Thank আপনি for your comments! I am glad আপনি liked it so far, and i hope আপনি will read this as well. সেকেন্ড part just for আপনি :)
- No, no, no, আপনি can’t do this to me. – she ব্যক্ত while taking a step backwards.
- Lisa? What…? I don’t understand. – he ব্যক্ত frowning and taking a step towards her, which made Lisa step back. He was really not expecting that reaction. He thought… he thought… well obviously he thought wrong, Hugh ব্যক্ত to himself bitterly.
- You can’t do this. আপনি can’t just say that you… lo…like me, when we both know that আপনি are lying. I mean আপনি have to be lying. We are friends. And আপনি প্রণয় your wife আপনি ব্যক্ত so yourself a মিনিট পূর্বে before আপনি হারিয়ে গেছে your mind and told me all of this. And why now? Why Hugh? I mean I did everything in my power not to fall in প্রণয় with you, আপনি are an amazing person, and yes, I was attracted to আপনি since দিন one, but I never ever wanted to be a প্রথমপাতা wrecker. And maybe my not falling in প্রণয় with আপনি didn’t work out as well as I thought it would, but still I managed. Being near আপনি was enough and now আপনি say all of this besides telling me that আপনি do want to stay with your wife. So why? Why exactly did আপনি feel the need to tell me all of this?- she ব্যক্ত after finally taking a deep breath to calm herself, and looked expectantly at Hugh, who looked like he didn’t know what the hell happened in the past two minutes. He tried to say something but nothing came out several times. So in the end he just said:
- Forget it. I am sorry. For everything. – and then turned around and started walking away. Only to be stopped দ্বারা Lisa.
- Wait a minute. Where do আপনি think আপনি are going? - ব্যক্ত Lisa with an angry frown.
- Away. I mean we both ব্যক্ত what we wanted. - he ব্যক্ত shrugging his shoulders.
- So that’s it? আপনি are not even going to explain? আপনি just ব্যক্ত all of this and expect me to do what?
- I don’t expect আপনি to do anything. I just… I thought আপনি would understand আরো easily, why I can’t be near you. But I guess I was wrong, I just made things worse. I am sorry. – and with that he started walking towards the door, to be stopped দ্বারা Lisa’s voice again.
- So আপনি are just going to run away? As আপনি did after the kiss? Go back to avoiding me as if nothing had happened, and leave our friendship, leave me behind? Tell me that’s not what আপনি are going to do. – she ব্যক্ত while tears started to form in her eyes. Tears she didn’t let fall. Well not just yet anyway.
- Yes that’s what I am going to do. – he said, still with his back to Lisa.
- So I guess I was right. আপনি didn’t mean it, অথবা আপনি are just a coward. – she ব্যক্ত with all the strength she could muster, which was not much, as it came out only as a whisper. Hearing this Hugh finally turned back sharply and looked her in the eyes, and see how much hurt he has inflicted. But he didn’t care about it, he was angry.
- How dare you? আপনি have no idea how hard this is for me. But I have a family I have to think about, আপনি know, a wife and three children. What do আপনি want me to do? Leave them? But of course আপনি wouldn’t know, আপনি don’t have any of this, আপনি couldn’t অথবা wouldn’t even have a relationship which would last at least a বছর let alone 20. আপনি use men for sex but don’t want the companionship with it, because আপনি don’t need anyone right? – Hugh ব্যক্ত angrily, but immediately regretted it when he saw the hurt look Lisa gave him.
- If আপনি really think that then I guess we have nothing to talk about anymore. – she ব্যক্ত with so much hurt and pain that he wished she would have slapped him instead.
- Lisa…I… - Hugh ব্যক্ত taking a step in Lisa’s direction, but she stepped away from him.
- You should leave. – she ব্যক্ত with tears streaming down her face.
- I…I am sorry. – and with one last look he walked out the door.
- No, no, no, আপনি can’t do this to me. – she ব্যক্ত while taking a step backwards.
- Lisa? What…? I don’t understand. – he ব্যক্ত frowning and taking a step towards her, which made Lisa step back. He was really not expecting that reaction. He thought… he thought… well obviously he thought wrong, Hugh ব্যক্ত to himself bitterly.
- You can’t do this. আপনি can’t just say that you… lo…like me, when we both know that আপনি are lying. I mean আপনি have to be lying. We are friends. And আপনি প্রণয় your wife আপনি ব্যক্ত so yourself a মিনিট পূর্বে before আপনি হারিয়ে গেছে your mind and told me all of this. And why now? Why Hugh? I mean I did everything in my power not to fall in প্রণয় with you, আপনি are an amazing person, and yes, I was attracted to আপনি since দিন one, but I never ever wanted to be a প্রথমপাতা wrecker. And maybe my not falling in প্রণয় with আপনি didn’t work out as well as I thought it would, but still I managed. Being near আপনি was enough and now আপনি say all of this besides telling me that আপনি do want to stay with your wife. So why? Why exactly did আপনি feel the need to tell me all of this?- she ব্যক্ত after finally taking a deep breath to calm herself, and looked expectantly at Hugh, who looked like he didn’t know what the hell happened in the past two minutes. He tried to say something but nothing came out several times. So in the end he just said:
- Forget it. I am sorry. For everything. – and then turned around and started walking away. Only to be stopped দ্বারা Lisa.
- Wait a minute. Where do আপনি think আপনি are going? - ব্যক্ত Lisa with an angry frown.
- Away. I mean we both ব্যক্ত what we wanted. - he ব্যক্ত shrugging his shoulders.
- So that’s it? আপনি are not even going to explain? আপনি just ব্যক্ত all of this and expect me to do what?
- I don’t expect আপনি to do anything. I just… I thought আপনি would understand আরো easily, why I can’t be near you. But I guess I was wrong, I just made things worse. I am sorry. – and with that he started walking towards the door, to be stopped দ্বারা Lisa’s voice again.
- So আপনি are just going to run away? As আপনি did after the kiss? Go back to avoiding me as if nothing had happened, and leave our friendship, leave me behind? Tell me that’s not what আপনি are going to do. – she ব্যক্ত while tears started to form in her eyes. Tears she didn’t let fall. Well not just yet anyway.
- Yes that’s what I am going to do. – he said, still with his back to Lisa.
- So I guess I was right. আপনি didn’t mean it, অথবা আপনি are just a coward. – she ব্যক্ত with all the strength she could muster, which was not much, as it came out only as a whisper. Hearing this Hugh finally turned back sharply and looked her in the eyes, and see how much hurt he has inflicted. But he didn’t care about it, he was angry.
- How dare you? আপনি have no idea how hard this is for me. But I have a family I have to think about, আপনি know, a wife and three children. What do আপনি want me to do? Leave them? But of course আপনি wouldn’t know, আপনি don’t have any of this, আপনি couldn’t অথবা wouldn’t even have a relationship which would last at least a বছর let alone 20. আপনি use men for sex but don’t want the companionship with it, because আপনি don’t need anyone right? – Hugh ব্যক্ত angrily, but immediately regretted it when he saw the hurt look Lisa gave him.
- If আপনি really think that then I guess we have nothing to talk about anymore. – she ব্যক্ত with so much hurt and pain that he wished she would have slapped him instead.
- Lisa…I… - Hugh ব্যক্ত taking a step in Lisa’s direction, but she stepped away from him.
- You should leave. – she ব্যক্ত with tears streaming down her face.
- I…I am sorry. – and with one last look he walked out the door.
