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The Quest For Nova- Chapter eight- The Black Stones

posted by malmcd

Chapter 8- The Black Stones- The Quest For Nova

Black Stone absorbing the fire
And the light
It’s holders হৃদয়
Is as black as it

Blacking on the past
On the life unloved
On the fault lines
That led

To this darkness
In the firelight

In full view
Of the soporific observers
Absorbed by
The blackness beyond the light

But the আগুন dissolves
And the coldness encroaches
And the hearth is engulfed
In shadows

And the black Stone gathers
It's accomplices
And stretches out
In cold accusatory drafts

We flee
The gapping horror

The foolish remain
Addicted to the past
To what might return
On a future evening
They await what might...

Seeing The Man -chapter 3 ~ Monday

posted by snootygirl50701

purple rose

Seeing The Man -chapter 3 ~ Monday
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Monday

It's Monday,again
And now,I have to go to my week দিন school
Maybe,it will be diffrent
অথবা not!
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Libra awoke in her বিছানা she knew her dad had probaly carried her to bed. She got up and dressed herself in the school uniform. Libra brushed her hair left to right and fluffed it up. She grabbed her three levenders of চুন green,purple,and blue whit pok-a-dots. She tied her hair up and washed her face. Libra walked out of...

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Heaven's Message -proluage

posted by snootygirl50701

Spell Rose Ink

Heaven's Message -proluage
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The sky was blue like the water. Only,it was not crystal clear. Infact,it wasn't even blue. It was red. Red as the beautiful color of blood. If only the story could go on...but what if it can? আপনি must be confused of what I'm saying,right?
It all started in the 1400's,the rulers wanted আরো treasures and belongings but the villagers disagreed. The student witches faught each other for their families. The died in pride অথবা murdered in tears.
Only now,Queen তারকা Rose Rox,has...

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My feelings these days...

posted by Beyal8

My feelings these days
they are so strange
…they have such a range

Now, I am happy and ecstatic
Then, frightened and frantic...

Now, I dream, hope and desire
Then, all my hopes catch fire...

Now, I want to sing and dance
Then, I just get হারিয়ে গেছে in a trance...

Now, I see all so plain and clear
Then, my vision is blurred দ্বারা a tear...

Now, all I want is to conjugate
Then, I wonder about our fate...

Now, your joy is my only goal
Then, my soul cries for your soul...

My feelings these days
They are so strange
But my প্রণয় for you
…doesn’t change

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Some Songs

posted by malmcd

I Believe

I believe the stars keep shining all through the
night.
I believe if we just keep trying it will be alright.

I believe that someday we're gonna find our way.
And I believe in a beautiful day.

I believe in প্রেমী walking side দ্বারা side.
I believe that someday we'll be satisfied.
I believe the দেবদূত listen god hears us pray.
And I believe in a beautiful day.
Yeah I believe it's gonna work out and be ok.

But not for me, and not for you.

I believe, I believe that all are wish's will come true.

I believe, I believe, I believe. ohh

I believe there's an answer waiting when the দিন is done.
I believe if...

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Suicidal Girl?

posted by SongGirl50701

SG

To all who feel like they'll curl up and die from pain. The pain only a few teens, comments, and/or the voices that even I hear.

My Friend, was told on to the consualer about his suicide. I watched him cry, and I listened to him. I agree with him. I have very little faith in God because I'm afraid god doesn't প্রণয় me from my mistakes. Just like him. He's like my young brother. He's the guy at the lunch টেবিল laughing. Trying to make আপনি smile. He seemed like he do no wrong?

My friend, thinks she knows me. She's like a bully to me now. Using one of our friend's for a hide প্রথমপাতা from cheerleading....

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Final Breath..

posted by malmcd

Dear Self

What if আপনি don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last দিন on this earth?
What if that two মিনিট conversation আপনি had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time আপনি ever spoke to her?
What if আপনি never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile অথবা talk to him ever again?
What if আপনি later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would আপনি be proud of the life আপনি have lived?
Will আপনি regret something that আপনি did অথবা did not say?
Would আপনি be proud of how people would remember you?
Would আপনি regret not taking আরো chances, অথবা not telling him what আপনি really feel for him?

