This is a song I made up because right now this is how I fell....

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~Singing softy~

Her head is in the cloud's
Drawing spiral's on wall
Her mind is out the door, with her heart.

And just when she's about to get back up
Her mind and her thoughts bring her back down.

~Chorus~

She's confused in this world
Her head is somewhere far away
And she can't find away out

She's scared and alone
But still she's crowded দ্বারা many বন্ধু and family
But she still can't find away out.

Ohhh oh ohhhhhh oh oh ohhhhh

~Singing~

She's sitting alone in a dark room
With noway out.
Depressed...

I've spent my life becoming invisible.
People see right through me.

I've always been in the shadows.
I never felt a need to project myself.

I've always been disappointed to look into the mirror.
my reflection always fears me.

I've never been loved
And I thought there was no point to life.

I've been through pain
Pain of thinking I was never good enough.

I'm alone with no one to talk to who understands me...
I need help I think I'm drowning in my own tears?

I হারিয়ে গেছে hope and I hit rock bottom

I never thought I'd start cutting.
and now I am gushing blood.

never been so sad in my life.
it's only a ছুরি I'd say....

.:Angel Wings:.
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Are আপনি lonely?
Are আপনি sad?
Do আপনি feel like giving up?
Are আপনি crying?
Well I'm dying!
Cause sometimes we smile to hide the sadness!

Don't worry about me!
I'll dust off my own wings!
I'll fly across the world!

(Chorus)
My wings are bloody because of you
Burned and torn
A victim...
Don't worry 'bout me!
My wings will heal...
I hope.
I forgive in a way.
that I never thought I would go
so hurt me অথবা rap me
Like I thought আপনি were...
I'm just a new অ্যাঞ্জেল ...
With wings that can't...

Your হৃদয় and soul are mine. আপনি made promise’s and now আপনি keep them...I own আপনি know and I’ll be watching making কূল that know one can have your হৃদয় again. আপনি my be your own person but not a person without a soul...and a life can be so easy to can away...I mean আপনি should know that দ্বারা now, shouldn’t you?

    Her sea green eyes grow big and her হৃদয় stopped. Right then, right there she finally found what pain and hurt truly felt like. All she think about was his lips against someone else’s. The way he touched that girl they he did the same to her. The girl...

Only one dream will come true in the end...This is your only chance to get what আপনি always wanted. The thing আপনি wound die to get risk your life and the ones around আপনি life's. Wound do anything for that shot to get the golden star...how it glimmers in the light it's saying come get me take me I'm your savor....Your hope. The thing that will save আপনি from these dark days of murder and death. All আপনি want is a chance. But only three get the chance to go in to the race. The race to find the golden star. But the thing is so people have tried to get the তারকা but none have. It's impossible they...

নমস্কার আপনি all know me as Malmcd but আপনি don't know the real me...

Name- Mallory McDonald

Age- 13

Grade- 7th

Hair- red/brown/blonde/strawberry blonde/and orange

Eyes- Blue

Where I live- Maine in the U.S

Sports- I'm on a dance team

Things I like to do- Draw write and imagine

My dreams- My first dream is to let everyone know that they are beautiful know madder what আপনি look like আপনি beautiful to me. My সেকেন্ড dream is also let people know that I will always be there for them.

Secrets-

I've never been loved truly and fully.

I've hurt before because I thought I couldn't go on.

I don't know where my dad is and...

I hope one দিন আপনি read this and realize how much আপনি HURT me...
But দ্বারা then I'll be gone and you'll want me.
But I won't want you.
Because you...
Hurt my heart.
Broken me.
Made me hurt myself.
Made me think I wasn't good enough.
And all I wanted was love.
But we can't get everything we want can we?
I forgiven আপনি two many times.
I wanted you,
But আপনি didn't even see me.
I was just there...
A ghost
A shadow
Air.
But not anymore.
I won't let আপনি walk all over me.
But it still hurt's,
Seeing your face
and smile
and big brown eyes
That always seemed to make me smile.
It hurt's to know that You'll never remember the...

Harma's story: I Killed Them        

Each দিন I'm face with killing myself অথবা killing the people around me...I guess I made up my mind? I guess I chose to let myself lose control? And do what felt right...even though I new it wasn't. I new that it wound come back and haunt me one day. Well really it haunt's me every দিন every মিনিট and every second. From when I'm sleeping from the moment I did that unthinkable thing I did. It will never leave because I know there watching...
    But no one wound believe that a little 13 বছর old would...

His Brown Eyes

His brown eyes were sparkling with happiness and joy
His hair was jet black and dashing, spiky and his eyes were dark চকোলেট brown
He was just a little boy before he started to play with toys
Before he met me, I guessed he was happy as can be
I could imagine him whispering to his friends
Fiddling with his pens and enjoy teasing the girls
Sometimes I can't read his expression, when he looks at me, I get uncertain
Just দ্বারা being held দ্বারা his gaze puts me in a lovey-dovey daze

Why do I feel hesitant?
Am I supposed to feel pleasant?
I feel happy when I'm with him though but I'm sad also
I have...

Gone But not Forgotten

The girl they seen unbreakable- broke.
The girl they seen so strong- crumbled.
The girl they seen who always laughed it off- cried.
The girl they thought would never stop trying- finally gave up.

They all thought that she was fine,
But the truth, they would never find.

She was tired of faking a smile.
All she ever did was smile and pretend everything was okay.
If আপনি look beyond her smile,
You would see something আপনি just wouldn't understand.

People starte talking just a little too much.
She ran out of people she could trust.

She was tired of crying and didn't want to talk to anybody,...

