My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I প্রণয় him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I প্রণয় জন্তু জানোয়ার but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over দ্বারা a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the দিন after my birthday...all I wanted that বছর for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten মাছ what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the মাছ killer! Now let me tell আপনি a little আরো about me...
Love- I প্রণয় my বন্ধু here on ফ্যানপপ
Alli I hope আপনি never stop wrighting and believing in yourself আপনি are Beautiful brown hair in all! আপনি great soul and I hope that boy অথবা your বন্ধু don't break it...P.S আপনি tell them that I ব্যক্ত that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and হৃদয় break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one দিন আপনি will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is দ্বারা parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter অথবা how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before আপনি talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. প্রণয় the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I প্রণয় how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes আপনি stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many আরো great ideas with my বন্ধু here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope আপনি like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and জরি them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I হারিয়ে গেছে control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
দ্বারা not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd অথবা Mallory McDonald
Love- I প্রণয় my বন্ধু here on ফ্যানপপ
Alli I hope আপনি never stop wrighting and believing in yourself আপনি are Beautiful brown hair in all! আপনি great soul and I hope that boy অথবা your বন্ধু don't break it...P.S আপনি tell them that I ব্যক্ত that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and হৃদয় break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one দিন আপনি will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is দ্বারা parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter অথবা how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before আপনি talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. প্রণয় the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I প্রণয় how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes আপনি stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many আরো great ideas with my বন্ধু here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope আপনি like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and জরি them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I হারিয়ে গেছে control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
দ্বারা not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd অথবা Mallory McDonald
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real অথবা not, my mind's a ট্যাঙ্গেল্ড knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from দিন to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken হৃদয় is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real অথবা not, my mind's a ট্যাঙ্গেল্ড knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from দিন to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken হৃদয় is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
Tears...
Wearing Kat's hat
Crazy Girl
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black হৃদয় Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark হৃদয় Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy হৃদয় Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold হৃদয় Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black হৃদয় and Black Soul
Maybe আপনি will come দ্বারা
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o সেকেন্ড a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths অথবা easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings আপনি down really does hurt. Most of the time আপনি don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am অথবা even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black হৃদয় Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark হৃদয় Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy হৃদয় Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold হৃদয় Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black হৃদয় and Black Soul
Maybe আপনি will come দ্বারা
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o সেকেন্ড a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths অথবা easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings আপনি down really does hurt. Most of the time আপনি don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am অথবা even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
If tears left scars then the world would know who আপনি truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would প্রদর্শনী them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would প্রদর্শনী them your pain and sadness that আপনি always have tried to keep in
But one দিন আপনি just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because আপনি long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one আপনি want most is breaking আপনি but আপনি still প্রণয় him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
অথবা maybe your just hurt and afraid that আপনি can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in আরো ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that দিন comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would প্রদর্শনী them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would প্রদর্শনী them your pain and sadness that আপনি always have tried to keep in
But one দিন আপনি just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because আপনি long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one আপনি want most is breaking আপনি but আপনি still প্রণয় him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
অথবা maybe your just hurt and afraid that আপনি can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in আরো ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that দিন comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my হৃদয় from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My হৃদয় has your name written all over it
My হৃদয় beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did আপনি leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let আপনি go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted আপনি
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave আপনি and never look back
But I can't because my হৃদয় can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but আপনি don't hear
আপনি just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can আপনি be so curl when I gave আপনি everything I had
Your a হৃদয় breaker
আপনি don't get it do you
আপনি broke me
and আপনি hurt me
and আপনি felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My হৃদয় has your name written all over it
My হৃদয় beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did আপনি leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let আপনি go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted আপনি
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave আপনি and never look back
But I can't because my হৃদয় can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but আপনি don't hear
আপনি just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can আপনি be so curl when I gave আপনি everything I had
Your a হৃদয় breaker
আপনি don't get it do you
আপনি broke me
and আপনি hurt me
and আপনি felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. প্রথমপাতা that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল wings won't work and আপনি atleast knock down your mother's diary. The প্রণয় twisting story will bring আপনি alive to the real world. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল অথবা প্রজাপতি wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL আপনি fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. প্রথমপাতা that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল wings won't work and আপনি atleast knock down your mother's diary. The প্রণয় twisting story will bring আপনি alive to the real world. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল অথবা প্রজাপতি wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL আপনি fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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