What does জীবন্ত mean to you? How has it made আপনি how আপনি are today? please let me know your gender

For me,anime is an enjoyment that make emotions. আপনি smile on the good জীবন্ত while আপনি frown অথবা cry in a sad anime. It affected me much. It makes me smile whether I think of it. So even though I get lonely,I always think of anime. It made me a cheerful person that never stops loving anime. I'm a girl.

জীবন্ত has darkened my morals beyond belief, I used to think that every life was so important and precious, that আপনি should never wish it upon anyone no matter how horrible... Now my morals are that if your pure evil it's fine. But জীবন্ত has made me super happy, and helped me cope with my anxiety and family problems. জীবন্ত is the best, and I feel as though I have আরো empathy from watching. I'm a female.

I'm a girl first of all. And জীবন্ত is one of my pastimes i mean I watch it constantly and have several favorites. My BFFs and pretty much everyone else calls me an Otaku which I what I am. জীবন্ত is something that brings out some of my best emotions and makes me happy. So it's had a big impact on my life