In this dark world that gets darker দ্বারা the minute, we can only rely on your self,
And no one else. আপনি start to fade in and out, আপনি can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your হৃদয় thumping, your last মিনিট here are coming.
আপনি see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
আপনি go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. আপনি know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. আপনি hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
আপনি smile your last smile, আপনি smell that vile smell one last time. Now that আপনি see that face, that face that comes to আপনি in such haste... আপনি except it, even if your still perplexed দ্বারা it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
আপনি whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' আপনি say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. আপনি touch their cheek and they tell আপনি that আপনি should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
আপনি look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. আপনি look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
আপনি wipe away the tears, আপনি wipe away the fears. আপনি lift your head and they lower theirs, and আপনি listen to your old argurments, to everything আপনি said. আপনি fight against your body, আপনি pour your হৃদয় and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
আপনি spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. আপনি smile and they cry. আপনি start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
আপনি say before আপনি leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and আপনি hang that sentance in the air, আপনি spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. আপনি hear them crying and your soul can't ভালুক it. আপনি go into a fit then আপনি see all white and আপনি leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and আপনি know আপনি have nothing to fear. আপনি know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger আপনি wound and with one last scream, আপনি deem it ready for আপনি to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
And no one else. আপনি start to fade in and out, আপনি can barely hear your self call for help!
Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your হৃদয় thumping, your last মিনিট here are coming.
আপনি see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.
আপনি go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. আপনি know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.
The darkness closing in, all your sins coming in. Your taking your last glances around, and finally realize what you've found. আপনি hear your name, your name screamed with all the pain etched in.
আপনি smile your last smile, আপনি smell that vile smell one last time. Now that আপনি see that face, that face that comes to আপনি in such haste... আপনি except it, even if your still perplexed দ্বারা it. How this came to be, how all your shame flew away.
আপনি whisper with your final breaths 'come closer, come closer' আপনি say deciding its finally time to make them lose there composure. আপনি touch their cheek and they tell আপনি that আপনি should stop talking, your voice is too meek.
আপনি look in their eyes, trying to find what you've been looking for all those years, those eyes that are shedding all those tears. আপনি look in those eyes, that hold all your fears.
আপনি wipe away the tears, আপনি wipe away the fears. আপনি lift your head and they lower theirs, and আপনি listen to your old argurments, to everything আপনি said. আপনি fight against your body, আপনি pour your হৃদয় and soul, as your eyes turn dark as coal...
আপনি spend your last breath brushing the tips of your lips, trembling your fumbling trying to hold the others hand. আপনি smile and they cry. আপনি start fading off into a natural high, starting to fly away....
আপনি say before আপনি leave "I'm... s... sorry.... I........" and আপনি hang that sentance in the air, আপনি spirit starting to leave fighting to stay and do whats fair. আপনি hear them crying and your soul can't ভালুক it. আপনি go into a fit then আপনি see all white and আপনি leave continuing to bleed....
Your other nods and smile tears falling, they ball their fists, they nod and আপনি know আপনি have nothing to fear. আপনি know. They know. No foe can take away your final words as they linger in your others head, they finger আপনি wound and with one last scream, আপনি deem it ready for আপনি to pass on, going up higher than the sun...
~The End~
The দিন is Ending
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My হৃদয় is still grey
My বন্ধু are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my বন্ধু ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
দ্বারা the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my বন্ধু will be happy
And so will i
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My হৃদয় is still grey
My বন্ধু are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my বন্ধু ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
দ্বারা the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my বন্ধু will be happy
And so will i
Make My হৃদয় Beat
Uncontrolably
i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You
i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You
i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See আপনি With Another Girl
i Hate How আপনি
Make Me Care
About You
it's To Bad
i Do...
... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.
i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte আপনি So Much,
That i প্রণয় You."
But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...
...Again.
I still cry.
Why did আপনি leave me like this?
Why did আপনি have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
আপনি knew আপনি would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep আপনি from being blue
But আপনি resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like আপনি did
I starve myself, like আপনি did
I hid my feelings like আপনি did
Now, Will I die like আপনি did?
Maybe if আপনি would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude মতামত please...
~OfmiceandDes
Why did আপনি leave me like this?
Why did আপনি have to die?
Now my life is a crisis
আপনি knew আপনি would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep আপনি from being blue
But আপনি resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell
I make myself bleed, like আপনি did
I starve myself, like আপনি did
I hid my feelings like আপনি did
Now, Will I die like আপনি did?
Maybe if আপনি would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath
So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude মতামত please...
~OfmiceandDes
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
আপনি ব্যক্ত forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
আপনি come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
আপনি a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And আপনি keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of আপনি every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see আপনি one last
time,
But I can only see আপনি in my
Mind.
আপনি will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from আপনি are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like আপনি were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if আপনি wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one দিন we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be দ্বারা my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please আপনি cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit দ্বারা the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all আপনি do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be দ্বারা my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please আপনি cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit দ্বারা the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all আপনি do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be ব্রেভ for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my হৃদয় fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be ব্রেভ for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my হৃদয় fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those ফুলেরসাজি are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those গান গাওয়া birds are very dear to me..
This green ঘাস freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a রামধনু after a very heavy rain
those রঙ can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am গান গাওয়া with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those ফুলেরসাজি are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those গান গাওয়া birds are very dear to me..
This green ঘাস freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a রামধনু after a very heavy rain
those রঙ can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am গান গাওয়া with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
