So... this is the first time I post my poems here (I just found this spot:) But I'll post them and see what আপনি think:) This poem was made for a friend of mine here... For her story! Hope আপনি all like it:)
I’m হারিয়ে গেছে in the remains of our love,
Trying to find a way to get out of
This dark place, looking for a light…
I’m travelling through my memories,
Searching in the good moments for a
Clue that this bad moment would come.
But in the sparkling memories I only
Find what I thought was love…
It was heaven with an অ্যাঞ্জেল only
For me, and now it’s hell without a
Way out… I want a sun to guide me out!
His voice is গান গাওয়া in my mind,
When danger is close I hear him…
When I dream, I see him…
And it breaks my heart…
I try to let go but he’s stuck in my mind!
If only I could find a light to help out…
To take me out of this dark pain!
If only I could find a way to reach out
To the real world… To let go of the sorrow!
So... Tell me what আপনি think:)
I’m হারিয়ে গেছে in the remains of our love,
Trying to find a way to get out of
This dark place, looking for a light…
I’m travelling through my memories,
Searching in the good moments for a
Clue that this bad moment would come.
But in the sparkling memories I only
Find what I thought was love…
It was heaven with an অ্যাঞ্জেল only
For me, and now it’s hell without a
Way out… I want a sun to guide me out!
His voice is গান গাওয়া in my mind,
When danger is close I hear him…
When I dream, I see him…
And it breaks my heart…
I try to let go but he’s stuck in my mind!
If only I could find a light to help out…
To take me out of this dark pain!
If only I could find a way to reach out
To the real world… To let go of the sorrow!
So... Tell me what আপনি think:)
eyes red fighting to breathe.
Alone in a room,
dark and sound.
In despair for a long time.
Something আপনি can't escape,
some unbearable
Words seem to slip,
body feels so weak
Windows down, curtains closed
Alone
Dark thoughts race
Memories fly
In despair for a long time
Again
Eyes closed
Skin cold, ready to walk away
Have the freedom to make choices
Forget despair
Ignore everyone who ignores you
It hurts to think
about despair
Complications, frustrations,
leave them behind.
Although both trapped and tied.
both confused.
used.
abused.
Your laying with me,
out in the dark,
Stars still blinding
sirens still chiming.
At least we are together
but why can't আপনি see
why your really here
right beside me.
your adding to the problem
but yet আপনি heal.
your like a drug
that makes me feel
like the pain is gone.
I need you
want আপনি
প্রণয় আপনি
A word to strong
for আপনি to bare
so আপনি act if
আপনি don't even care.
But deep inside
Inside your heart
আপনি know I was yours
right from the start.
Although the pain that is causes
to have to wait
for আপনি to realize
your certain fate.
It's well worth it
in the end
when your spending eternity with me
hand in hand
now standing on last দিন of বছর
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
দিন দ্বারা দিন we got used to
night দ্বারা night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
পরবর্তি time we'll say
"damn our হৃদয় still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer প্রবন্ধ :P
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
দিন দ্বারা দিন we got used to
night দ্বারা night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
পরবর্তি time we'll say
"damn our হৃদয় still misses
THE 2011"
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.they wanted a longer প্রবন্ধ :P
are memories that still breathe.
Can আপনি feel my sorrow?
Scourge this body
sodden দ্বারা sweat
and never been washed away.
Can আপনি imagine the pain?
Trapped and tied for this place,
that's your fate,
আপনি will never run away.
Can I just fade away?
আপনি have fought before.
Will আপনি keep fighting now?
This dawn is always the same,
দিন full of difficulties,
sweaty শার্ট and empty eyes,
shaking hand that holds
this cigarette,
mind that wander in
yellow field.
Can আপনি forgive your life now?
The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when প্রণয় is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that স্বর্ণ has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
প্রণয় cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that প্রণয় can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare প্রণয় to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
প্রণয় is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when প্রণয় is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.
Know that স্বর্ণ has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
প্রণয় cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that প্রণয় can hold, can only be caught.
I would not compare প্রণয় to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
প্রণয় is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.
The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.
and আপনি will see.
Open your soul to those
who will listen,
they'll প্রদর্শনী আপনি the bright side,
the side আপনি have forgotten.
Trust just this once
and আপনি will see.
The sea of your হারিয়ে গেছে memories
shall return again
if আপনি make a right choice,
the choice that changes everything.
Trust just this once
and আপনি will see.
How many people আপনি want to save?
