the scars
আপনি will see my suppresed heart!
We're blind to another one's pain
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone
