My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I প্রণয় him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I প্রণয় জন্তু জানোয়ার but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over দ্বারা a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the দিন after my birthday...all I wanted that বছর for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten মাছ what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the মাছ killer! Now let me tell আপনি a little আরো about me...
Love- I প্রণয় my বন্ধু here on ফ্যানপপ
Alli I hope আপনি never stop wrighting and believing in yourself আপনি are Beautiful brown hair in all! আপনি great soul and I hope that boy অথবা your বন্ধু don't break it...P.S আপনি tell them that I ব্যক্ত that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and হৃদয় break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one দিন আপনি will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is দ্বারা parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter অথবা how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before আপনি talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. প্রণয় the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I প্রণয় how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes আপনি stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many আরো great ideas with my বন্ধু here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope আপনি like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and জরি them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I হারিয়ে গেছে control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
দ্বারা not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd অথবা Mallory McDonald
Love- I প্রণয় my বন্ধু here on ফ্যানপপ
Alli I hope আপনি never stop wrighting and believing in yourself আপনি are Beautiful brown hair in all! আপনি great soul and I hope that boy অথবা your বন্ধু don't break it...P.S আপনি tell them that I ব্যক্ত that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and হৃদয় break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one দিন আপনি will see the light behind the darkness
Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is দ্বারা parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter অথবা how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...
I Heard Every Word...
Now think about that before আপনি talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.
Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. প্রণয় the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I প্রণয় how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.
My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes আপনি stronger...
I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many আরো great ideas with my বন্ধু here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...
This poem means a lot to me so I hope আপনি like it
A Dancers Dream Ruined
I slip on my shoes
and জরি them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.
I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.
And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.
I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.
But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.
I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.
Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I হারিয়ে গেছে control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.
I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
দ্বারা not seeing what was happening to me.
At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.
Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd অথবা Mallory McDonald
Disappear
Can't আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't আপনি see me disappear?
Can't আপনি see my despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously আপনি don't
Because আপনি let me disappear
আপনি don't প্রণয় me
আপনি don't care
আপনি sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি see?
Can't আপনি see I've disappeared?
Cant আপনি see my crys of despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are আপনি there?
Can আপনি help me
Before I disappear?
Cant আপনি see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
অথবা am I gone?
Cuz আপনি act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?
Can't আপনি see me?
Don't আপনি care?
No
Because আপনি let me
Disappear
Can't আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't আপনি see me disappear?
Can't আপনি see my despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously আপনি don't
Because আপনি let me disappear
আপনি don't প্রণয় me
আপনি don't care
আপনি sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি see?
Can't আপনি see I've disappeared?
Cant আপনি see my crys of despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are আপনি there?
Can আপনি help me
Before I disappear?
Cant আপনি see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
অথবা am I gone?
Cuz আপনি act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?
Can't আপনি see me?
Don't আপনি care?
No
Because আপনি let me
Disappear
Once Upon A Time..
There was a little girl who was happy...
Until she grew up...
The mirror..
Something that scares people..
The person looking back at them is someone they don't want to see...
"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"
Words that will forever run through my head...
The mirror is the place where truth is,
Until it gets out of hand
Thinking oneself is fat when really all they are, are bones..
People live there life দ্বারা the number at there feet,
Praying it's not over 100 অথবা even higher then 90
To be skinnier is the goal that people would even die for
That's all they want is to be skinny until there অস্থি show..
This becomes peoples life and making them self skinny...
It;s killing teens today..
There was a little girl who was happy...
Until she grew up...
The mirror..
Something that scares people..
The person looking back at them is someone they don't want to see...
"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"
Words that will forever run through my head...
The mirror is the place where truth is,
Until it gets out of hand
Thinking oneself is fat when really all they are, are bones..
People live there life দ্বারা the number at there feet,
Praying it's not over 100 অথবা even higher then 90
To be skinnier is the goal that people would even die for
That's all they want is to be skinny until there অস্থি show..
This becomes peoples life and making them self skinny...
It;s killing teens today..
This is a song I made up!
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
আপনি and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
আপনি and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...