Who do আপনি want to follow you
in this journey we call living?
Try,
trust just this once
and আপনি will see.
All those dark thoughts
that have been imprisoned
in your mind
could be silenced by
the light
আপনি see cloudy
and it all seems unattainable
and impossible.
Although,
the real truth is in your heart,
আপনি just have to decide
what আপনি want to believe.
The smallest reason
to be alive again,
one single reason to smile
along with freedom.
~ Feel it and be free... ~
Hold me, don´t ever let me go. Even if the world crashes in, bury me under your love. Even if the spring never comes, don´t let me feel the cold. Hold me when the night is so cruel. অথবা when the scars of দিন mark my skin. If আপনি won´t let me go, I won´t release you. Two lovers, shielding each other from the storm. That´s who we´re going to be. Never change, never think. Let the actions flow into your hands, don´t stop. Keep going, keep your head up to the light. At the end of the journey, we will be home, the wounds forgotten and healed.
I hate you
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want আপনি here?
Do I want আপনি gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are আপনি real?
Are আপনি fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
আপনি spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of আপনি mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are আপনি worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now প্রদর্শনী me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
অথবা do I leave you?
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want আপনি here?
Do I want আপনি gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are আপনি real?
Are আপনি fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
আপনি spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of আপনি mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are আপনি worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now প্রদর্শনী me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
অথবা do I leave you?
Anger
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.
Clouds of happiness have covered my sky,i was thinking its a gift of god,i wish i could fly.Rain of প্রণয় showered all the night,i found each দিন so bright, i felt kind a sweet touch of flowers, i plucked each bud in the garden of wishes,i filled my bucket and sang the happy song ,i was walking,thinking about my প্রণয় and life.on my way i met a single flower,i glanced at it,and i thought to pluck this one.but it looked so sad!i asked ,why are u so sad?he answered me i was just like you,i had wishes just like আপনি have,i was in প্রণয় with rain,clouds and garden of wishes.clouds have gone,rain of প্রণয় never came again to my garden,and my wishes left me alone!,now i admit that i have nothing to love,i smiled and take him in my hands and ব্যক্ত dont cry !every thing will be fine, why do not আপনি প্রণয় your self,it will give আপনি life,love your sky,spread your fragrance, make your own garden of wishes,clouds of happiness will soon come to আপনি and bring your rain of love......................
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do আপনি understand?
Do আপনি get it?
Do আপনি even care?
Do আপনি understand bit দ্বারা bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some বন্ধু I got,
Some বন্ধু care,
And আপনি were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do আপনি understand?
Do আপনি get it?
Do আপনি even care?
Do আপনি understand bit দ্বারা bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some বন্ধু I got,
Some বন্ধু care,
And আপনি were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Death of প্রণয় arrives...
The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end
But will আপনি be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our প্রণয় shall be tested
But I'll be there...
The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity
Will আপনি be there?
Would death be too much to bare?
Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end
But will আপনি be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our প্রণয় shall be tested
But I'll be there...
“Unheeded warnings pushed me to the ground,
They pushed harder and harder till they knocked me down.
Only left with the desire to rise,
Into those lovely empyreal skies.
My wrongdoings, my feelings of hate,
Caused me to carry this troublesome weight.
To make things right is not always the goal,
I will be free when I earn someone’s soul.
I must win one heart,
Somehow, someway,
অথবা after ten years I won’t live one আরো day.
My dire situation, with my trust and my fear,
I must find just one person, one person to hold dear.
The skies are calling,
I’m wanting to fly.
My wings are broken, ফ্রোজেন stiff and bare.
But I must find someone,
Somehow, somewhere,
To help with the search, to help with my goal,
I must capture,
An untainted new soul.”
(c) Waverly L. Harris
They pushed harder and harder till they knocked me down.
Only left with the desire to rise,
Into those lovely empyreal skies.
My wrongdoings, my feelings of hate,
Caused me to carry this troublesome weight.
To make things right is not always the goal,
I will be free when I earn someone’s soul.
I must win one heart,
Somehow, someway,
অথবা after ten years I won’t live one আরো day.
My dire situation, with my trust and my fear,
I must find just one person, one person to hold dear.
The skies are calling,
I’m wanting to fly.
My wings are broken, ফ্রোজেন stiff and bare.
But I must find someone,
Somehow, somewhere,
To help with the search, to help with my goal,
I must capture,
An untainted new soul.”
(c) Waverly L. Harris