So... this is the first time I post my poems here (I just found this spot:) But I'll post them and see what আপনি think:) This poem was made for a friend of mine here... For her story! Hope আপনি all like it:)
I’m হারিয়ে গেছে in the remains of our love,
Trying to find a way to get out of
This dark place, looking for a light…
I’m travelling through my memories,
Searching in the good moments for a
Clue that this bad moment would come.
But in the sparkling memories I only
Find what I thought was love…
It was heaven with an অ্যাঞ্জেল only
For me, and now it’s hell without a
Way out… I want a sun to guide me out!
His voice is গান গাওয়া in my mind,
When danger is close I hear him…
When I dream, I see him…
And it breaks my heart…
I try to let go but he’s stuck in my mind!
If only I could find a light to help out…
To take me out of this dark pain!
If only I could find a way to reach out
To the real world… To let go of the sorrow!
So... Tell me what আপনি think:)
I’m হারিয়ে গেছে in the remains of our love,
Trying to find a way to get out of
This dark place, looking for a light…
I’m travelling through my memories,
Searching in the good moments for a
Clue that this bad moment would come.
But in the sparkling memories I only
Find what I thought was love…
It was heaven with an অ্যাঞ্জেল only
For me, and now it’s hell without a
Way out… I want a sun to guide me out!
His voice is গান গাওয়া in my mind,
When danger is close I hear him…
When I dream, I see him…
And it breaks my heart…
I try to let go but he’s stuck in my mind!
If only I could find a light to help out…
To take me out of this dark pain!
If only I could find a way to reach out
To the real world… To let go of the sorrow!
So... Tell me what আপনি think:)
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial প্রণয় is gone
Set aflame দ্বারা hate and lies
Love, gone, হারিয়ে গেছে forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing আপনি were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing আপনি were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial প্রণয় is gone
Set aflame দ্বারা hate and lies
Love, gone, হারিয়ে গেছে forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing আপনি were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing আপনি were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No আরো madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a প্রজাপতি emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
ফুলেরডালি opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This দিন shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my দিন is
As we lay down to rest
This দিন is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of আপনি and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No আরো madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a প্রজাপতি emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
ফুলেরডালি opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This দিন shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my দিন is
As we lay down to rest
This দিন is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of আপনি and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark মেঘ rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed বিষাক্ত মাকড়সা sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the খাবার they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a ভিক্টোরিয়াস fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After পাঠ করা about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the খাবার they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a ভিক্টোরিয়াস fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After পাঠ করা about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that আপনি can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that আপনি can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped আপনি to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame আপনি got আপনি don't want to share
My eyes looked at আপনি last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For আপনি I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and পরবর্তি day..... পরবর্তি দিন I woke up as the King of Hell..
Flying softly on beams of moonlight
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The ঘণ্টা of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The অনুষ্ঠান- অ্যারো hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The ঘণ্টা of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The অনুষ্ঠান- অ্যারো hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
I saw U passed Me,,,,with ur girl..
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
চুম্বন me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How চুম্বন flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
চুম্বন me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How চুম্বন flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
One দিন wouldn't shows the future,,,
one চুম্বন doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur হৃদয় into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to প্রণয় ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
চুম্বন that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over
one চুম্বন doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur হৃদয় into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to প্রণয় ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
চুম্বন that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over
pure প্রণয় never fades.
They say that
fighting for your aims
brings accomplishment.
They say that
time heals everything.
They say...
প্রণয় is an illusion,
imagination blurs
your mind.
Reality is as sad as
your heart.
But
they say...
Everything is passing,
but the প্রশ্ন still
remains.
Loneliness lives inside.
Hope is still alive.
আপনি fall today
but আপনি rise up tomorrow.
আপনি fight.
আপনি want.
আপনি dream.
আপনি are...
Filled দ্বারা hope
and willing to
live for your dreams,
আপনি may win
but
আপনি may lose.
Failure is always
minatory,
আপনি don't want
your dreams to be buried.
Precious dreams
still live in you,
but your will now
is weak.
But
they say that
hope never dies.
They say that
প্রণয় still shines.
when u look into his eyes...
U'll never guess what goes there
Oh Mine.....
even smile covered ur face,,,,but treasure still hide,,,and secret filling in ur brain
Forget those forbidden Kiss,dear...
he's Not yours...
when u think about how to make it urs..
u'll falling into a mess way
how can it happened?
Oh God,,,I can't throw myself into this Sin,,,
I can betrayed Him,,,
Please Forgive me,,,I miss who forbidden to say
Impossible dream,,,
when u see he's coming over u and realized that eyes glancing on ur mind
dancing as fate could be a real things to u
আপনি come
and আপনি go
leaving only
fear in your
path
the fear
in a small
child's eyes
a fear that
tells that
very child
that the
monsters of
their dreams
do exist
in the shadows
lurking and
waiting for
a chance
a chance to
let people
see the thing
they fear the most
your a dark
shadow moving
in the night
only seen by
the pale silver
moonlight
leaving only
terrified eyes
and enormous
fear behind
in your
cold
dead
path
everyone has their monsters that lurk and wait to find them. some run some dont but no matter wat they always spark a fear of the truth.
and আপনি go
leaving only
fear in your
path
the fear
in a small
child's eyes
a fear that
tells that
very child
that the
monsters of
their dreams
do exist
in the shadows
lurking and
waiting for
a chance
a chance to
let people
see the thing
they fear the most
your a dark
shadow moving
in the night
only seen by
the pale silver
moonlight
leaving only
terrified eyes
and enormous
fear behind
in your
cold
dead
path
everyone has their monsters that lurk and wait to find them. some run some dont but no matter wat they always spark a fear of the truth.
(Don't know where this poem came from in my mind...just came to me while listening to The Doors..)
Strange
Is everything strange?
When আপনি are alone, broken and tired
Your feeling of craziness has grown
Hearing voices that weren't there before
They're coming from the walls and even the floor
Telling আপনি to enter your brain, come see what's been hiding...
A world where everything is inside out...
Birds flying in the ocean...
মাছ swimming in the sky...
সারমেয় barking but they make no sound...
The trees grow with their roots to the heavens...
And the people are a faceless crowd...
What is this world আপনি have found?
Are আপনি the only one normal in this world of chaos?
অথবা are আপনি the strange one?
Strange
Is everything strange?
When আপনি are alone, broken and tired
Your feeling of craziness has grown
Hearing voices that weren't there before
They're coming from the walls and even the floor
Telling আপনি to enter your brain, come see what's been hiding...
A world where everything is inside out...
Birds flying in the ocean...
মাছ swimming in the sky...
সারমেয় barking but they make no sound...
The trees grow with their roots to the heavens...
And the people are a faceless crowd...
What is this world আপনি have found?
Are আপনি the only one normal in this world of chaos?
অথবা are আপনি the strange one?
If আপনি knew how I felt?
Would আপনি have considered a freak?
Would আপনি have tied me up
If I fought back?
Would আপনি have nailed me to the wall?
Would আপনি have kicked me to the floor?
If আপনি wanted me.
Would I have cried
If আপনি held me in your arms?
Would I have ran away from you?
Would I have turned down the sick offers
If আপনি were weak for a change?
Would I have grown up a killer?
Would I have remained this way
If আপনি were gone?
Would I have still loved you?
