Dear Doris,
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
Alex:sheesh I never knew that this room had lots of art things
Skipper:what do আপনি mean?
Alex:well just look at it and today I am moving my art things
To the basement
Skipper:need help because your just a girl and-
Alex:are আপনি saying I not storng
Kolwaski:well আপনি are a girl and-
Alex:I take kartet class and I am a yellow belt
Rico:wow
Private:you must work really hard
Skipper:but do need help
Alex:sure
Down at the basement
Alex:well that should do it
Skipper:well we best get going back
Alex:it was nice meeting আপনি guys
Kolwaski:yes it was আপনি are a very great girl
Private:great she's magically
Alex:about that I have some to tell you..................
To be coutine please write মতামত for all my chirstmas story
Skipper:what do আপনি mean?
Alex:well just look at it and today I am moving my art things
To the basement
Skipper:need help because your just a girl and-
Alex:are আপনি saying I not storng
Kolwaski:well আপনি are a girl and-
Alex:I take kartet class and I am a yellow belt
Rico:wow
Private:you must work really hard
Skipper:but do need help
Alex:sure
Down at the basement
Alex:well that should do it
Skipper:well we best get going back
Alex:it was nice meeting আপনি guys
Kolwaski:yes it was আপনি are a very great girl
Private:great she's magically
Alex:about that I have some to tell you..................
To be coutine please write মতামত for all my chirstmas story
marlene:I don't know if আপনি can hear me অথবা if your even there I don't know if আপনি would lissen to a otter's pryer yes I know I'm just a outcast I souldn't speek to আপনি still I see your face and wonder were আপনি once an outcast too.god help the outcasts hungry from birth প্রদর্শনী them the mersey they don't find on earth plz help my people we look to আপনি still god help the outcasts অথবা nobody will.
Others:I ask for wilth,I ask for fame,I ask for glory to shine on my name,I ask for প্রণয় I can poses,I ask for god and his দেবদূত to bless me.
Marlene:I ask for nothing I can gat দ্বারা but I know so meny less lucky then I plz help my people the poor and downtrad I thoughed we all were the children of god.god help the outcasts children of goooooooooood
Others:I ask for wilth,I ask for fame,I ask for glory to shine on my name,I ask for প্রণয় I can poses,I ask for god and his দেবদূত to bless me.
Marlene:I ask for nothing I can gat দ্বারা but I know so meny less lucky then I plz help my people the poor and downtrad I thoughed we all were the children of god.god help the outcasts children of goooooooooood