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posted by alli-spark37

Scarred

My mind
My heart
My face

Ripping me apart from the inside out
I've heard আপনি scream
I've heard আপনি cry
I've seen আপনি lie
I've watched kill

But why can't I jus have this simplest thing?
Me
Because when you've taken my soul and locked it in a box
It seems the only thing আপনি see
Is your fate

I always cry in the middle of the night
But I only wanted
ONE DAMN THING

You've scarred my LIFE
Youve scarred my হৃদয়
You've scarred my FACE

Just give me back
ME

I only wanted
ONE DAMN THING
ME!!!

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The one thing what would make me better..

posted by Giz_4ever

Gizbin:

I am the one who rules,
I seem to think nothing is stronger than me.
But there is one thing what is even আরো powerful,
That is the one word named: ℓσνє

Ribbon:

I may of broken a heart,
and I knew this from the start.
But I could never of broken the অনুষ্ঠান- অ্যারো what struck through mine.

Albion:

Why is my life as a sheriff?
Why do I waist my time in this job?
Why would I even write a poem about it?
And even worse! Why am I a snob?!

Flame:

MY BROTHER IS NOTHING BUT A IDIOT. (lol)

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It's Time...

posted by anniewannie

This is a goodbye-and-thank-you-for-everything song that I made দ্বারা myself :). I decided to put it here in D.D (Dream Diary) so I hope আপনি guys like it :).
Comments are welcomed! :)

~Verse 1~:
I used to be his girl
I used to প্রদর্শনী him what’s right and what’s wrong
It felt so right ‘cause I thought being with him was gonna last for the rest of our lives
But now, recalling his menacing words that he used against me like he was going to hurl
Here’s what I’m gonna write in my goodbye song …

~Chorus~:
Even though you’re far away
I want আপনি to know that I’m gonna be okay
I want আপনি to look after...

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Broken Hearts Song

posted by allicyn1234

Take all your seacond chances,
And turn away one last time,
Don't even say your goodbyes,
I just need some answers,
A beautiful release,
And it's hard to think of what didn't last,

How used to... Drag me headfirst,
Into your love-skickining gaze,
And চুম্বন my lips, so sweet,
I need a distraction,

To keep me away,
Don't even look one last time,
Don't blow me your kisses,
Cause making me believe,
You where everything I wanted...

The storm keeps on twisting,
Keeps on building the lies,
That আপনি make up for all that আপনি lack,
There's always some reason, to feel not good enough,
Memory seeps from my veins......

Sadness...

posted by anniewannie

Sadness...

It sometimes happens from time to time.
But sometimes, it just stays there, locked up inside.
It just doesn’t go away. Even after your soul is gone from your body, it’s still hanging around.

Sadness.

That’s the biggest word that anyone can ever feel.
You can see it through someone else’s eyes if আপনি just look a little closer. Like seeing someone dying can make sadness overcome your darkest fears.
All আপনি feel is just sadness.

Here.
There.
Everywhere.

It’s hard to let it go when the one আপনি loved the most, isn’t here with আপনি anymore.
Everyone’s been through that experience-even...

Titanium

posted by snootygirl50701

broken window

Titanium

Greetings??

Hi everyone,

I প্রণয় আপনি guys so much! I think all of আপনি guys so much! Malloy,Alli,Katrina,Ellen, and all of আপনি guys: I প্রণয় আপনি GUYS SO MUCH!!!!
I have learned a reason to live. I have dreams, hopes, turns, and sides but I'm just a human being. So I was put on this Earth for a reason and I'll treat it well. i think of আপনি guys continually till my brain hurts but I still continue.
I want to help stop bullying, suicidal, and the fighting between reality and peace. So I'll try my best. Like being light as a feather.
Sometimes we cry too much that we can't find a ending. I wish...

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PLEASE READ ME!!!!!!!

posted by allicyn1234

Thundering Night ~:. Mirror.:^

Blood spatters my vision as I tear through the rugged terrain of the thick pine forest. Sinseta's rough and edgy voice calling after me.
"Sasha? Sasha sweetie please stop! I can explain," And her pace quickens arms outstretched fingers edging nearer to to red fabric of my hoodie. But I know better, and I don't stop, I quicken my pace until my legs burn, and even then I refuse to lower my pace. I know the horrible thing she'd done. My bare feet blister and cut on the dense forest floor, sending streaks of pain searing through my whole body. Sinseta hot on my...

প্রণয় me...

posted by malmcd

Sometimes my হৃদয় feels pain,
And I try to hide it away.