I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My হৃদয় racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..

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Poem Girl

posted by malmcd

If I where to disappear...
Would আপনি look for me?
Would আপনি cry that I was gone?
Or even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want আপনি to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, অথবা other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for আপনি to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way অথবা have প্রদত্ত up..
I'll wait to see আপনি finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to...

I'm Fine.

posted by malmcd

I'm Fine.
That is the number one biggest lie.
An average person tells for lies a দিন অথবা 1460 in a year,
A total of 87,600 দ্বারা the age of 60.
And the biggest one is I'm fine...

When someone says there fine don't believe them...
Because really inside there feeling...
Broken.
Useless.
Fragile.
On the verge of tears.
Depressed.
Anxious.
About to break down.
Ready to give up.
Pathetic.
Annoying.
A burden.
Distant.
Lonely.
Bitter.
Heartbroken.
Scared.
Rejected.
Crushed.
About to fall apart at any moment.
Empty.
Defected.
Never good enough.

All these things run through the person's head but all they can come up with is I'm fine......

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter 19- A Stranger To প্রণয়

posted by malmcd

Chapter 19- A stranger To প্রণয়

    Viva took a deep breath and closed her eye’s
    “I didn’t know she could sing?” ব্যক্ত Desta to Eva whispering
    “Me ether?” She whispered back.

having trouble telling
how i feel
but i can dance, dance, dance
couldn't possibly tell you
how i mean
but i can dance, dance, dance

so when i trip on my feet
look at the beat
the words are
written in the sand
when i'm shaking my hips
look for the swing
the words are
written in the air

oh dance
i was a dancer all along
dance, dance, dance
words can never make up...

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From me to আপনি all..

posted by HiddenHearts100

Treasures we own..together:

When my hand is wrinkled so,
it's আপনি that I will still want আপনি know.
As my hair turns silver and gray
remember me as I was yesterday.
My long red hair blowing in the breeze,
we loved each other with ease.
Now in the park your hand I hold,
you keep me warm as it turns cold.
We sit on a bench and feed the birds,
not a single word needs to be heard.
Remembrances of years gone by,
we both smile...we both sigh.
Remembering our first glance,
and for hours how we danced.
The ফুলেরডালি আপনি gave to me for no reason,
and the little things আপনি did every season,
made me a believer in true love....

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Why am I here?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There is nothing to left to do.
I have no purpose.
Everybody left me for dead.
Everybody steps all over me.
They think I'am trash.
They laugh at me.
They create lies about me.
They tell me lies.
They call me names.
They want to kill me.
They hunt me down.
They hurt me.
They hurt my friends.
They hurt my family.
They take me as a slave.
They think of me as a roach.
My parents hate me.
They beat me to no end.
They destroy themselves.
My family see's me as god's first mistake.
One of my family memebers wanted to kill me.
They think I'am pure evil.
They find me as a disgrace.
School teachers don't even bother with me....

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Broken Smiles.

posted by malmcd

Broken Smile's

We're all broken.
One way অথবা another.
Like a girl who seemed not to care what other people thought of her really does care.

She cares if people don't like her.
And that they talk about her behind her back.
She say's to herself each night,
"Sorry I'm not pretty enough for you."

No one would find that she was anorexic.
And that she's...
Still looking for help.

But no one came.

We're all broken.
One way অথবা another.
Like the girl who lives পরবর্তি door doesn't she seem SO happy- She isn't.

She scared.
She get's abused each night.
She doesn't think she's strong enough to leave.
So she cry's herself to...

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Shiver...(PLEASE READ THIS)

posted by malmcd

I just finished the book Shiver দ্বারা Maggie Stiefvater it was amazing! This is what it says on the back...

The Cold.
Grace has spent years watching the নেকড়ে in the woods behind her house. One yellow-eyed wolf- her wolf- watches back. He feels deeply familiar to her, but she doesn't know why.

The Heat.
Sam has lived two lives. As a wolf, he keeps silent company of the girl he loves. And then, for a short time each year, he is human, never daring to talk to Grace...until now.

The Shiver.
For Grace and Sam, প্রণয় has always been kept at a distance. But once it's shoken, it cannot be denied. Sam must...

