Dear Doris,
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
when marlene and skipper woke up they felt like there arm/flipper was ganna fall off.but that wasn't the least of there problems for ringtail was playing muisc that could droun out a valcano.marlene and skipper desided to deal with ringtail themselves.they went to ringtail's place and said"TURN OFF THAT MUISC RINGTAIL.some of us are trying to sleep".then(for people heres were the werid things happen)out of marlene's and skipper's paw/flipper came a keyblade.marlene and skipper looked at there keyblades then etach other and said"wow how did..?" then they know what happend last night.kawalski came and said"hey guy how are.."kawalski saw the keyblades then he looked at the new keybladers(skipper and marlene)and said"oh my gosh আপনি two have keyblades." then he fanted.skipper:well this is odd.marlene:your telling me.ringtail:wo wo wo yous 2 have keybaldes and the roril me does not give me those.ringtail grabed the 2 keyblades but they soon came back to there owners.
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