So much happens in the bathroom stalls.
Cute yet odd writings all over their walls.

Its seen smiles, tears, and blood drops too.
It invites all the personal things we do.

Its our silent get away when we need most.
Where we all run when we have become lifes host.

The stall has seen our sharp razors and red blood.
When lifes emotions begin to flood.

If the stall had eyes to see and mouth to speak,
it would tell আপনি that 'even the strongest people
get weak.'

It would say 'I've seen আপনি on a bad
day, how আপনি silently screamed at the obsticles
in your way.'

'How আপনি reluctantly grabbed the razor and got to...

No আরো Light

The light is gone,
the women,
who proved to me,
that beauty still does exist,
even in the cruelest circumstances,
but she is gone,
the light has gone,
now im alone,
hiding in the dark

all my hope
all my dreams
all my happyness
have died
iv died
i should never be happy cause then all
i feel the pain
why should i live
why should i die
all there's things
go around and around in my head
iv scream
iv cryed
iv locked my self in my room
cutting myself
waching all the blood from my cuts
i dont feel any pain
i feel nouthing
my tears are full of pain
i feel so cold
that painful night
iv died from the inside
my eyes have...

Nightmares are sneaking under her bed,
There living life in her head
Causing all the fear to come back alive
Bringing back memories with such drive

She fear's the darkness around her
It seems to eat her
She's two afraid to sleep at night

In them someone's always after her
The can't let her go and let be free
They always but up such a fight

They nightmares just won't go away
In her sleep they still betray
They bring back feelings that were buried deep
And she's two afraid to sleep

When she's goes to sleep they come around
making the room seem dark and lonely
So she prays that when she goes to bed
That she...

Emotions Through Me

A/N: Just to let আপনি know if you're পাঠ করা this, this is how my life is right now, but I'm praying that God will help me overcome it, though I wish not to.

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Why is this happening to me? Why now when it could be later on the future? Why do I get so emotional when it comes to saying goodbye? Is this how my life is going to end-in sadness, regrets and pain that may throb whole-heartedly in my chest?
I'm like Hinamori Amu in Shugo Chara. The girl who has a mask of being cool and spicy, but for me, I have a mask of being happy and friendly. If আপনি look closely through me, I'm...

Here are some of my sins club অনুরাগী characters!

1: Vis-à-Vis : Vis-à-Vis is the girl no one wants to talk to and look at. She's the girl who curls up in the corner crying and screaming at the world. The girl who cuts herself and burns herself. She cries at the walls and strips the রঙ of the দেওয়াল of..... Vis-á-Vis is the character of love,death,and crime....the অ্যাঞ্জেল of Deleath ... she is the 17 বছর old who cries.

2: পাতিহাঁস Heroes: পাতিহাঁস is the specialist who summons the world,Greenday,to their feet. He loves the mid days. He is the 16 বছর old,who never gives up.

3: Meggie Rose: Meggie ia...

Millions of Miles Apart

    From the moment your born somewhere out there আপনি have a true love. At less that’s what they say? They say there’s one person who has the same হৃদয় strings as আপনি and they complete you. And there’s nothing that can keep আপনি apart from one another...But what if my one true প্রণয় isn’t here? I mean what if I never find him অথবা her if that’s the case which I hope it’s not. I don’t know what to say but I’m different from the rest...What if there’s no one out there for me?
    My name is Sunflower I was born on the...

Today was the worst day,
Victorious... But still the worst day
Today was Theron ing of the 7th grade Teachers choice Presidant. one thing আপনি need to know is that I'm running against two other people. শাকিরা and Angelike. শাকিরা is an Outsider, not liked দ্বারা anyone but the teachers, and me. She's a good person. However Angelike, is not only the most জনপ্রিয় girl in the school, gave me a black eye in 5th grade and acts like the best kid a teacher coukd have whenever there watching but hates me. Obviously. And I stayed up until 4 o'clock in the morning last night লেখা and memorizing my speech....

98% of people online wound not care if আপনি killed yourself today...

They would not cry them selfs to sleep like I wound,
They would not be sad and depressed like I wound be,
They would not be willing to take there life as I would,
They. Just. Don't. Care.

They would not care if আপনি left the world,
But I would.
They would not care if আপনি were alive অথবা died,
But I would.
They would not care if আপনি your bullied অথবা scared,
I would.

I would because I've felt your pain and sadness before...I've had those thoughts and fellings...like wanting to give up and just...end it....
But আপনি don't have to end it because...

Okay so I go to LJHS অথবা Lawrence Junior High School in Fairfield, Maine. Here is all my বন্ধু and fello students!

Mallory McDonald- Me

Summer- Best friend- She's popular
Even though I meet her three years পূর্বে we've had a lot of interesting times. Are nick names for one another is...Sumterd and Mallort!

Lauren- Best friend- জনপ্রিয়
I meet lauren in sencond grade we've been best বন্ধু ever sense! We've been though all from camping to shopping to pool party's she is my main connection to the "Popular People".

Alexis- Friend- জনপ্রিয়

You can always count on her when your in need she know's what...

Della slowly began to open her eyes, her was dizzy her mind fried. She she sat up to gather her thoughts when she realized she wasn't alone...She looked over at the window and saw a boy with brown hair and green the same boy she meet in first grade. His name was Terrence. He was looking out the window she didn't no why অথবা why she was where she was.
"Couldn't sleep nether?" She asked he looked over shocked that she was up.
"What are আপনি doing up?" He asked taking his eyes away from the window.
"I was about to ash আপনি the same thing,Ouch!" she ব্যক্ত touching her head finding out that she had cloth...