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My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I প্রণয় him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I প্রণয় জন্তু জানোয়ার but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over দ্বারা a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the দিন after my birthday...all I wanted that বছর for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten মাছ what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the মাছ killer! Now let me tell আপনি a little আরো about me...

Love- I প্রণয় my বন্ধু here on ফ্যানপপ
Alli I hope আপনি never stop wrighting and believing in yourself আপনি are Beautiful brown hair in all! আপনি great soul and I hope that boy অথবা your বন্ধু don't break it...P.S আপনি tell them that I ব্যক্ত that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and হৃদয় break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one দিন আপনি will see the light behind the darkness

Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is দ্বারা parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter অথবা how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...

I Heard Every Word...

Now think about that before আপনি talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.

Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. প্রণয় the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I প্রণয় how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.

My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes আপনি stronger...

I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many আরো great ideas with my বন্ধু here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...

This poem means a lot to me so I hope আপনি like it

A Dancers Dream Ruined

I slip on my shoes
and জরি them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.

I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.

And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.

I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.

But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.

I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.

Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I হারিয়ে গেছে control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.

I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
দ্বারা not seeing what was happening to me.

At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.

Fierce & প্রণয়

Malmcd অথবা Mallory McDonald
posted by malmcd
Oh, it looks so yummy!
For it looks so yummy in my tummy!

You have probably heard these words,
For আপনি know what that feeling is,
For it is called hunger.
I am hunger to the extreme;
I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins.

I make আপনি hungry,
And yet not only hungry,
But famished to insanity.

Hunger is such
A short word for what I do
To you,
For in fact,
It is an understatement
Of what I do to you.

I make আপনি so greedy
When আপনি eat at the dinnertable
That আপনি eat everything in plain sight.
You eat আরো than আপনি can take,
Just like some of the Israelites did
When they wandered for forty years in the desert
In the Book...
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One of my best বন্ধু name is Summer Wilson. She crazy funny and people think we're twins. But you'd never think that someone like her would have a sad story for a live...


Summer at the moment is in her সেকেন্ড foster প্রথমপাতা with her real sister Sam, her "mother's" name is Heather and "dad's" name is Dan. When আপনি first meet Heather and Dan আপনি think there nice and sweet and have a nice প্রথমপাতা with a cat and dog and pool, But really something else is going on...Her "parent's" HATE her. I'm not lying অথবা bending the truth they HATE her and they even ব্যক্ত it to her face. On the other hand they think...
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posted by snootygirl50701
Winx Club-

At Alfea,the Winx club girls talk about what their going to do the past weekend.

Musa: what are we going to do during this weekend?

Stella: Maybe we can go shopping!

Bloom: অথবা go see the guys!

Flora: why not both?

*All of the girl highfives each other*

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Meanwhile at Redfountain ...

Sky: ya,sure! We'll do that!

Riven: so its the SilverBound?

Timmy: yep,its the hound dog with a unleashing mind that creates chaos.

Sky: were is the hound?

Timmy: Its at the Verdonie Forest!

Riven: Then...
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A/N: Chapter 2 is here guys and thanks for your মতামত on Chapter 1!! :)
Thanks!
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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Chapter 2: দেবদূত Academy

I awoke with the sun shining down on my face from my roof window above my bed. I loved the sun because...
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posted by malmcd
Pride

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the human instincts,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
And one of the daemons from the Pit.

You may find me in your life
If আপনি are narcissistic,
If আপনি are selfish,
If আপনি are pompous,
Stuck-up,
Snotty,
Snobbish,
Self-centred,
Rude,
Snarky,
Self-serving,
Sarcastic,
Elitist,
Or just plainly proud.

I am the reason আপনি may brag
All the time,
And why people do not like
To be around you.

I am the reason that you
Always have to be the centre
Of every conversation,
Because আপনি think
You are so important.

I am the reason that you
Like to প্রদর্শনী off all the time,
Because আপনি think...
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posted by malmcd
I smile, after being beaten senslessly দ্বারা people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do আপনি know what this means?
Do আপনি know how it fells?
Who are আপনি to to say these things?
For আপনি don't know there story অথবা life,
আপনি know nothing.
আপনি know no pain,
For আপনি are pain.
আপনি know no hurt.
For আপনি are hurt.
And who are আপনি to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...


Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
posted by SongGirl50701
 What Is To Come
What Is To Come
The People

Chapter One- Anna

"Daddy, didn't আপনি say that Alice was a big dreamer?"
"Yes," the man nodded, "she crossed over the border line of dreams in fact. That's how much she loved dreaming."
"So she broke the rules?"
"Well I wouldn't say broke the rules," he smiled at his daughter as he tucked her in, "she just bent the rules."
"Am I able to do that daddy?"
"Why would আপনি want to do that, Anna?"
"Well, Daddy, I have my own world! It's really pretty and I was thinking that maybe I could visit it. Like Alice did, in real life too."
"Anna," he moved a tangle of her hair back from her face,...
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posted by malmcd
Ana (Anorexia)

I hate আপনি because you're taking over me,
but I প্রণয় আপনি 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I প্রণয় আপনি when all আপনি do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that আপনি are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time when I will look into that mirror....
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added by wolfcat343
posted by LightSoul99
Life is important and it is precious
Without life, all there would be is a giant মেঘ of evil and darkness
There will be no universe and no earth
We wouldn't be here today, if not without God and life's worth

Life is but a fragile type of being
It's not one we must take lightly for we are temporary living
Life is too short to experience such negativities we shed
Don't waste your time on people who don't accept আপনি from your toes up to your head
God will place hot coals upon them until they realize their mistake

Life is one long, big road with signs
It takes আপনি to places unexpected, far and wide
Brings...
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A/N: This is a whole different story and so far, this is my fourth story but I haven't been able to finish my other ones. I may need help with them... :) Anyway, enjoy this chapter and please মতামত on it!
I'd like to hear your voices in what আপনি think of the chapter! :)
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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added by malmcd
posted by BooBooBear981
Within the furthest reaches of the হৃদয় lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned প্রেমী have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF আপনি DARE~
added by StReNgThHoPe
posted by wolfcat343
Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed দ্বারা the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes আপনি cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times আপনি turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your হৃদয় but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to প্রণয় I must try প্রণয় myself...
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posted by anniewannie
_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like নেকড়ে howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called বন্ধু at school don’t care about আপনি anymore!” “Don’t আপনি want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are আপনি waiting for?” I try not to listen দ্বারা covering my ears অথবা hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...
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