This story takes place when Zim and Dib are 17 and Gaz is 16.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their সারমেয় and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The তিক্ত sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ঘন্টা ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: নমস্কার Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are আপনি doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are আপনি doing up there?
Gaz: What do আপনি mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to আপনি and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told আপনি never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call আপনি that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, আপনি dont have to explain to me if আপনি dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if আপনি be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their সারমেয় and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The তিক্ত sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ঘন্টা ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: নমস্কার Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are আপনি doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are আপনি doing up there?
Gaz: What do আপনি mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to আপনি and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told আপনি never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call আপনি that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, আপনি dont have to explain to me if আপনি dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if আপনি be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
suddenly my cell phone rang and Ravena disappeared. "hello?" i answered it. "hey Cynder, আপনি wanna come to the স্কেইট park after Skool with Sasha and me?" i heard Zim ask me. i was surprised he had a phone! i considered it, but...
"sorry, Zim, i've got plans. maybe some other time?" i answered back. "sure." he cheered, and i could hear a bit of disappointment in his voice.
RING! RING! lunch time.
i sat পরবর্তি to Yugi in his little group. well, in between Yugi and Joy. "hey Yugi, wanna come to my house after Skool?" i invited when i had finished my Mac and Cheese. "sure!" he cheered. Joy giggled, and Joey jumped in. "so, what was your name again?" he asked me. "Cynder." i answered him confidently.
i just can't finish this with my হৃদয় being crushed like this.
"sorry, Zim, i've got plans. maybe some other time?" i answered back. "sure." he cheered, and i could hear a bit of disappointment in his voice.
RING! RING! lunch time.
i sat পরবর্তি to Yugi in his little group. well, in between Yugi and Joy. "hey Yugi, wanna come to my house after Skool?" i invited when i had finished my Mac and Cheese. "sure!" he cheered. Joy giggled, and Joey jumped in. "so, what was your name again?" he asked me. "Cynder." i answered him confidently.
i just can't finish this with my হৃদয় being crushed like this.
I recently started to watch invader Zim again and cam up with a weird idea... What if professor Membrane is actually of the tallest and left for earth.
Here are some supporting facts to point to
#1 abnormally large head. Although all humans seem to have smaller heads, the Membrane family all have large heads
#2 intelligence. Even nasa and mr president are idiots, while everyone in the membrane family are super intelegent
#3 Denial of Dib. Membrane always thinks Dib is insane even though he has proven himself many times. Could Membrane be hiding from his son so that he is not found out?
Here are some supporting facts to point to
#1 abnormally large head. Although all humans seem to have smaller heads, the Membrane family all have large heads
#2 intelligence. Even nasa and mr president are idiots, while everyone in the membrane family are super intelegent
#3 Denial of Dib. Membrane always thinks Dib is insane even though he has proven himself many times. Could Membrane be hiding from his son so that he is not found out?
Seeing গির reminded Kat of her own family. She began to have a flashback:
"Oh my! She will be the most evil thing ever!" ব্যক্ত Kat's mother. "Indeed!" replied her father. When Kat was born though, she wasn't what Lightopia expected. She was too sweet- not to metion too short. Her parents hated her, her siblings hated her- only Sriker understood- অথবা did he? Kat's life was falling apart. It was a disaster from দিন one! She hadn't grown much since she was born, either!
But when she arrived at Earth, it all seemed to fade. So was her eyesight and hearing, and she collapsed. Fainted.
O-----O
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এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র l
এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র l
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এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র l
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"Oh my! She will be the most evil thing ever!" ব্যক্ত Kat's mother. "Indeed!" replied her father. When Kat was born though, she wasn't what Lightopia expected. She was too sweet- not to metion too short. Her parents hated her, her siblings hated her- only Sriker understood- অথবা did he? Kat's life was falling apart. It was a disaster from দিন one! She hadn't grown much since she was born, either!
But when she arrived at Earth, it all seemed to fade. So was her eyesight and hearing, and she collapsed. Fainted.
O-----O
l\ /l
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এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র l
এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র এল-মৃত্যু পত্র l
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'Pzzzzt Zim.' I said. 'You're an alien.'
'Nonsence Earth monkey. If you're wondering Earth-a-noid about my skin, ears and nose.. Well that's just part of my skin condition.' he replied.
He started to sweat.
'Yeah skin condition, I really bought that.' I joked. 'But really Zim.'
Zim hesitated but then fianally answered.
'You know?!'
I nodded. 'I guess so. I mean you're green. I can't beleive no one else exept for that big headed kid knows. Your disguise is so ovious.'
Zim started sweating even more. 'Are আপনি with Dib?'
I assumed Dib was the big headed, crazy kid who knew about Zim.
'No. And anyway it's my first দিন and I just met you. Of corse I won't tell anyone. Secret safe.' I smiled. Zim looked unsure but দ্বারা the end of 'Skool' he seemed to trust me.
When the ঘণ্টা rang I got my things and headed off. To where, I did not know.
Then I heard footsteps behind me.
'Nonsence Earth monkey. If you're wondering Earth-a-noid about my skin, ears and nose.. Well that's just part of my skin condition.' he replied.
He started to sweat.
'Yeah skin condition, I really bought that.' I joked. 'But really Zim.'
Zim hesitated but then fianally answered.
'You know?!'
I nodded. 'I guess so. I mean you're green. I can't beleive no one else exept for that big headed kid knows. Your disguise is so ovious.'
Zim started sweating even more. 'Are আপনি with Dib?'
I assumed Dib was the big headed, crazy kid who knew about Zim.
'No. And anyway it's my first দিন and I just met you. Of corse I won't tell anyone. Secret safe.' I smiled. Zim looked unsure but দ্বারা the end of 'Skool' he seemed to trust me.
When the ঘণ্টা rang I got my things and headed off. To where, I did not know.
Then I heard footsteps behind me.
