I still cry.
Why did আপনি leave me like this?
Why did আপনি have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

আপনি knew আপনি would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep আপনি from being blue

But আপনি resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like আপনি did
I starve myself, like আপনি did
I hid my feelings like আপনি did
Now, Will I die like আপনি did?

Maybe if আপনি would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude মতামত please...
~OfmiceandDes