Dear Doris,
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
আপনি know I like আপনি already. And I know আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so আপনি know how I felt in the aftermath.
When আপনি gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for আপনি and now, nothing. I don't have আপনি in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of আপনি and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make আপনি feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling আপনি any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and হারিয়ে গেছে than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
Me:well that should do it
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পরবর্তি morning
Harry:I am telling আপনি someone open the chamber of secrets
Me:and now something is came out of that who knows what it is
Ron:well whatever it is I hope it doesn't came to us
Hermonie:well it can kill people there's 4 people
Me:I think
Hermoime:mrs.Norris,Justin,headless nick,and Colin
Me:but how can nick die if he's already dead
Harry:who knows
Ron:and well-
Skipper:*running/waddle* Harry I don't know who did it but come and see
At the griffindory house
Me:someone who is a griffindory could of came in here no one knows are were গুপ্তশব্দ
Private:I bet they were looking for something
Harry:well they found it Tom Riddle's diary is gone
End of part 8 Guess who stope Tom Riddle's diary
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পরবর্তি morning
Harry:I am telling আপনি someone open the chamber of secrets
Me:and now something is came out of that who knows what it is
Ron:well whatever it is I hope it doesn't came to us
Hermonie:well it can kill people there's 4 people
Me:I think
Hermoime:mrs.Norris,Justin,headless nick,and Colin
Me:but how can nick die if he's already dead
Harry:who knows
Ron:and well-
Skipper:*running/waddle* Harry I don't know who did it but come and see
At the griffindory house
Me:someone who is a griffindory could of came in here no one knows are were গুপ্তশব্দ
Private:I bet they were looking for something
Harry:well they found it Tom Riddle's diary is gone
End of part 8 Guess who stope Tom Riddle's diary
Okay. I was recently chatting with someone on this spot (I will not release his name) and he had told me something that I cannot ignore. He told me that some of আপনি guys feel discriminated against, and that আপনি believe we fangirls want আপনি permenantly removed from this spot. I just wanted to publicly state, that this is NOT true!! Just because we make a few harmless jokes here and there, that dosn't mean we want to get rid of you. I personally believe that not all guys are sexist pigs. Now, I hope we can put this little incident behind us. Thank আপনি all for your time.
~Lilly~
~Lilly~