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Love...

posted by anniewannie

Love.

In the beginning, that's the word everyone feels whenever they think of someone special.
প্রণয় is the word that brings people happiness.
It gives them life, meaning, hope and faith because one man and one woman, thinks that they're always going to be together.

But in the end, প্রণয় is nothing. Nothing compared to hatred অথবা hurt. প্রণয় only causes pain to those who want to be loved.
প্রণয় is breaking someone's হৃদয় whenever আপনি hear that person say, "I don't প্রণয় you."
প্রণয় brings tears to those who are broken.
প্রণয় always has something else with it.

Sometimes it brings pain.
Hurt.
Regret.
Melancholy.
Burdens.

All those things are what প্রণয় has brought. Though some people fight for their love, evillness came raging back until it overwhelmes আপনি with such force.

It's normal. It's life. It sometimes feels just right.

প্রণয় sometimes comes with a dream, but leaves with a nightmare.

What I don't understand is how a person can tell আপনি so many lies and never feel bad about it.

What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it.

Falling in প্রণয় is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your হৃদয় tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl আপনি can FLY."

Falling in love is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your heart tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl you can FLY."

আপনি can't make the same mistake twice, the সেকেন্ড time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.

You can't make the same mistake twice, the second time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.

আপনি should know দ্বারা now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"

You should know by now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"

Eventually, আপনি stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.

Eventually, you stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.

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আপনি Know This Right?

posted by allicyn1234

I cant believe what আপনি ব্যক্ত to me, last night we were alone.You threwyour hand up, baby আপনি gave up, আপনি gave up. I cant believe how আপনি looked at me with your James Dean glosy eyes. in your tightjeans, and your long hair, and your cigarette sained lies. Could we fix আপনি if আপনি broke? and is your মুষ্ট্যাঘাত line just a joke? I'll never talk again, oh boy youve let me speechless. You've left me speechless, so speecless... And i'll never প্রণয় again. Oh boy you've left me speechless, youve left me speechless, so spechless......I cant beleive how আপনি slurred at me, with your half wired broken jaw....

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SG

posted by SongGirl50701

These are just some lyrics I collaborated in my fucked up head.^^ I hope আপনি guys enjoy because some are almost a full song anyways.

-------------------------------First few:

I never wanted to see আপনি this miserable,
but আপনি only return such hate into an adorable smile.
I always want to hear your laugh before I dare fall asleep.
All our emotions collide and travel into the deep sea of life.

Before I ever walked alone,
you would always be willing to travel beside me.
You've never ব্যক্ত goodbye,
only a "see আপনি soon".
So as I'm walking,
the only thing that comes to my mind,
is you.

On days that I am home...

Sneak Peek a My new Story! Through Her Eyes....

posted by malmcd

Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked স্ট্রবেরি red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm চুম্বন on the check and saying, “I প্রণয় আপনি dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I প্রণয় আপনি two.” As he turned into the পরবর্তি road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were heading straight at another...

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Thundering Night- Chapter 3

posted by allicyn123

The sunlight barely touches the darkness of the lake, ঘাস around me, breeze just barely blowing my hair, that's where my dream starts. Then I see her, a girl, woman, whatever. She's older then any of the seniors I've seen but she looks like a highschook girl, young. She smiles and the wind blows back her short curly black hair and her purple eyes gleam. Then as though time had passed she suddenly standing a worried look on her face and she peers into the woods. "Sasha darling have আপনি seen Danny? He's been gone with Sinseta for quiet a while now..." I don't feel the words leave my lips but...

Molded Sorrow

posted by Beyal8

A pain so deep inside of me that no one will ever see,
I take the pain and lock it up and throw away the key..
Because if I take this pain out of the bottle for আপনি to see,
আপনি would not know the one আপনি know because I’m not even me..
The one I was months পূর্বে disappeared the night আপনি left..
My sailing soul was caught ablaze and sunk into the depths..
I smile on the outside but within my hearts in rage..
A beautiful vase filled with poison,
my sadness turns to hate..
The hate that I have,
I hold the closest to my soul..
It is the only thing I have left of you,
it is hate that makes me Joel...