Hello. This may be a little hard to write. আপনি guys know me as DandC4evacute, a ব্যবহারকারী নাম I created 4 years ago. I have grown up since then. (seriously, I used to be such a baby when I was 13.) আপনি guys probably don't care anyways, but, this is an প্রবন্ধ about me, and why I act the way I do.
I don't really know the correct way to say this, so, I'm just gonna come flat out and say it. I have ADHD and High-Functioning Autism. And I'm not just saying the internet's definition of ADHD, I mean I ACTUALLY HAVE it. I also have a bit of self-anxiety, which is why I can never finish a project here. Sometimes I have irrational thoughts, especially for this site, like আপনি all think I'm weird অথবা something. I know, it's stupid, but I can't help it. :/
One of the problems with me and this site is that everyone is just so talented with drawing and/or writing, and I'm just sitting there in the background, waiting for something to be looked at. "But, Hadar, আপনি ARE a GREAT writer! Remember EC's Journal?" Um, no, I just have good IDEAS. But when I try to act on them, it never comes out the way I want it to be, and I just quit, because I'm stubborn. I know I will probably sound like a 5-year-old, but, it's really unfair that I KNOW what MAKES a good story, but when I try to do it myself, it comes out HORRIBLY. It's like people with sports. They understand how it works, but they just aren't athletic.
Okay, I'm even depressing mySELF. Time to go on with thoughts! Well, with the contributing thing, I don't think the problems come from the contributors. I think it comes from the observers. And, I KNOW it's a problem, because I do it too. Most people don't want to read অথবা look at something unless it has something to do with themselves, অথবা interests them. Which makes it really hard to get motivated. That was the main problem with EC's Journal.
I hope that this sort of explains me... Any প্রশ্ন আপনি have, please say them in the comments!
I don't really know the correct way to say this, so, I'm just gonna come flat out and say it. I have ADHD and High-Functioning Autism. And I'm not just saying the internet's definition of ADHD, I mean I ACTUALLY HAVE it. I also have a bit of self-anxiety, which is why I can never finish a project here. Sometimes I have irrational thoughts, especially for this site, like আপনি all think I'm weird অথবা something. I know, it's stupid, but I can't help it. :/
One of the problems with me and this site is that everyone is just so talented with drawing and/or writing, and I'm just sitting there in the background, waiting for something to be looked at. "But, Hadar, আপনি ARE a GREAT writer! Remember EC's Journal?" Um, no, I just have good IDEAS. But when I try to act on them, it never comes out the way I want it to be, and I just quit, because I'm stubborn. I know I will probably sound like a 5-year-old, but, it's really unfair that I KNOW what MAKES a good story, but when I try to do it myself, it comes out HORRIBLY. It's like people with sports. They understand how it works, but they just aren't athletic.
Okay, I'm even depressing mySELF. Time to go on with thoughts! Well, with the contributing thing, I don't think the problems come from the contributors. I think it comes from the observers. And, I KNOW it's a problem, because I do it too. Most people don't want to read অথবা look at something unless it has something to do with themselves, অথবা interests them. Which makes it really hard to get motivated. That was the main problem with EC's Journal.
I hope that this sort of explains me... Any প্রশ্ন আপনি have, please say them in the comments!
Age:17
Stereo-Type punk rude but smart pretty and nice to her friend but kick heathers গাধা if she needs to
Personality:creative funny and clever
BIO: 2 sisters and bros who drive her nuts and is a perfetional band member skull riders
Fear: with out her guitar
Talents:singer,writer,guitar,and rums
Audition Tape:"really do i have to Grante?no i wait i great he started the camera already.u suck Grante!"
নমস্কার it's me jade i umm would like to do this.OK I'm going to be truthful like I'm with everyone I DON'T WANT TO GO.it was a prank from my stupid friend grant"
Hey!!"
shut up!so i play instruments and write choose me if ya want i don't friggen care! walks away
"she not so mean just troubled"(grante)
full names:Kenya nija george and Noel alejandro ashworth
age:13 and 14
birthdate: nov 14 97 and dec 15 96
horoscope: scorpio and sagittarius
birthstone:topaz and blue zircon
পছন্দ animal: pig and pitbull (dog)
fav school subject: lunch and Gym
fav color:both black and purple
fav food: chicken and turkey
2nd fav food:cake
personality: Kenya is a shy gentle and sweet kind of girl while Noel is dangerous careless and bad kind of boy
likes: Kenya likes জন্তু জানোয়ার and chilling with her cousins while Noel likes pitbulls and hanging out with duncan
dislikes: both dislikes heather and courtney keep saying cit
crush: Kenya likes DJ while her bi cousin Noel likes Trent
sexuality: Kenya is straight while Noel is bisexually
bio: both are born in new york city Noel spend time in jail while Kenya help prison people with problems
desc: Kenya is brown with long brown hair and brown eyes while Noel is light skin with a এমো স্টাইল style black hair
age:13 and 14
birthdate: nov 14 97 and dec 15 96
horoscope: scorpio and sagittarius
birthstone:topaz and blue zircon
পছন্দ animal: pig and pitbull (dog)
fav school subject: lunch and Gym
fav color:both black and purple
fav food: chicken and turkey
2nd fav food:cake
personality: Kenya is a shy gentle and sweet kind of girl while Noel is dangerous careless and bad kind of boy
likes: Kenya likes জন্তু জানোয়ার and chilling with her cousins while Noel likes pitbulls and hanging out with duncan
dislikes: both dislikes heather and courtney keep saying cit
crush: Kenya likes DJ while her bi cousin Noel likes Trent
sexuality: Kenya is straight while Noel is bisexually
bio: both are born in new york city Noel spend time in jail while Kenya help prison people with problems
desc: Kenya is brown with long brown hair and brown eyes while Noel is light skin with a এমো স্টাইল style black hair