And sometimes my হৃদয় is made of glass,
And with one touch you'll brake me into a million little pieces.

Sometimes my হৃদয় is made of stone,
And it becomes untouchable and shows no emotions.

Sometimes my হৃদয় is hot,
And the প্রণয় for আপনি becomes unbareitable.

Sometimes my হৃদয় is cold,
It's cold because it's been broken to many times and is hurt.

My হৃদয় can be,
In pain,
Made of Glass,
Made of Stone,
Hot and Cold.
But always know that I will প্রণয় আপনি forever....
My love..
Even if this is the last time I will see your face.
I প্রণয় you.

So প্রণয় me,
And hold me.
And rap me up
And breath me.
Because with out you,
i'm nothing....

So প্রণয় me until আপনি can't
প্রণয় me to make me smile..
Just give me this one last wish.
Just me with all your heart
প্রণয় me till my হৃদয় stops.
Because I প্রণয় you..

Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald

Little One

posted by allicyn1234

Little One

Little one who plays in the field,
Hair long and curled,
Eyes bright as light,
A sparkling ocean blue-green with joy,
As she holds her sisters hand,
And sings her little song,

"You may call me small but no, I'm big,
I am a strong little warrior with a হৃদয় of stone,
Come and you'll hear my soft voice sing,

I am no little one,
Not your pathetic pet,
And when it comes to your taunts I'm done,

For I am a strong one,
The beholder of your mind,
For I am of my genes, and proud too,

We are the thieves of joy"

Little one who cries in the field,
Hair black and dark,
Eyes rimmed with tears,
A seeping...

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Ask me Why

posted by malmcd

Ask Me Why

Poetry suffers tragic language
A sickness thick with words
We poets are proud proclaimers
of liberating grace

So ask me to write a poem
about the bump on my middle finger
from forcing pen to paper

Ask me about the nights
of nocturnal desires
spent alone inking
soul on page

Ask me why my heart
belongs to poetry
for eternity
times two

Ask me how
soft nouns
hard verbs
bent stanzas
crease sheets
as we change
compositions

Ask me how
My lips are
ink stained
because I'd rather
speak my mind

Ask me how
I made music
with my motions
how I drummed out
solo's on your chest

Ask me why
I would die
for just one kiss

Ask me why I...

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NEW CHARACTERS!!!!!

posted by allicyn1234

New Characters

These new characters are defiantly going to be on my তালিকা অথবা favorites,
Okay so here's the deal, these new characters seem to pop out at the most যেভাবে খুশী times, people would call the stowaways, but I just call them lost.
These three girls have a very defined past, too bad the only one who would remember woke up in a hospital bed, blind, and unable to speak. How she ended up this way? Nobody knows.

Name: Flinteressa (Flint for short)
Gender: Girl
Age: 11
Powers: None that she knows of, অথবা does she? Even if she did nobody would be able to hear her.
Looks: A tall slender girl...

ব্রেভ Song

posted by anniewannie

This is my first ever-in-my-life song that I've written! Please মতামত and if আপনি think it's bad, go ahead and say it 'cause I know it's just your honest opinion :).
I hope you've liked পাঠ করা my song anyway and I've worked hard on it too! :)
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When I am walking everyone is far behind me
Still, I keep walking with my head held high even though tears start to prick my eyes
"You're always strong," says the voices of the wind
My হৃদয় stings even though I have a smile on my face
But I know this is life so I have...

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Heartache

posted by BooBooBear981

Mourning souls of the disappearing
Slowly thoughts fill my mind
As my end seems to be nearing

I knew this দিন would come someday
But why right here and now?
And leaving soon, to my dismay

As tears streak down my face
I finally whisper good-bye
As i feel like a rose, clocked in black lace

As I tried to cover my depression
In which I truly lacked
It's very hard to break
Something that has already been cracked

As if my sadness came alive
I still have আরো to dread
They always ব্যক্ত "Time will heal all wounds"
But what if I'm already dead

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Voices From The Dark...

posted by malmcd

What we see on the outside is nothing like what's really going on inside...
We all have storys and secrets we never অথবা don't want to tell...
Like the girl who crys herself to sleep every night and cuts herself...

Anna

I hear him calling out my name in the night whispers,
I was so পোষ্ট হয়েছে to die he says to me
And I'm beginning to believe him.
I didn't do anything to help
I sat back and watched he slowly fad away
And now I'm sitting here crying over him wishing I was him and he was me...
Because these scars prove that my life is coming to an end

Or what about the girl who's beaten and won't tell anyone......

