Longer than usual but you're gonna like it

Should I run? Should I hide? Should I throw my chair at the nice brunette reporter? Oh my God!! I’m so gonna die and Jo’ll kill me and Oh my God I’m gonna die!!!! Why did he do that? Why? I mean, ok I do have feelings for him but like I didn’t start it, অথবা did I ? I mean I was the one that became বন্ধু with him but he kissed first but I called him first. But কূল invented the প্রদর্শনী and he was the one to choose us, right? So it’s all Shore’s fault. Oh my god! My career is destroyed and oh god I don’t even care about that now.

I care for what’s gonna happen with us and the press and- Relax the reporter hasn’t ব্যক্ত anything but she’s coming forward. I should act as if nothing happened I should-

“Well, hi there!” The reporter says as she comes and sits in front of us. I’m blushing I’m so blushing I don’t even dare to look at Hugh. He must be ashamed and he must be all nervous and I have to fight the urge of hugging him.
“Hi” We say at the same time. We stay silent and the interviewer gives us a really white smile.
“My name is Rachel Waterway. So let’s start“
Omg! This interview has been so weird there has been so much tension between us and Rachel is really nice and she hasn’t asked anything but maybe it’s just a façade and she will sell the clip to everyone and it will appear in newspapers and we’ll get killed. I’m so glad it will be over soon.

“So thank আপনি for your time and we’ll see আপনি in season 6.” I let a sigh come out and I immediately stand up and direct myself to my dressing room. I’m so… I don’t even know how I feel.

I’m in my dressing room now and I feel আরো comfortable. I sit down in a chair and I cry. This is so wrong. I shouldn’t প্রণয় you. Someone opens the door but I can’t see who it is, the tears are just blurring my sight. Then I clearly see who it is about as আপনি touch my cheek, how many times you’ve seen me cry today?

I let your hand caress me, it feels better. I close my eyes and let my হৃদয় open to the sensation. Why am I giving in so easily? আপনি help me stand up and I hug you, আপনি hold me.

“I’m sorry.” আপনি whisper in my ear and I shiver. You’re confusing me. What does this means? I push back and glare at your eyes. I’m so pathetic I’m so emotional these days.

“What is this I’m sorry for? The first time আপনি left with no explanation, for making me cry 3 times in a day? অথবা maybe for destroying our careers? I am mad at আপনি and I’m just too weak to face it and আপনি take advantage of that. “I wipe a tear away as I push আপনি back more. “You know, that “intent” of চুম্বন is getting on the papers and there’s no good excuse that can save our asses. Like why did আপনি do that? Like do আপনি even care? I do, I have always cared for আপনি and আপনি t always walk away. I can’t take it anymore Hugh I need to know how আপনি feel. I really need a-“

Aaahh!!!! Why are আপনি স্নেহ চুম্বন me? I’m yelling at আপনি and you…just…mmh…kiss… me. You’re lips are so satisfying, they aren’t in an urge and আপনি just trail over my lips in the perfect way. I hold your neck and আপনি put your hands around my waist pulling me closer. আপনি deepen the চুম্বন and I want more, the চুম্বন is getting rougher. I realize that I প্রণয় to bite your lips they are perfect and soft and they look so edible. I could be in your mouth for hours and I wouldn’t mind. Your tongue is within my mouth playing with mine. I প্রণয় your taste, your warmth breath and every sensation আপনি make me feel.

I gasp for air and আপনি start স্নেহ চুম্বন my cheek then I open my eyes and notice that we’re still in the studio and I remember what happened just মিনিট ago. I panicked but I don’t want to ruin this but I know আপনি don’t want to cheat on your wife and- Ouch! My neck is going to have a hickey tomorrow.

“Hugh” I whisper as I try to bring your head upper. It works now you’re at my lips, it still isn’t the greatest idea now I can’t speak. So I bring your head down to my neck again.

After I gasp for air, getting interrupt দ্বারা some unexpected moans, your hands reach for the zipper of my dress. I grab your hand before it pulls it down.

“This…must…be…illegal.” I say trying to stop this.
“Love isn’t illegal” আপনি say as আপনি look into my eyes. Then আপনি go back to my lips. I process what আপনি just said. আপনি use the word love, what does that mean? I think that that’s the best answer I’ll ever get. I smile and continue স্নেহ চুম্বন you.