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Character Poem >:D

posted by allicyn1234

He can't see me
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,

I am gone,
Without
His touch,
His kiss,
Lost forever,
In this never ending maze,
I wander,
Alone,
Forever,
Lost,

He cannot see me,
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,
Anymore,

But I can see him,
And he cries over my lifeless forgotten body,
He knows the pain I've felt,
When I did walk the ground,

I can see him
He must সরানো on,
He tells himself,
Good.

He must সরানো on,
My work is done,
Forget me,
leave me,
Abandon me,
Walk...
Away....

And years pass,
Tears fade,
Confidence grows,
And spirits heal,
Just as I fade away...

And he walks away,
A new girl at his side,
Pain...

Words.

posted by malmcd

Beautiful
Angle
Hurt
Pain
Love
Heartbroken
Shine
Peace
Harmony
Joy
Truth
Death
Silence
Hate
Gay
Care
Kind
Forget
Forgive
Amazing
Potential
Interests
Changing
Violent
Alone
Corruption
Crime
Disappointed
Rejected
Loveless
Feared
Hunted
Inspired
Twisted
Life
Memories
Jerk
Heartless
Hell
Heaven
Never
Leave
Hope
Abused
Cracked
Kiss
Tired
Fat
Harm
Scared
Fear
Murder
Killer
Tears
Blood
Scars
Nothing
Gone
Lost
Forever
Ended.

What do these words mean to you?
What do they make আপনি fell?
Do আপনি know pain?
Because I do.
And what gives আপনি the right to say that আপনি have when আপনি haven't?
Because real pain is hard to get over?
If you'd felt pain you'd know how I fell...

Fierce & Love
Poem Girl

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Who are আপনি to judge what is abnormal?

posted by malmcd

It disappoints me how people think
it's demeaning and disgusting for one
to প্রণয় their own gender. How we
are encased and suffocated দ্বারা the
chains of society's realms.

We have been brought up to believe
that a problematic equation would
be a gender in addition to the same
gender – that it is ''weird'' for one
to embark on a relationship with
the same gender because it screams
and shrieks of abnormality.

I despise how people refer to being
''homosexual'' অথবা a ''lesbian'' to be
disgraceful. The irony strikes me that
for a society that claims to be ''accepting,''
we have not made any progress
whatsoever in terms...

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Vine In The Meadow Where The Soy Beans Grow - Part I

posted by allicyn1234

Vine In The Meadow Where The Soy Beans Grow (Bean)

Hi, I'm Vine In The Meadow Where The Soy Beans Grow. But I'm ussually called Bean. Now, I know ha ha funny your name is শিম whatever. But where I come from, we all have names like that. My sister's name is Brooke That Swims Upstream Against All Odds. My brother's name is Blazing Sun On A Boiling June's Day. I come from a place know to only the Tribe Of Nature's First Green. Hydralinial. It's a small planet really. not too big, আপনি could probably travel it's circumfrence in a matter of 45 days. Enough nerdy - introduction stuff, I'll tell আপনি about the REAL mystery.
---------------

"Bean! Get...

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Cut.

posted by malmcd

Here's a song!

~It starts with a soft piano~

~A girls voice~

I'm not a stranger,
No I am yours.
I'm crippled with anger,
As the tears drip on the floor
Of happy never ever ending's begin.

I'm a fragile frame aged,
With misery.
And when are eyes meet,
I hope that you'll see what pain I'm in.

~Chorus~

I'm tired of felling afraid,
I do not want to die inside just to breath in.
I'm tired of felling so numb.

I believe,
A live of pain a no worry.
Exist when,
I am,
Cut,

~Piano~

................
.........
....
..
.

I may seem crazy অথবা painfully shy,
But these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you'd just look me in the eye.

I fell...

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THE THINGS I LOVE!!!!!!

posted by allicyn1234

1. Falling in love

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts

3. Hot showers... :)

4. No lines at the movies!

5. A 'special' glance

6. Getting mail from my homies in Texas:D

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road

8. Hearing your পছন্দ song on the radio

9. Lying in বিছানা listening to the rain outside

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer... After the hot ঝরনা >:)

11. চকোলেট milkshakes

12. Bubble baths

13. Giggling!!! ^^

14. দিবাস্বপ্ন to the point, আপনি don't realize you've been sitting there for hours,

15. The beach

16. Finding a যেভাবে খুশী 20 dollar bill in your pocket

17. Laughing at yourself

18. Looking into...